It's at this point i've decided something.
I don't have the heart to flat out destroy Yejix. I just can't do it.
i've played him since 1996. 14 years.
it's kinda hard to just let go of him like that.
what i want to do is completely ret-con everything related to him. start over completely.
back to basics. i'm typing this as i think about it, more as public notes,s o people can see my thought processes and how i plan to start these changes people want of me, to be a better guy, a better player, and to try to make something less extreme as he is, despite a bunch of praise i've gotten for having someone so.. unique and well developed.
So i'm thinking going the way of Star Trek (2009). an alternate timeline.
one that causes a much, much younger Yejix to come here, one who hasn't been jaded and screwed over by a lot of his life experiences. One who's less likely to be so stubborn and headstrong to jump into situations he doesn't know about.
one that, i feel should not be persecuted for the "crimes" of the first one. a type of Yejix 2.0
I invite anybody willing to come here and collaborate with me. help me build a better Yejix we can all enjoy.
heck if someone could help me come up with a different name, i'd do it.
i think, that by extending this to people that it's a major step in changing, to let other people help me make a character they'd want to play with.
so please. help me.
i'd be making an entirely new s/n, and just use this for lobby lurking and such.. but once we make this new fella, i'd like to transfer this folder's ownership to that new s/n, and continue to let you guys help me out.
I don't have the heart to flat out destroy Yejix. I just can't do it.
i've played him since 1996. 14 years.
it's kinda hard to just let go of him like that.
what i want to do is completely ret-con everything related to him. start over completely.
back to basics. i'm typing this as i think about it, more as public notes,s o people can see my thought processes and how i plan to start these changes people want of me, to be a better guy, a better player, and to try to make something less extreme as he is, despite a bunch of praise i've gotten for having someone so.. unique and well developed.
So i'm thinking going the way of Star Trek (2009). an alternate timeline.
one that causes a much, much younger Yejix to come here, one who hasn't been jaded and screwed over by a lot of his life experiences. One who's less likely to be so stubborn and headstrong to jump into situations he doesn't know about.
one that, i feel should not be persecuted for the "crimes" of the first one. a type of Yejix 2.0
I invite anybody willing to come here and collaborate with me. help me build a better Yejix we can all enjoy.
heck if someone could help me come up with a different name, i'd do it.
i think, that by extending this to people that it's a major step in changing, to let other people help me make a character they'd want to play with.
so please. help me.
i'd be making an entirely new s/n, and just use this for lobby lurking and such.. but once we make this new fella, i'd like to transfer this folder's ownership to that new s/n, and continue to let you guys help me out.