The funeral for Eva's adopted father, James McCall, was held on a Tuesday. He was buried on the family farm next to his wife, Eva's adopted mother, under the old oak tree that spreads its arms over a small rise where green grasses swished in the breeze.
Eva, Angus and John buried him themselves, taking a comfort in the shoveling of dirt, a pride in laying their father to rest. She had grown up with Angus and John, as siblings, though she and Angus had become much more to each other in their youth. That marriage was long over now, and as they buried their father, Angus' new wife stood watch behind them, wiping away her tears.
The days following the funeral, Eva found herself returning to her father's grave, and kneeling in the dirt there. It would take a while for the grass to reclaim the turned soil. She delved her hands into the dirt, and watered the dirt with her tears.
"You have to let him go, Eva."
Eva stood, wiping her hands on her pants, and turned to look at her ex-husband, Angus.
"I don't want to." Her voice wavered as she came to stand beside him. He slid a gentle, lanky arm around her.
"I know." Angus was quiet a moment, standing beside her while she re-composed herself. "You going to stay through another season? You're welcome to, you know."
"I don't know... I don't know what I have to get back to."
"What about your... your friend... Ghost?"
"We haven't spoken. Since I've been home."
"So...?"
"So, I don't know where he is, if he's with someone... he could be dead for all I know."
"He's not dead."
Eva sighed and looked away standing silent until Angus continued.
"I hear you. At night. You say his name in your sleep." Angus shifted his weight, and let his arm drop from around her, embarrassed that he'd told her. Eva looked down at the ground, a shuddering breath escaping her lips. "Go find him. You won't know until you find him."
Eva nodded, leaning into Angus for a moment, then turned away and walked back towards the house.
Eva, Angus and John buried him themselves, taking a comfort in the shoveling of dirt, a pride in laying their father to rest. She had grown up with Angus and John, as siblings, though she and Angus had become much more to each other in their youth. That marriage was long over now, and as they buried their father, Angus' new wife stood watch behind them, wiping away her tears.
The days following the funeral, Eva found herself returning to her father's grave, and kneeling in the dirt there. It would take a while for the grass to reclaim the turned soil. She delved her hands into the dirt, and watered the dirt with her tears.
"You have to let him go, Eva."
Eva stood, wiping her hands on her pants, and turned to look at her ex-husband, Angus.
"I don't want to." Her voice wavered as she came to stand beside him. He slid a gentle, lanky arm around her.
"I know." Angus was quiet a moment, standing beside her while she re-composed herself. "You going to stay through another season? You're welcome to, you know."
"I don't know... I don't know what I have to get back to."
"What about your... your friend... Ghost?"
"We haven't spoken. Since I've been home."
"So...?"
"So, I don't know where he is, if he's with someone... he could be dead for all I know."
"He's not dead."
Eva sighed and looked away standing silent until Angus continued.
"I hear you. At night. You say his name in your sleep." Angus shifted his weight, and let his arm drop from around her, embarrassed that he'd told her. Eva looked down at the ground, a shuddering breath escaping her lips. "Go find him. You won't know until you find him."
Eva nodded, leaning into Angus for a moment, then turned away and walked back towards the house.