The Beginnings of the Shadow Demons, Part 1:
"Down once more to the dungeon of my black despair!
Down we plunge to the prison of my mind!
Down that path into darkness deep as hell!
Why, you ask, was I bound and chained in this cold and dismal place?"
- Phantom of the Opera
Section 1: Renna
Twisting, turning, flapping my arms around like a bird trying to fly.
Swimming in a sea of thick blood and liquid.
Just a fall - a spiral downwards, I?m going to cry.
Shadows hold onto me, tease it, believe me when I really say...
I am going to die?
?Just breathe.?
It?s constricting?
?Push. Push it out.?
It?s cold! The light, it burns my eyes!
?It?s? Here??
Where am I?
?H-How is it??
I feel so?
Feeble?
What happened?
I part my lips.
But there was only a cry?
?Beautiful.?
?? It?s so beautiful??
?Aaaah!?
?Shhhh, don?t cry? Shhh??
I don?t understand, what are these people?
What am I?
?What?s your name, hm??
My name? What is that?
?Renna?? She said.
?Renna?? He questioned.
Ren? Ah?
?Yes, your name is Renna.?
?It?s a beautiful name.?
What is beautiful?
?My? Child? My beautiful Child.?
?We?re your Daddy and Mommy??
M? Mom?? Da? Dy?
?Looks just like you, babe.?
?Really??
?Perhaps our little one will have your spirit, too. So strong.?
?Yes, yes, of course. And your kind heart.?
My name... Is Renna?
?He?s such a beautiful boy.?
?Just like his Father??
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In the popular myths of forbidden love, there was always one of the mortals and one of the forever burning light joining together to bring forth a child of both factions. Of both powers. Immortal, yet, destructible.
?Father,? I tugged against his sleeve, ?Why did Mommy have to go?? He was so tall, and I felt small standing to the height of his hip.
I hated it, I hated being look down upon like that.
The same old question again and again, and he answered in the same tone of voice every time. ?Because she has a job to do, Renna. You know she?s a very special Lady who has to look over the threads of evolution.?
?Evol? U? Tan??
?Evil-lu-tion.?
?Ah? What is that??
?Well,? He stopped walking, moving to bend down to my height.
That was better. Now I didn?t feel so weak.
?You see Renna, your Mother fell in love with me. I was once like those monkey people you saw the other day in the forests. Remember them?? He talked like they visited zoo-animals.
?The one?s that look hairy and make silly noises?? My eyes had widened nearly shocked, though not fully understanding. They did look very silly. In fact, at the time I saw them I felt really? Strange. Like I should be one of them, too.
?Yes, like them. But with her powers-?
?Powers? Like magical powers? Can she fly, Daddy??
?Yes, she can - and yes, powers. I don?t know why she did it, but I am very thankful? By making me she put herself in a very bad situation with her bosses. I shouldn?t exist like this and nor should you.?
?I shouldn?t? Why? Is Mommy going to be hurt??
?No - no,? He smiled that smile; the look he used when he was lying, ?She?ll come back.? Was his voice full of hope? At the time I didn?t notice, I simply believed the words other than the voice behind it.
?What will happen to us??
?We?re both a little immortal, so we have many, many life times to wait if we want.?
?Okay, Daddy. I can wait. S?long as you wait, I will wait.? I nodded, looking towards the door of our cottage - so modern and so far ahead of its time.
I grew up there. A slow painful process as the world around me changed, though I, myself, did not. Well, not much. I grew a little, though, still holding the old mind and soul inside of a child?s body and mental capacity...
That was torture, I hated every single minute of it.
I noticed a few changes in the world - those icky hairy things started to look a lot like me. They even talked and before long? They were doing things that I could do - walk on two feet, talk in languages? They looked all different, some were taller, some had funny ears and faces, some had different coloured skin... Some came from places I have never heard of before and hell, almost all of them lived in oddly shaped houses by now. Close to the design of the cottage I lived in.
I always thought the world consisted of me and my Dad.
I was wrong.
?? Daddy! Monkeys!? I exclaimed pointing out of the window to a bunch of those things who were once very hairy and primitive. Now they were children playing together, just like me. For some reason, I still called them monkeys even if they were nothing like them anymore.
They looked to be laughing and playing some kind of game.
My Father placed his hand upon my shoulder, ?Yes, Renna? What?s wrong?? Even he too peered out of the window.
?They?re trying to kill each other.?
He chuckled, ?No, don?t be silly - they?re just playing.?
?Playing? Like me and you? Laughing and stuff? Hide and go Seek??
?Kinda - I think these guys are playing off-ground touch.?
?Can I go play with the monkeys?? I looked up at him with those puppy-dog eyes I secretly knew that would eventually cause him to fold under my innocence. It was so easy to manipulate my Father. I think it was because I reminded him so much of Mother.
I didn?t mean to take advantage of our situation without Mother, my Father was perhaps the only most important figure in my life, and I to him. But I couldn?t help but use that for my favour. It was just natural for me to use him like that.
He held his ground and said no. But I understood.
I had no choice but to obey.
I don?t know why I was never allowed out much. I never really did find out why.
One day, when I sat in my room playing the odd wind instrument the self proclaimed ?humans? created - I believe they called it a Recorder; my mind began to wonder. Father had mentioned that my birth was a special though dangerous procedure - and that my Mother should never had created my Father into what he was today?
I couldn?t help but think?
Was I a mistake?
Is the reason I am not allowed out punishment for my birth? I threw my Recorder across the room and broke out into one of my many temper tantrums. It was an odd sensation when I did get angry - something far more comforting than my Father?s arms, and I was ashamed to feel it. That?s why I always bottled it up like a good boy.
My childhood consisted of me faking my anger half the time.
Disillusioning myself into thinking I was a part of the human race, being at my Father?s side and never allowed to venture too far from his careful watch. I felt like a prisoner in my own body, I needed answers to my questions.
Where was Mother?
Why wasn?t I allowed to live life how I wanted?
I found out.
In the worst way.
There was noises coming from my Father?s room one night and, curious, I moved to his door and listened.
?? You have done well.?
?I can?t lie to him no longer!?
?You have too.?
?He?s my son!?
?And that?s why you must contain him here, or we will deal with the matter ourselves.?
Was I hearing right? Was I being a imprisoned by my own Father?!
?No? I love my son? I will look after him? My wife? How is she?? He sounded so? Sad. It pained me then and it still even pains me now.
?Still being questioned about the human cult she associates herself with.?
?But why? What motive had she to make contact with the humans? This seems all too strange for me to understand??
?She was attempting to destroy the very deal we have between mortal and immortals inside of Ayanee. We created them, and we look over them but never interfere with their evolutionary growth.?
?I know myself and Renna was a mistake? Please do not take that into account?
?Renna is a child born of holy blood, he is to come with us when the time of his powers awaken.?
?? Don?t take my child.?
?I have not come here to bring you news of your wife. I am sorry, Dariel? Give me the half breed.?
?No! You cannot not take him. You have taken my wife, but not my son too!?
?You should know better than to get involved in this. You have been warned? Give me the child.?
There was a sudden crash! And I had parted the door, the shadows of the two men - one being my Father and the other, being the winged creature were pictured upon the wall opposite. There was a loud, strange sound - it almost sounded like bubbles rising to the surface of a geyser. Even the spray of blood arching across the floor seemed to sizzle.
I couldn?t look away.
My Father was killed by the creature.
He turned his sights onto me.
"Down once more to the dungeon of my black despair!
Down we plunge to the prison of my mind!
Down that path into darkness deep as hell!
Why, you ask, was I bound and chained in this cold and dismal place?"
- Phantom of the Opera
Section 1: Renna
Twisting, turning, flapping my arms around like a bird trying to fly.
Swimming in a sea of thick blood and liquid.
Just a fall - a spiral downwards, I?m going to cry.
Shadows hold onto me, tease it, believe me when I really say...
I am going to die?
?Just breathe.?
It?s constricting?
?Push. Push it out.?
It?s cold! The light, it burns my eyes!
?It?s? Here??
Where am I?
?H-How is it??
I feel so?
Feeble?
What happened?
I part my lips.
But there was only a cry?
?Beautiful.?
?? It?s so beautiful??
?Aaaah!?
?Shhhh, don?t cry? Shhh??
I don?t understand, what are these people?
What am I?
?What?s your name, hm??
My name? What is that?
?Renna?? She said.
?Renna?? He questioned.
Ren? Ah?
?Yes, your name is Renna.?
?It?s a beautiful name.?
What is beautiful?
?My? Child? My beautiful Child.?
?We?re your Daddy and Mommy??
M? Mom?? Da? Dy?
?Looks just like you, babe.?
?Really??
?Perhaps our little one will have your spirit, too. So strong.?
?Yes, yes, of course. And your kind heart.?
My name... Is Renna?
?He?s such a beautiful boy.?
?Just like his Father??
__________________________________________________ _
In the popular myths of forbidden love, there was always one of the mortals and one of the forever burning light joining together to bring forth a child of both factions. Of both powers. Immortal, yet, destructible.
?Father,? I tugged against his sleeve, ?Why did Mommy have to go?? He was so tall, and I felt small standing to the height of his hip.
I hated it, I hated being look down upon like that.
The same old question again and again, and he answered in the same tone of voice every time. ?Because she has a job to do, Renna. You know she?s a very special Lady who has to look over the threads of evolution.?
?Evol? U? Tan??
?Evil-lu-tion.?
?Ah? What is that??
?Well,? He stopped walking, moving to bend down to my height.
That was better. Now I didn?t feel so weak.
?You see Renna, your Mother fell in love with me. I was once like those monkey people you saw the other day in the forests. Remember them?? He talked like they visited zoo-animals.
?The one?s that look hairy and make silly noises?? My eyes had widened nearly shocked, though not fully understanding. They did look very silly. In fact, at the time I saw them I felt really? Strange. Like I should be one of them, too.
?Yes, like them. But with her powers-?
?Powers? Like magical powers? Can she fly, Daddy??
?Yes, she can - and yes, powers. I don?t know why she did it, but I am very thankful? By making me she put herself in a very bad situation with her bosses. I shouldn?t exist like this and nor should you.?
?I shouldn?t? Why? Is Mommy going to be hurt??
?No - no,? He smiled that smile; the look he used when he was lying, ?She?ll come back.? Was his voice full of hope? At the time I didn?t notice, I simply believed the words other than the voice behind it.
?What will happen to us??
?We?re both a little immortal, so we have many, many life times to wait if we want.?
?Okay, Daddy. I can wait. S?long as you wait, I will wait.? I nodded, looking towards the door of our cottage - so modern and so far ahead of its time.
I grew up there. A slow painful process as the world around me changed, though I, myself, did not. Well, not much. I grew a little, though, still holding the old mind and soul inside of a child?s body and mental capacity...
That was torture, I hated every single minute of it.
I noticed a few changes in the world - those icky hairy things started to look a lot like me. They even talked and before long? They were doing things that I could do - walk on two feet, talk in languages? They looked all different, some were taller, some had funny ears and faces, some had different coloured skin... Some came from places I have never heard of before and hell, almost all of them lived in oddly shaped houses by now. Close to the design of the cottage I lived in.
I always thought the world consisted of me and my Dad.
I was wrong.
?? Daddy! Monkeys!? I exclaimed pointing out of the window to a bunch of those things who were once very hairy and primitive. Now they were children playing together, just like me. For some reason, I still called them monkeys even if they were nothing like them anymore.
They looked to be laughing and playing some kind of game.
My Father placed his hand upon my shoulder, ?Yes, Renna? What?s wrong?? Even he too peered out of the window.
?They?re trying to kill each other.?
He chuckled, ?No, don?t be silly - they?re just playing.?
?Playing? Like me and you? Laughing and stuff? Hide and go Seek??
?Kinda - I think these guys are playing off-ground touch.?
?Can I go play with the monkeys?? I looked up at him with those puppy-dog eyes I secretly knew that would eventually cause him to fold under my innocence. It was so easy to manipulate my Father. I think it was because I reminded him so much of Mother.
I didn?t mean to take advantage of our situation without Mother, my Father was perhaps the only most important figure in my life, and I to him. But I couldn?t help but use that for my favour. It was just natural for me to use him like that.
He held his ground and said no. But I understood.
I had no choice but to obey.
I don?t know why I was never allowed out much. I never really did find out why.
One day, when I sat in my room playing the odd wind instrument the self proclaimed ?humans? created - I believe they called it a Recorder; my mind began to wonder. Father had mentioned that my birth was a special though dangerous procedure - and that my Mother should never had created my Father into what he was today?
I couldn?t help but think?
Was I a mistake?
Is the reason I am not allowed out punishment for my birth? I threw my Recorder across the room and broke out into one of my many temper tantrums. It was an odd sensation when I did get angry - something far more comforting than my Father?s arms, and I was ashamed to feel it. That?s why I always bottled it up like a good boy.
My childhood consisted of me faking my anger half the time.
Disillusioning myself into thinking I was a part of the human race, being at my Father?s side and never allowed to venture too far from his careful watch. I felt like a prisoner in my own body, I needed answers to my questions.
Where was Mother?
Why wasn?t I allowed to live life how I wanted?
I found out.
In the worst way.
There was noises coming from my Father?s room one night and, curious, I moved to his door and listened.
?? You have done well.?
?I can?t lie to him no longer!?
?You have too.?
?He?s my son!?
?And that?s why you must contain him here, or we will deal with the matter ourselves.?
Was I hearing right? Was I being a imprisoned by my own Father?!
?No? I love my son? I will look after him? My wife? How is she?? He sounded so? Sad. It pained me then and it still even pains me now.
?Still being questioned about the human cult she associates herself with.?
?But why? What motive had she to make contact with the humans? This seems all too strange for me to understand??
?She was attempting to destroy the very deal we have between mortal and immortals inside of Ayanee. We created them, and we look over them but never interfere with their evolutionary growth.?
?I know myself and Renna was a mistake? Please do not take that into account?
?Renna is a child born of holy blood, he is to come with us when the time of his powers awaken.?
?? Don?t take my child.?
?I have not come here to bring you news of your wife. I am sorry, Dariel? Give me the half breed.?
?No! You cannot not take him. You have taken my wife, but not my son too!?
?You should know better than to get involved in this. You have been warned? Give me the child.?
There was a sudden crash! And I had parted the door, the shadows of the two men - one being my Father and the other, being the winged creature were pictured upon the wall opposite. There was a loud, strange sound - it almost sounded like bubbles rising to the surface of a geyser. Even the spray of blood arching across the floor seemed to sizzle.
I couldn?t look away.
My Father was killed by the creature.
He turned his sights onto me.