Topic: Wren's Training

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-07 07:51 EST
Part I - Puppeteer and Puppet

The rest of the day, following Ishido's brash, and ill thought out, prat fall at breakfast in the mess hall, had been spent doing the usual training. Hand to hand combat first thing, after breakfast, an hour of physical fitness training, followed by an hour of weapons training. They had a quick lunch of nutrient bars, water and more water. Then onto a five mile run, done in unison, to a cadence that was specifically written for their unit. The cadets rested after the run by going to their individual training classes where they began to learn their individual trades. That was followed by a quick team meeting. The last thing they did before supper was the obstacle course. They each had five minutes to maneuver themselves around, under and over 15 obstacles. Only three made the time limit. Then dinner was served and the cadets spent the rest of the night, until lights out, studying. Once lights out were called, soft, hushed whispers were commonly heard until they all fell into an exhausted sleep.

"Lao tian, Wren, I can't believe you actually did that!" The giggles in the female cadets' dorm were considerably louder than usual as the call started up for lights out. Too bad Wren wouldn't be enjoying the comfort of her bed for a few hours yet. Iron Balls had apparently guessed that her little trip this morning hadn't been an honest mistake, and had called her up for more of the arduous torture he called 'conditioning'. So as her companions changed and slid into bed, gossiping in hushed tones as the dorm was plunged into darkness, Cadet Wren Ishido, second year, straightened her uniform, and made her way out to stand to attention in the corridor, awaiting the gruff orders from Sergeant Campbell.

Rett had time to shower, shave, eat and do other duties before he felt the presence of the cadet outside of his door. The decision had been made. When he pushed her off of his lap earlier in the day, he could feel the presence within. She was the chosen one. At least, his chosen one. Every Reader had one, and Ishido was his. It wasn't of his choosing. In a million years, he'd never suspected that a cadet would be the one. In a pair of camouflaged pants, olive drab shirt, and black leather boots, he was dressed comfortably. When he was seated at his desk, leaving the cadet to wait in the hall for a good half hour, he finally called out, in his gruff voice. "Enter."

Not for nothing was Wren top of the class, despite her slightly wild tendencies. She'd expected to be kept waiting significantly longer; after all, it was part of the punishment, to stand outside the sergeant's quarters in full view of everyone who walked past ... and at this time of night, it was usually higher ranking officers who would remember her face and name. When he called for her to enter, she moved smart, crisp and sharp movements bringing her in through the door, closing it behind her, and snapping to attention. "Cadet Ishido, reporting as ordered, sir!"

"At ease." he didn't look up from the file upon his desk. Waving a dismissive hand, he gestured to a chair opposite of him at the desk. "Sit down, uncover your grape, cadet." he nearly growled the orders. A page turned, studied. Silence.

She wasn't expecting that, pausing just the slightest moment before obeying the order. She'd never sat in the presence of her commanding officer before, not without a mess hall full of chattering cadets with her. Still, an order was an order. Her cloth cap was whipped off and tucked in her belt, one hand rose to brush the already escaping strands of long dark hair out of her face, and she dropped onto the chair, hands on knees, watching him warily.

"Don't slouch." He continued to read the folder in silence. Page was turned, the only sound in the room was the paper crisply moving in his fingers. He had tossed the thought in her direction to see if she'd catch it. It was a test.

A moment's pause, and she sat straighter, not entirely sure why. He was ignoring her, his lips hadn't moved, but ... she had the strangest feeling he was watching her all the same. And he hated sloppiness. At least, that was her excuse for straightening her back.

Her reaction was noted and he continued his apparent ignoring of her presence. "Raise your right arm." A grunt as he shifted in his chair, to hide the smirk that played on his scarred lips. He was waiting for this one.

Again, his lips hadn't moved, but she had the oddest sensation of having been given an order. And of course, he hadn't told her she could speak, so silence was the safest bet here. Eyes fixed straight ahead, her eyes widened as she lifted her right arm, staring at it in horror before pinning the errant limb to her side. It was decidedly difficult.

As she raised her arm, he turned his head slowly and perked an eyebrow at her. "Question, cadet?" He held the straight face of a tenured poker player, though, deep inside, he was laughing his ass off. He loved this little game. Puppet and puppeteer.

Wide brown eyes stared at him. This was so not good; everyone knew how short Iron Balls temper was if you pushed him. And having no excuse for her arm waving around of it's own accord, she couldn't see him staying calm for much longer. "No, sir. no questions."

"Oh." he gave her a skeptical glance, then back down to the paperwork before him. If she looked close enough, her name and serial number were stamped on the tab of the manila folder. He made sure it was visible. "Stand up."

Sweet Buddha, he's going to throw me out, was Wren's first thought on seeing her own name, rank and serial number on the folder in front of him. Inwardly, she felt herself panic. If she lost her place here, her father would be called up as an ordinary infantry man, cannon fodder for the growing rumblings of war on the Rim. She stood up suddenly, stumbling a little on her feet. What the hell is going on? she wondered to herself. No one had said to stand up; she was disobeying an order. She couldn't convince her body to sit back down, though. Alarmed brown eyes fixed on the sergeant's face, anticipating the dressing-down.

As she stood, he put his hands flat on the desk and again, his head slowly turned so he could watch her full faced. "What in Gorram's name are you doing? I did not dismiss you, cadet. Sit." He growled, narrowing his eyes at her. What appeared to be an angry scowl was actually a thoughtful look. She was definitely the one.

It was unfair, being yelled at for this. Wren thumped down into the chair, resisting the urge to hold onto it just in case. She was shaking, she realised with a start, and with good reason. As far as she knew, you actually had to intend your body to do something before it did it. And hers was not waiting for orders from her brain, but going out of its way to get her in trouble. With Campbell, of all people! She switched her gaze straight ahead once more, knowing for a fact that he would never believe her if she told him the truth about this.

He blew out a breath and closed the folder slowly. Everything he did was slow and calculated. Picking up a pencil, he tapped the cadence of the Alliance's hymn. "You've had quite the day, cadet." He watched her carefully. "Your nose itches."

"Sir." It wasn't a yes or a no, just an acknowledgement that he was speaking to her. It started as the barest irritation, though, a faint itch she thought she could ignore. Then it got more and more insistant. Her eyes still faced front, trying hard not to react to the raging itch on her nose. Her fists clenched at her sides, and finally, her nose twitched, scrunching for a split second as she tried to relieve the tension. Pride was one thing, but really ... "Permission to scratch my nose, sir?"

He saw the slight watering of her eyes as the itch started. The crinkle of her nose nearly brought out an actual laugh. But he was good at what he did. Emotions easily hid away. "Permission denied." He looked back down at her folder. "Scratch your nose."

She couldn't believe it, the itch actually got worse when he denied her permission. So bad, in fact, that a small huff of frustration left her, caught in check just in time as her eyes widened at her own audacity. Insufferable hun dan, she thought furiously. But no matter how dire the consequences might be for disobeying, she had to scratch her nose. So she did, staring boldly at him as she did so.

"Do you enjoy latrine duty?" His voice, cool and calm. His demeanor, relaxed and comfortable. He simply watched her with mud colored eyes. Eyes that did not blink.

To her credit, she didn't even try to excuse herself, sitting bolt upright and staring at the wall to the left of his head. "More than I enjoy irritating you by fidgeting with an itchy nose, sir."

"A simple yes or no, cadet." He tented his fingers and leaned back in his chair. "What is the main objective of the Alliance?" He considered her carefully. "Sing your answer." Sergeant Campbell never had fun at his cadet's expense. So this was a rare treat for him to be able to have a little bit of fun.

She opened her mouth to answer, and was shocked to hear the less than tuneful strains of the Alliance hymn, her intended answer set to the that tune. Lao tian, this is it. I've gone completely mad. I'm going to be sent to the frontlines to feed the Independent cannons. He'll write something scathing on my file.

As she sang, his brows knitted and he closed one eye. His mouth opened and bowed down in agony. "Enough, your devotion is well noted." Shaking his head, he glanced back down. "Infirmary duty, for disobeying a direct order."

She couldn't help it. A small whimper left her lips at the thought of having to spend hours in that gorran Infirmary all over again, just for behaving like a complete and utter fei fei de pi yan. Her whole body sagged. She had no idea what was wrong with her. "Yes, sir," was muttered dejectedly to her hands.

"Don't slouch." He repeated the order and wrote his order on the front page of her file. "Now." He looked up and folded his hands on top of the desk, leaning forward. "There's something I must tell you."

Again, her shoulders straightened, her back once again ram-rod straight. Her eyes must have been a pathetic sight, worried and maybe even a little frightened of what was happening. And for once, that fear had nothing to do with him ... at least, that's what she thought. She watched him lean forward in resigned horror, expecting the worst. "Yes, sir?"

"Slap me." It was the last order he'd give, for the night. Watching her expectantly, he spoke quietly. "Do you know what a Reader is, cadet?"

Bless her soul, she tried. She really tried not to, but the sudden urge to plant her palm firmly on his cheek was just too strong to ignore. She didn't even hear his question. Her hand lashed out, her eyes closed, and she waited in abject misery to be thrown out. This was definitely not her day.

Her hand met his face and turned his head with the inertia of the slap. The sound ecchoed through the room and there was nothing but silence for a moment. Turning his head back so that he faced her once again, his soft laughter filled the void of silence.

(this and the following posts are a compilation and posted with the permission of both Wren and Rett's mun. Hope you enjoy!)

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-07 11:35 EST
Part 2 - Rett and Wren

Ai ya, he's laughing. What the hell is he laughing for? It wasn't an unpleasant sound, some part of her brain pointed out, before being pointedly shushed by the rest of her. This was no time for her to be listening to her libido. One eye opened, then the other, and she stared at him uncertainly. "Sir?"

His laughter subsided and he kept his posture the way it was: leaning forward with his hands clasped together on the desk, over her folder. "Cadet, you know of River Tam? The Reader and her abilities?"

Brows knotted thoughtfully for a moment; the name was familiar, but not easily recognisable. "She's one of the students in the Academy, isn't she, sir?" Wren asked curiously. "Something about a child prodigy, better than they thought she'd be?"

"That would be her. Do you know what a Reader is, cadet? Or know of their capabilities?" His gaze proved to be more direct, feeling her confusion and uncertainty. "Don't worry, this is off of the record."

"A psychic, isn't it, sir? Someone who can read minds and feelings?" This was an entirely new situation for Wren. She'd never been alone in a room with the sergeant before, never before thought she was losing her mind, and certainly never thought that he might ever talk to her as though she was more than just a pain in his pi gu. It was more than a little unsettling.

He got up at this point and walked across the room. The surveillance camera was turned off with a raise of his arm and a quick flick of his wrist. Then he turned and walked over to, and behind her. Gently he started to rub her tense shoulders.

"Sir, what're you doing?" Her voice was tense and wary as she watched him turn off the camera, although not half as tense as the rest of her when his hands descended onto her shoulders.

"I am going to teach you to keep from letting other Readers get to your mind, Wren. You've a wide open channel that's unusual. I will teach you to control it, narrow it, only allow what you want to be read. I am a Reader, and my ability is to put thoughts into people's minds. Did you really think that your arm was abandoning your mind and body when you raised it, and slapped me?"

She couldn't resist the warm pressure of his fingers , slowly relaxing as he spoke to her, her mind wandering places it really shouldn't. She hadn't ever considered her sergeant a specimen of the male species before her importunate prat fall this morning, but by golly, she really did now. And he was touching her! Result! Then his words sank in, and she stiffened again, cheeks turning a dull red in embarrassment. "You're a Reader, sir? Permission to hide away for the rest of my life?"

He simply continued to rub her shoulders, sending soothing and relaxing thoughts her way. "I am, and that's what I intend to teach you, Wren." He wondered when she'd pick up that he was using her first name. His hands moved into her hair and he closed his eyes. "Feel my presence, in your mind." He whispered and sent a single thought to her. One of a nutrient bar, covered in milk chocolate.

She didn't know why, but that sudden panic faded almost as quickly as it had appeared. She jumped a little when his hands ... those big, strong hands she had seen and felt disable an opponent within seconds ... slid into her hair, and shivered at the surprisingly stimulating touch. Then her eyes, too, closed, concentrating fiercely on whatever it was he was going to do. Oooh ... her mouth began to water at the sight of a treat she wasn't allowed as a cadet. "Are you trying to torture me in new and different ways, sir?"

He smiled warmly, even if she couldn't see it at first, and then projected the image into her mind. "Now force me out, Wren. Do not let me in." His voice was soft, with a carbon steel edge. Maybe he was pushing too hard, expecting too much, too fast.

But there was a reason Wren was top of the class. Whatever she tried, she threw herself into, heart and soul. And the discipline she'd learned in the combat arenas would certainly be a help here. Her frown deepened, she concentrated, imagining a wall moving through her mind, pushing out anyone who wasn't supposed to be there.

He offered no resistance in being repulsed from her mind. His hands fell to his sides and he nodded his approval. It was far more than he'd hoped for. "Good, very good." Turning, even his casual walk had a military precision to it, he went back to his chair behind the desk. Giving her a few moments to reset herself, he watched her carefully. "How do you feel?"

The colour drained from her face at the amount of effort she had put into that almighty push, and she reeled in her seat, putting a hand out to steady herself on his desk without thinking. Blinking rapidly, she realised what she'd done and snatched her hand back quickly, preferring to end up in a heap on the floor than get bawled out for touching anything she wasn't supposed to. "Is it always that ... difficult, sir?"

He rubbed his chin and nodded slowly. "At first, yes. But once you've trained your mind, it won't be that hard to do. You've done well, Wren. I'm very proud of you."

She was out of breath, too. Who would have thought that using her mind would be so ... strenuous? Then that mind caught up with something, slightly late, but never mind. "Sir? You're calling me Wren, sir. Why?" Brown eyes still a little unfocused looked up at him, grateful he hadn't ordered her to stand up again. Oh yes, she'd worked that one out, even though he hadn't admitted to it.

He smiled when she finally caught on. Even before she spoke a word, he knew what was coming and had an answer prepared. "What I am teaching you is not authorized, nor is it endorsed by my commanding officers, nor the Alliance. During these training sessions you are Wren, not Cadet, not Ishido. And I am Garrett, or Rett, if you prefer. You are my chosen one, Wren."

"Which would you rather I called you, sir?" The question was automatic, as the soldier in her filed away this information. This was ... illegal, then ... if the high ups wouldn't endorse it. And why would he take such a risk teaching her if it was so frowned upon? And then there was that other thing ... chosen one could have been innocuous, but for the timbre of his voice when he said it. "What do you mean by 'chosen one'?"

"Rett is fine." He nodded slowly and leaned back, casually in his chair. He knew there would be a lot of questions and he tried his best to answer each one. "Every Reader has a chosen one. A person that has a connection to the Reader that no other has. It is special and unique, and nobody knows why it happens. Nobody knows how it happens. And you're my chosen one. I felt it in you when you decided to give me a blow job through my trousers."

"I did not!" The denial was instant and indignant, and entirely too familiar for a cadet speaking to a sergeant. Wren's eyes instantly lowered to her hands, wishing she could make herself as small as possible, maybe even sink into the floor. That big mouth was going to get her in serious trouble someday. "I wasn't trying to ... do that, sir. I slipped." She nodded firmly. "So ... what is the point of a chosen one? What are they for?"

"Listen." he sighed, feeling her trepidation. "When we're in these sessions, I am not your drill instructor. I am not your sergeant. I am just Rett. Your military career and your career as my chosen one are seperate and to be kept that way, do you understand, Wren? It has to be that way." He gave her a direct look. He'd answer the question in a moment.

She looked up into his eyes, noting absently the flecks of green that illuminated the grey. She didn't understand, but her loyalty to him stood above her loyalty to the Alliance. "Yes, sir," she answered automatically, and hurried to correct herself. "I mean ... Rett."

"And for the record, I knew that you did not slip." He gave a wry grin, the scar between his nose and upper lip stretching. "Now, as to the point and purpose of a chosen one. Once established, the link, the connection between the two cannot be broken. Think of it as a permanent and unbreakable comm. When I'm in danger, you will receive my signal much more strongly than even another Reader. You'll be able to Read me, in time. In a nutshell, you'll be my companion, for life."

Wren's eyes studied him seriously, picking up as much on what he wasn't saying as what he was. "For life?" she echoed quietly, making the brave step of leaning forward onto his desk to make sure he wasn't going to avoid her gaze or her next question. "There's more to this than you're telling me. A life's companion isn't just a friend, not when you're a man and I'm a woman. You expect me in your bed, don't you?"

"For life." He nodded and watched as she leaned onto the desk. He couldn't help but chuckle as he felt her question before she asked it. "I would not presume, Wren, to impinge on you the horrors that await any unlucky girl that should happen to find themselves in my bed. So dismiss the raunchy fantasies you've been having of me. Companion. Friend at the most. Bed mates? You'll have to earn that."

Her eyebrow rose, not intimidated by him in the least so long as he used her name. "Hold it right there, mister, you're not so much on my mind as you think," she heard herself challenge him, knowing it was a pointless lie, but giving it a go, nonetheless. "And for your information, after my little fall today, I know almost for a fact that being in your bed wouldn't be horrific at all." Her eyes flicked to his crotch and back to his face, the sweetest, most innocent smile she could muster curving her lips.

Her tone was a tad too bold for his taste. He had let her get too comfortable, complacent. Sitting up, he squared his shoulders and glared into her eyes. "One, do not presume to lie to me, Wren. Remember, I know and can feel your thoughts and feelings. Two, do not be so confident or comfortable. This training will not be easy. And I will not go easy on you."

The tone brought her up sharp, sitting back into her upright attention position, her relaxed posture gone. "I wouldn't expect you to, sir." She held her silence for a long moment, before venturing another question. "Sir ... what is wrong with having you on my mind, anyway? You're a handsome man, if you don't mind me saying so."

He nodded as she snapped to, and then leaned back in his chair once again. His hand went to his chin and stroked it thoughtfully. "Wren, as I said, your miiltary career and your role as my chosen one are to be kept seperate. If you keep those thoughts of me in your head, it'll cause you nothing but trouble. You'll become too comfortable, too complacent, more strong willed than you are already and your fellow cadets will hate you for it. And I'll have to make an example of you as to what not to do. Do you really want that?"

"You already make an example of me all the time anyway," she pointed out quietly. "Even when it's not my fault, which it isn't sometimes." She glanced up at him with a sigh. "I do understand, sir. But it's a little hard to process that my sergeant is going to be my companion for the rest of my life, whether I wanted it or not. And I can't imagine you'd be too pleased by the thought of being stuck with me, either."

"I will explain to you my methods of teaching once you've graduated, Wren. No more talk of what happens outside of these four walls." He gave her a look that indicated that part of the conversation was over. "It was not my choice to choose you, no." He shook his head and then canted it slightly. "But it could have been far worse for me. You are not difficult on the eyes and you take orders well, most of the time."

So much for a compliment, Wren thought wryly, knowing for a fact that if he pulled her up for it, she could call him out. "If this is supposed to be separate from that, how does my taking orders factor in, sir?" she asked innocently enough.

He lifted his leather bound ankle to his thigh and tented his fingers over his stomach. "We will work as a team, Wren. There will be times that I will have to tell you to do something and it'll be of utmost importance that you do as I ask of you. One day, your life will depend upon it."

He closed his eyes, the vision in his mind's eye a vague cloud. Danger loomed, but unseen. Opening his eyes back up, he looked at her intently. "I will teach you one more thing, for both of our safety. One more thing tonight."

Within a blink of an eye, the chair was abandoned and he stood before her. Though he kept his swing slow and sloppy, he fully expected her to block it easily.

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-07 12:38 EST
Part III - The Dam

She nodded, understanding what he told her. It was a dangerous business, doing anything under the Alliance's nose, and her respect for him had increased massively in the time it had been since he had told her his secret. When he rose, fast and sure, she moved automatically. Her highest marks were in hand to hand combat, and even tired and confused, she could still hold her own against him. Ducking under his swing, she dropped from her chair to the floor, delivering a scissor kick to his legs.

He jumped over her legs and settled back into a comfortable stance. "As easily as you blocked my swing, you will block me from your mind. I will give you a moment to prepare. Once you feel my presence, do not allow my entrance. Do you understand?"

Slowly she rose from her crouch, automatically falling into an easily defensible physical stance. "Understood." Inwardly, she braced herself, not knowing quite what to expect.

Deciding not to go easy on her, as he'd promised, he closed his eyes and brought his fingers to his temples. With a twitch to his upper lip, he projected her name, loudly, over and over again. As if he were yelling it at the top of his lungs.

God, she hadn't been expecting that. Wren flinched visibly, reeling backwards from the painful assault, and struck out in retaliation, fist clenched at her sides, her whole face srewed up in pain as she swayed, trying to force him out of her mind.

His hands came down and he moved quickly to catch her, to keep her from stumbling. "I'm sorry, Wren, it was too much." He whispered, as softly as he could, knowing how much pain she must have been in. He carefully lowered her to the chair and kept his hand on her shoulder. "Try imagining a dam. The water on one side, placid, smooth and serene. Tall trees border it's shores. Can you see that?"

Her head throbbed so much, she barely noticed how gentle he was in guiding her to the chair, or the way he didn't object when her hands rose to cling to him as he did so. Her breath came in short, staccato bursts, out of her control to calm for the moment as she fought to do as he said, to imagine the peaceful scene. It was slow in coming, but it did, eventually, her posture relaxing beneath his hand as her breathing slowed to a normal pace. "I-I see it," she managed to murmur, lifting one hand to her brow with a faint groan of pain.

"There's a doe and her fawn. See how beautiful they are, Wren? Peacefully eating grass, gracefully walking through the tall trees." He was whispering, crouched at her side. He felt her pain and was absorbing it, taking it from her.

The pain was receding, allowing her to relax fully, leaning against the hand he still had on her shoulder. "Did you have to be so rough?" she complained lightly, opening her eyes to look at him with vaguely offended amusement.

"Shh.." he continued to absorb the pain into his own mind and body. It was easily dealt with and gone. "Just keep focused. Do you see the trickle of water at the base of the dam?"

Again, her eyes closed, and she concentrated as gently as she could on the image he had created for her. It never occurred to her not to trust him, although it was increasingly difficult not to notice certain things. Like his scent, the warmth of his hand on her shoulder, how softly he was speaking to her. This was everything and nothing of the man she thought she knew as Garrett Campbell. "I see it."

"That trickle of water is what you let inside of your mind. Now close the trap, do not let any more water flow through it. Can you do that, Wren?" He squeezed her shoulder and his eyes widened a bit. He held his breath and then blew it out softly. The girl was getting to him.

Unconsciously her face turned towards his as he spoke to her, eyes still closed, focused on the image in her mind. There was the trickle ... and here, in Wren's own unique style, was herself, with a large plank of wood and nails to stop up the little hole that was letting water through. "Done," she murmured softly.

It wasn't quite what he'd hoped for, but it was a start. "Now, open up that trickle again. Imagine it's my thoughts, my feelings. Let some through, then close the door again. Can you do that, Wren?" God, she was beautiful. Even with her hair pulled back, he could see that it was long and thick. He wanted to run his hands through it. Quickly, he shook his head and concentrated on the dam that she was imagining.

Ah, she understood now. The little Wren in her head was quickly disappeared, as was her patchwork job, and the trickle began. However, the thought that instead of water, she was letting this intriguing man into her mind brought a flush to her cheeks that she knew he had to notice. Still, she was quick to obey him, sealing up that trickle once again, without the use of hammer and nails this time.

And there it was. Perfect. Almost as perfect as the curve of her cheek when she smiled. Rett stood up quickly, trynig his best not to allow those thoughts to escape through to her. "Very nice, Wren." he nodded. "Now open it back up. And this time, I will try to get through. Do not allow me to."

She smiled, then, pleased to have pleased him, though she couldn't begin to understand how he knew what she had seen and done in her own mind. She felt him move, her eyes snapping open to look up at him, lingering for barely a moment on his mouth as he spoke to her before flicking to look into his eyes. She let the little trickle start up again, keeping her gaze focused on his eyes as she rose to her feet again. "I understand, Rett," she nodded slowly, her voice soft as she concentrated.

He put his hand on her shoulder and projected. There he was, standing by the edge of the dam created lake, feeding the deer he'd described from his palm. "Make me go away." he whispered.

She didn't want him to go. There was something oddly comforting about having this stoic, complex man inside her mind. But it was his orders, she had to force him out. Staring into his eyes, she called on the elements of the image he'd given her to work with. The deer startled and ran from him, the trees shook, and the flat water of the lake reared up and crashed towards him, forcing him to leave or drown.

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-07 13:17 EST
Part 4 - Breaking the Dam

Way more than he was hoping for. In a flash, he vanished. "Now do not allow me back." His eyes closed as he attempted to enter her mnd once again.

But Wren's imagination had a firm grip on things now. Following his lead, her eyes closed, and her hand rose to rest against his chest, feeling his heartbeat there. The water filled the scene he had given her, and froze, hard as diamond. And she felt that same hardness within her own mind, the vague push of his consciousness trying to enter. A small smile curved her lips as she realised she'd been successful.

"Yes." he whispered, feeling the block successfully put into place. But, he was not going to make it easy to keep him out. Glad that she was successful, and glad that she was proud of her success, he was not going to let her gloat on it. He pressed further, harder, seeing what it would take to make the dam break open, once again.

The pressure on the edges of her mind increased, and Wren dragged in a shuddering breath, her fingers flexing against his shirt as a frown of fierce concentration appeared on her brow. She never would have thought holding someone out of your mind could be so hard. Difficult enough, certainly, that she couldn't hold him out for long, and the tearing sensation that ripped through her as he broke through made her cry out softly in shocked surprise more than the pain. Pain could be ignored, worked through ... that was one of the things Rett had taught her.

Once the fabric tore, he relented and withdrew. His hands went to her waist and he gently guided her to the chair. "That's enough for one night." He whispered softly, comfortingly. "You did well, very well. I'm so proud of you."

The moment he relented the pressure, her knees buckled and she grabbed at him, her eyes snapping open as she refocused on grounding herself to reality. She wasn't focusing on the way his hands felt at her waist, not at all, no way. Certainly not trying to keep him from Reading from her how nice it felt. "Will it always be that painful?" she asked with a faint grimace.

His hand moved from her waist and to her forehead. He breathed deeply and absorbed the pain once again. "No, in time it'll become second nature." He waited for the pain to subside and he walked around the desk to have a seat. Watching her carefully, he waited for her to come around.

She didn't know quite how he did it, how he took that pain away, too startled by how good it felt to feel his bare skin on hers to pay attention. The pang she felt when he stepped away was palpable enough to surprise her, though, and she kept her eyes closed as if to hide it as he sat down away from her. "And ... how long will that take?"

"With your natural abilities.." he shrugged and picked up the pencil. "Could be anytime. I honestly do not think that it's going to take long to train you at all. As long as you can keep that big mouth of yours shut."

"I've managed two years under you without ratting anyone out with this big mouth," she shot back sharply, her head still aching just enough to remove the tact from her speech.

He chuckled softly at that. The pencil tapped against her folder again. "Your mouth didn't rat them out, your thoughts did." He gave her a bland smile.

Her eyes took on a rueful cast as her lips quirked in response to that. Never again would she be able to keep a secret for a fellow cadet without knowing for a fact that it wasn't a secret the minute she was told. "Yes, well, I didn't know I was up against a Reader, Rett," she laughed a little, surprised by how easily his name rolled off her tongue. "I took the punishments without complaint, surely that was enough for you?"

"It was, Wren, it was." He was growing tired, and admired that she still had energy to banter. His hands went behind his head and his feet became propped up on the edge of the desk. Dirt clods scattered from his boots onto her folder. "Once you leave this room, what is my name?"

"Sergeant Campbell, sir." Her response was automatic, as was the way she sat upright to attention the moment he mentioned beyond the door.

"Very good." He closed his eyes and remained silent for a long while. His breathing, deep and regulated. It were almost as if he'd fallen asleep. "It's going to be alright, I won't allow them to hurt you." He whispered, deep in thought, the images of her being chased, in danger. Of course he couldn't exactly see the where or how, long term prophecy was not his strong suit. Projecting was. But this was one thing he would never project to her.

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-07 14:22 EST
Part V - Dangerous Games

She had been studying the desk under her fingertips as he relaxed, unsure what to do. She hadn't been dismissed, that much was clear. His whisper brought her eyes back up to him, more than slightly concerned. Who did she need protecting from? Was he even talking to her? "Rett?" she asked softly, not wanting to unterrupt anything important.

When she spoke, the spell was broken and his eyes flew open. He looked over at her and shook his head, clearing his thoughts, just in case she tried to sneak in. "Hmm?" He canted his head and looked at her thoughtfully. No, that was a lesson for another time.

She held the thoughtful gaze for a long moment, her lips parting just a little in appreciation of the handsome face she had never noticed before. Maybe it was only because he had mentioned a lifetime bound to him somehow, or perhaps her face-full of his assets had opened her eyes to the rest of him, she didn't know for certain. But what she did know was that she wasn't looking at her commanding officer right now. She was a woman, looking at a man, fascinated and drawn in by his stoicism and depth.

"Wren, you have a question for me?" He prodded her, knowing just what that look and what he was Reading meant. It was a dangerous game they were both playing and flirting with that line could get them both killed.

She shook herself, pushing aside her dangerous thoughts with as much force as she could. Now they had begun, she knew she wouldn't be able to keep them away, but the least she could do is not think them when he was in the same room. "Uh ... were you talking to me?" she asked softly. "When you spoke just now?"

"No." It was a bold faced lie and he told it without even a twitch to an eyelash. It was for her own good, her own sanity. The future wasn't set and he would do what he could to keep her from living what his mind saw. His feet came down, boots landing with a dull thud to the floor. "I think we are done for the night, Wren." Sitting up, it was time to change back into their proper roles, according to the alliance. His usual cold and stoic mask slipped onto his face easily. "Ten hut!"

Her eyes narrowed at the evasive sudden attention to their former roles; it had been a little too quick for his answer to her question to have been the whole truth. Still, she snapped to attention like a tin soldier ... maybe a little too much like a tin soldier. The moment her legs straightened and pushed her upright, her brain decided it didn't like quick movements, thank you very much, and promptly staggered her, dropping her on her ass behind her sergeant's desk. "Ow ..."

Rolling his eyes, he let out an exaggerated sigh. He should have seen that coming. With all that she'd been put through so far, he should have known better than to push her physically as well as mentally. Pushing out of his chair, he walked around to the front of the desk and offered her a hand up. "Sorry. Sometimes I forget my own strength."

She saw the proffered hand, but much preferred to curl up down here with her forehead pressed to her knees, trying to will the throbbing away again. "Not your fault, sir, I'm just not as strong as you wanted me to be," she mumbled through her knees. "I'll get better, sir, I promise."

"Wren, I assigned you infirmary duty for a reason." Back to her name. "You report there in less than two hours. Find yourself an empty cubicle and disappear. I'll make sure you're not caught sleeping on the job. You need your rest. Now take my hand."

A deep breath taken in, and her wrist slapped into his hand, her own hand curling tight around his wrist as she pulled herself upright, still staggering a little. Sweet Buddha, how was she going to even get to the Infirmary in this state, let alone get away with curling up to sleep?

When their hands touched, he pulled her up and looked deeply into her eyes. He projected strength and energy towards her and absobed the pain from her, once again. It was becoming a habit that he'd grow accustomed to. He'd have to, at least in this early stage. "Do not worry about getting caught, Wren. I have it under control. Trust me."

"Trusting you isn't the hard part, sir," she managed, leaning heavily on him as she tried to convince her legs to behave themselves and take her weight. "Knowing there's other Readers about who'll be able to pick information out of my head ... that's kinda scary." Hands resting against his chest and arm, she pushed herself back from him to stand on her own two feet, still holding on for balance as she swayed.

"Use what I taught you, Wren, and they'll skip right by you. Most other Readers do not take the time to delve into the minds of those that are blocked. Chosen ones are revered and sacred. To try to Read another's chosen one is sacriledge."

Brown eyes looked up at him trustingly. "Yes, sir," she murmured, and there was a slight difference to the way she used the title, audible only if you were listening for it, only if you hoped to find it; a softening, making the title less distancing. It was doubtful whether even she noticed what she had done. Steady on her feet again, she released him and stepped back, not so much snapping to attention as easing totally upright.

He did notice it and prayed that nobody else would if she did it again in public. "Now go, I'm already working on the infirmary crew. Sign in for roll call, then go get some sleep. You've deserved it."

She nodded sharply, the softness and femininity gone from her as she pulled her cap from her belt and rammed it back onto her head. A salute was snapped off to him. "Yes, sir. Good night, sir." And with the military precision he had taught her, she marched out of the room, shutting the door behind her with barely a backwards glance.

He gave a curt nod and watched her walk out of the room. Collapsing down into his chair, he shut his eyes and put his fingers to his temples. He projected memories to the crew of the infirmary and some of it's patients. Images of Wren working with them, holding charts, wiping asses and drool, cleaning up vomit and mostly filing in the records room. It wasn't difficult to do, but exhausting and time consuming. By the time it was done, she was to report for duty. Slowly, he lay his throbbing head upon his crossed arms, supported by the desk. Yawning loudly, he fell into a dreamless sleep.

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-07 19:50 EST
Part 6 - War Games

Ai ya, but she hated these simulations, Wren reminded herself, ducking through a cloud of masonry dust to slam into cover behind a pock-marked pillar. They were based on the actual battles during the Unification War, and included the mistakes made by both sides. One hand came up, signalling to those of her fellow cadets who'd been put under her command to join her, and one by one they took cover in and around the broken-down house her back was set to.

"Jensen, get command on the radio," Wren's voice almost perfectly matched the tone of their gruff sergeant as she issued orders. "Lucas, Yeung, Gibbs - check the perimeter. Casualties?" As each of her unit called in, no injuries, Wren pressed her back to the wall again, peering through the simulated smoke. And as she did, she felt a flicker in the back of her mind, and couldn't help a grin. He was pleased with them.

In a tower above the ravine the cadets were training in, Rett stood with his feet shoulder width apart. His arms were folded across his blue uniformed chest. The cover was lost a while back. He hated the stupid hats that they were forced to wear. They served no purpose in his mind and only put that much more of a target on his head. His eyes narrowed as he observed the cadets. They had seen holographic images and videos of this battle. Errors were pointed out on both sides. So far, the cadets were doing well, but you would not know that from watching Rett's stoic and icey glare. Only one other person would know of his satisfaction of the cadet's progress, and he quickly adjusted to block that train of thought from his mind. He didn't want any of them to get sloppy or lazy. "Wipe that grin off of your face and concentrate, Wren."

She was about to respond in silence, when a short burst of fire broke their cover. Piederson, one of her dorm mates, was a little trigger happy, and had fired on smoke and shadows. In seconds, however, the little unit was up and moving. Objective, to find and capture the other team of cadets, before they found and captured them. Holed up in yet another tumble-down house, the same orders were issued, exactly as they would be in a battle situation, and the cadets scattered, leaving Wren and Jensen alone with the radio.

She really should have seen it coming - after all, moles were a commonplace part of warfare. And the safety protocols were off today, so the butt of the rifle slamming into her face actually did break her nose. She came up spluttering, jabbing her own rifle butt into Jensen's groin.

It was falling apart. Rett shook his head and sighed heavily. Piederson would be dealt with for her itchy trigger finger. Extra hours on the firing line and two extra hours on the obstacle course would fix that right up. He'd warned Piederson before, now Rett would not be lenient. The clipboard in hs hands was brought up and a note was taken. He couldn't see inside of the ramshackle house that Wren had gone into, but he was aware she was in with the mole. Both teams had them, both Sergeants had filled each other in on the logistics hours before the battle had commence. When her nose shattered, the white hot pain shot straight through his own nose and head and he groaned. His hand went to his face and he shook his head.

Maretti, the other Sergeant and instructor laughed and placed his hand on Rett's shoulder. "Not your day is it, Campbell?" Rett continued to feel the pain in his face and he kept his eyes closed.

"Piss off, Maretti." he growled, not so much angry, but in enough pain to make his eyes water. He shut his mind off to Wren as soon as he sensed she wouldn't be fighting with the blinding pain any longer. With his head raised, there were slight bruises under each mud colored eye. And he waited for the conclusion.

"Gorram it, Ishido, give up already!" Jensen was sounding more than a little panicked. Wren could understand that - he'd never broken a nose before, obviously the sight of all that blood was turning his stomach. She barely had a moment to send out a grateful thought to Rett for removing the eye-watering pain before striking hard at Jensen, pulling him close and slamming the neural controller she'd palmed onto the back of his neck. One flick of a switch, and he was down, yelling in pain.

"Right, Jensen -" she spat a large gob of blood and mucus into the rubble beside him "- you and me are gonna take a walk. And if you cross me, that little itch you got goin' on there? It's going to feel like a walk in the park." As her friend pulled himself to his feet, whimpering in pain, she spoke quietly into her comm, setting up the ambush that would probably win them the exercise.

Rett could see it all from where he was standing and if he'd left the channel open, he'd have warned Wren, but as it were, he kept the link closed. He didn't want to distract her anymore and really, it was an unfair advantage. The house she was in became surrounded by the opposite team. Most of her other teammates had either fallen or were captured. Slowly Rett lowered his face into his hands. "Call it, Maretti. You got lucky today."

She didn't need an open link to know that she was surrounded. The slightly malicious smirk on Jensen's face confirmed it. With a muttered curse, she threw down her weapons and dropped to her knees, hands linked behind her head. And doubled over in wheezing agony as Jensen took revenge for the neural pain tranference she'd given him. His foot lashed out, catching her in the stomach and knocking her to the rubble, kicking out once, twice, three times as she lay still under the onslaught. It was to be expected; he never let anyone get the better of him without some kind of revenge.

Now that, Rett did see. He turned and narrowed his eyes on Maretti. "Stand them down, now." He loomed over the shorter man who suddenly turned a funny shade of green. A hurried, nodded reply was all the answer and the order was given. Rett turned before the words were out of his mouth and hurried down the stairs. Losing was a learning experience and that didn't bother him. The fact that Wren was laying down there, in that house, with that masochist, boiled his blood.

Her vision was hazy, but she saw Jensen rear back for another kick, trying desperately to relax her body so it wouldn't do any more damage. The pain wasn't helping though. Thankfully, her fellow cadets were already moving, two of them dragging the fuming Jensen away from her as the familiar crunch of the two sergeants' boots entered the room. Great, she was the only one down in a room full of people; how humiliating.

"Lucas," she managed to hiss, and he leant down, yanking her to her feet just as Sergeant Campbell entered the rubble strewn room.

He surveyed the room, watching Wren as she leaned upon her fellow cadet to keep upright. "I'll talk to the team leader in private, Cadet Lucas. Gather the rest of the team for a debriefing. We'll be there in twenty minutes." His mud colored eyes darkened by the dimly lit room, would have shown too much emotion for his own liking. He was glad of the darkness. When the others filed out, he gazed down at Wren. "Told you to concentrate, Ishido."

The faintest of groans gave away her discomfort as she forced herself to stand upright and to attention as her fellows filed out, looking up at her sergeant with a bloody face as she wheezed. "Got cocky, sir, won't happen again," she assured him.

He waited until the voices of the others were faint enough before he moved or said another word. "Wren, you cannot let our link get in the way of your training as a cadet. How many times must I warn you of this?" He walked up to a cabinet in the house, the training grounds were littered with such places that doubled as med stations. Pulling out a med kit, he walked back over and kneeled down.

"Sit." He didn't have to look up to know that she would comply.

She thumped down to her knees, the pain in her face and stomach making it hard for her not to react to the quiet dressing down. She'd disappointed him, that much was obvious, and somehow, that hurt more than all the beatings Jensen could possibly care to give her. "I try, but it's a little hard to do that when all I can feel in the back of my head is you crowing over how well we're doing," she pointed out softly.

Rett ripped open her shirt and grimaced at the bruises to her stomach. "Then the link will be closed during operations and training." It was as simple as that. He applied ice packs to her stomach, holding them in place with a bandaged wrapped around her waist. Then his hands moved to her face. "Going to hurt." He uttered before his thumbs quickly guided her nose back into place and then lifted it with an audible popping sound that brought forth another gush of blood.

The ice burned against her bruised skin, but that was not the reason for her sudden tension. Stupidly, she felt exposed, kneeling here in front of him with her shirt ripped open, only the tight breastband she wore keeping her womanly attributes from staring him full in the face. What was wrong with her? He'd done this before, many times, when she was injured ... he'd done it to all of them one time or another. She didn't have a chance to linger on the thought, though. Pain lanced through her face, bringing water to her eyes and a grunt issuing from her lips as he reset her nose, and she spat blood and mucus again, swearing fluently in both Chinese and English.

"That hun dan's going to wish he'd never done that," she muttered fervently, forgetting for a moment that informing her sergeant of her wish for revenge probably wasn't the wisest course of action.

He knew she'd want revenge. Who wouldn't? Jensen wasn't the most loveable of the cadets in his charge and more than once he'd been put up on office hours and written up for his cruel treatment of the other cadets. Rett let her words flow like water off of his back. The sanitary wipes were brought out and he gently cleaned her face of the blood and mucus that caked beneath her nose and her soft lips.

"Calm down, Wren. What have I told you? Center, focus. Blind rage gets you killed." He looked up into her brown eyes and smiled softly. "And we can't be having that, now can we?"

She let out a long suffering sigh. "Breathe, center, balance, focus," was rattled off in a resigned tone of voice, and she managed a faint smile for him as he looked into her eyes. There it was again, that treacherous little voice in her head pointing out how very handsome he was when he smiled, when he allowed himself to be gentle with her. It was getting increasingly difficult not to respond to thoughts like that.

"No, sir, we can't be having me dead," she agreed quietly, with just a hint of the wry humour he allowed her at moments like this. "Who else would put up with you?"

His smle widened and his hands smoothed past her cheeks and went into her hair. Then he did something that he's never, ever done before. Going on an impulse, he rose from sitting on his heels to being on his knees. His hands tightened in her hair and he pulled her forward. A kiss, quick, fleeting and full of life was placed upon her lips. His shoulders hunched in the effort made. And then he sat back and watched her expression.

It would have been a pleasant surprise were it not for the fact that her face was still incredibly sore from the beating she had taken. Her hands rose to his chest, gently pushing him away, her eyes faintly apologetic.

"You'll have to do that again sometime when I can actually feel it," she laughed a little, grateful for her clready flushed cheeks to hide the blush that rose in response to the startlingly affectionate touch.

Then she snapped back to reality, pulling herself to her feet, leaving her shirt hanging open as proof of what they had been doing in here. "Time for the Debrief, sir." A painful salute, and she marched out, pausing in the doorway only to throw him a warm smile before Cadet Ishido stepped out and into the cleared out simulator to rejoin her companions.

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-08 18:37 EST
Part 7 - Broken Promise

Left, right, left, right. It was an early morning run for the cadets and Rett was feeling pretty good about things. Of course, everytime that Wren smiled at him she was greeted with a scowl, he'd warned her that it was to be that way. Other than that, he was enjoying the rugged terrain they were jogging in.

"Left, right, heah!" He called out, in time with his steps. Get the cadets thinking about other things than their racing pulses and heaving breathing.

If that was his plan, then it really was just as well he'd taken to closing this link between them. Wren jogged along with her companions, scarcely out of breath. Unlike them, she never chattered during training, especially since she'd realised that her breath would be needed for other things. It was part of the reason she was top of the class; no matter how far or how fast they'd gone, Wren always had breath to carry on. And she liked the mindless movements, anyway - it left her free to think of other things. Like the way her smile seemed to irritate the hell out of the sergeant recently, and the kiss he'd given her that he still hadn't repeated.

Unbeknownst to her, the link was still open, just enough to keep it open. He felt her smugness growing by the day and while that pleased him as a Reader, it angered him as her Sergeant. He had warned her of the consequences and already there were rumors of Iron Balls and Ishido doing things that should not be done. "Fall out, Ishido, that's an order."

She obeyed the order as if it had been spoken, automatic and smart, peeling off from the group and coming to a halt, snapping to attention as she brought her mind back to the present. And it was only then that she noticed she was the only one who had moved, her fellows glancing back at her in shock. She only just remembered not to glare furiously at the man responsible. If he was in a bad mood, why in the sphincter of hell did she have to take the consequences?

"Jensen, you got lead! Left, right, heah!" he called out and then slowed his run to a walk and approached her.

Jensen beamed and headed the platoon towards the rocky vista that overlooked the shore. The drop was a good 200 feet onto furious ocean waves crashing over shoal deposits. Mud colored eyes watched as the last of the troops rounded the bend. Only then, did he turn his eyes onto Wren.

"The hell do you think you're doing?" He circled her, hands on his hips.

She kept her eyes trained on her fellow cadets as they thumped out of sight. "Obeying orders, sir," she answered, as calmly as possible. "Just because they weren't spoken aloud doesn't make it my fault."

He stopped walking and turned angry eyes onto her. They narrowed dangerously and he leaned forward. "Do not dare address me common. I'll put you on your prissy little ass. You are a cadet in the Academy. You are not my wife, you're not my dog, you're not my child and you're not my common whore. Is that understood, Cadet Ishido?"

Angry fire flashed in her eyes, her jaw set in a stern line, but she didn't snap back. No, she had enough self-respect not to want to be thrown around the scenery until she was absolutely certain her fellows were out of sight. But that had hurt. He'd just reduced everything she knew was growing between them to less than nothing, and for all she knew he believed it whole-heartedly. He was only training her because if he didn't, she was a weakness in his armour. "Understood, sir."

"Good, now catch up with the others. I'll be along shortly." He stepped out of her way and walked towards a grove of trees and disappeared into the treeline.

She gave a stiff nod, and set off at a brisk pace, quickly putting distance between herself and him as she ran to catch up with the cadets. Her inner monologue was on fast forward, filled with expletives and curses that would make her grandmother blush, but in one respect he had achieved his goal. She wasn't thinking of him as anything but Iron Balls, her hard-hearted, ice-cold sergeant.

Rett climbed the rocky path that lead to where the cadets would end their run. Jogging up the side of the hill, he kept his eyes focused on the ground and surroundings, to keep from tripping. But his mind was far from on what he was doing. He saw the anger and hurt in her eyes. She didn't understand, and probably never would. Things had to be seperate. In front of the other cadets, non coms, brass and anybody else, she was Cadet Ishido and he was her cold as ice and unrelenting Instructor. Behind closed doors, it was Rett and Wren. He'd grown quite fond of her, he admitted to himself, begrudgingly. But the two should never be confused or combined. He reached the top of the hill and stood under the command tower. Mud coloered eyes watched the rise as the familiar blue covers first appeared, bobbing as they ran in step. The soothing sound of feet hitting the pavement in unison had him rocking back and forth on his feet, hands behind his back.

"Company halt! Form up for inspection!" Jensen's reedy voice grated along Wren's last nerve.

She was confused. She thought she had done what he wanted; kept Wren and Rett separate from cadet and sergeant, but obviously it wasn't enough. He wanted her to be able to switch off her mind and her ... she hated to admit it ... her heart when she was on duty. That just wasn't possible. She slammed to a halt at the back of the group, stepping smartly into place and snapping to attention, breathing hard to let her body readjust to being stationary again.

Rett stepped up and kept his hands behind his back. The black leather strap with it's gleaming golden buckle shone dully on his gray clad chest.

"Dammit, Jensen! You maggots just ran five miles! Fall out for cool down! Jensen, report to the infirmary for duty, immediately after the noon meal!"

There was a universal groan as the cadet corps went to falling out with relief, shaking out limbs, doubling over, and generally keeping their muscles from atrophy. Only Wren was silent among them, stretching her arms, legs and back in solitary economy of movement. Piederson leaned over to her, whispering, "Something wrong, bird?" Wren shook her head, not really trusting herself to speak. "Iron Balls didn't ... do anything to ya, did he?"

The look in her friend's eyes was enough to convince Wren she had to say something. Her throat still tight with anger and confusion, she leaned over, murmuring, "He didn't do anything, Piedy. That's the trouble, I don't know what's coming next." It was the complete truth, and a safe one at that; expect a dressing down and get nothing, of course you'd be wrongfooted.

He'd heard the conversation and kept his anger in check. He'd warned her about talking about what was going on between them. "Shut your traps, you sound like a bunch of pissy Browncoats." He nearly growled and walked around the troop in large circle. Mud colored eyes travelled over each cadet to inspect for any limping or other injuries. They only lingered on Wren long enough for the inspection as he walked past. Piedersen, on the other hand, got a steely glare that erased her memory of any references to any kind of intimacy between Ishido and himself.

As he passed, they all snapped to attention, shuffling into line. To her everlasting regret, Wren found herself next to the disgraced Jensen. "Whassa matter, Ishido? Not the sergeant's favourite anymore?" Her jaw clenched, and she glared straight ahead, ignoring both him and Campbell as he stalked past. This was turning out to be one of the worst days of her life to date. What she wouldn't give to be able to tip this festering son of a hou zi de pi gu into the mud right now ...

"Check your anger, Ishido. It clouds your judgement."

Rett returned to the front of the platoon and idly watched as the female's hair blew in the breeze. If he had his way, all cadets would have their heads shaved. Hair got in the way. Her hair got in the way. He scowled at the thought. Several minutes of silence and intense scrutiny passed before Rett grabbed the idiot Jensen by the shirt front and tossed him bodily out of formation.

"First you sabotage your platoon by forcing them to stand at attention after a five mile run, then you disobey a direct order by speaking after being told to shut your trap. Go pack your things, Jensen, you're out of here." He turned then and didn't watch the dejected cadet go. Sometimes you had to prune a few branches to make the tree stronger. Jensen was a weak limb. He was a loud mouth, unorganized, unable to think for himself and a generally lousy soldier. This had been his last chance and he blew it.

"Yes, sir." Wren's eyes didn't even flicker in his direction, but she felt herself calm under that silent advisement. She didn't even know if her acknowledgement had been heard by him, given that his next action was to throw Jensen out on his ass. And judging by the white hot glare sent her way by the disgraced cadet as he thumped away, Wren had a feeling that was going to jump back and knock her flat if she didn't keep an eye out.

"Platoon, fall out for chow!"

As the order was given, the cadets scattered, rushing to wash their hands and clean off muddy boots before they would be allowed into the mess hall. Wren went with them, the perfect cadet, but for the broiling hurt and anger still whirling just under the surface.

Chow went smoothly and not another word was uttered from the stone faced Iron Balls. Somehow he was going to have to teach Wren to control her anger better. While sitting in his usual position in a corner of the mess hall, he watched the cadets eat. "Breathe, focus, control.." He chanted the mantra in his head, and sent it to mind, trying to get her to calm down.

"You know exactly where you can shove your breathe, focus, control ..." she thought to herself irritably, eating with her companions. None of them could have guessed she was still angry; she smiled and chattered with them, laughed over Jensen's mistaken orders, commiserated that she'd been dismissed because of them. No one but him knew she was about an inch from ripping those Iron Balls right off him.

Rett stood and exited the chow hall. "My quarters, after lights out." One order, unspoken, given only to Wren as he walked away. The cadets had a full day ahead of them and he only hoped that the lack of his presence and the classes and physical fitness was enough to calm her down.

She watched him go out of the corner of her eye, still seething inside. And now that anger had the hard edge of guilt to it. She'd done wrong. But how to make it right?

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-08 21:28 EST
Part 8 - Lesson Learned

The day was a long one, too. Wren had managed to impress Maretti with her frankly vicious attacks in the simulators, but it had gone a long way to calming her. In fact, by lights out, she was almost her usual self ... apart from the nerves that were building up inside her. Rett was going to be furious with her. Listening for her dorm mates to fall asleep, helped by the painful amount of physical activity that had gone on that day, she slipped from the dorm, moving through the corridors stealthily, and laid her hand on Campbell's door. She had never needed to knock.

Rett had spent the day swamped in paperwork. There were always mountains of it, especially after a cadet was released. There were interviews with commanding officers and JAG officials of the incidents that led up to Jensen's release. He'd just finished sealing the file with a huge red stamp on the front of it that read "Released with no opportunity to return." He knew what that meant for most cadets and a small tinge of guilt rose up like bile in his throat at the thought of the boy's father being used as cannon fodder. Yes, there were things about the Alliance that he didn't like. But those remained well hidden to anybody. He felt Wren at the door and uttered softly. "It's open, always open."

One gentle push, and the door swung in, Wren slipped through, and it swung shut behind her. Habit made her hug the wall as she locked the door, brown eyes glancing to the camera in the corner above her head in unspoken query. If it wasn't off, she would have to stay here, just out of its visual, until it was.

The camera had been turned off an hour ago when the lights out order came. Rett didn't look up from his desk, merely picking up the papers in front of himself. They were shuffled, put in the correct order, then tapped against the desk to be straightened then stapled. "Please, sit." He said quietly as he put the papers into the out bin for his assistant to pick up in the morning.

He had to be able to feel how nervous she was as she moved across the room, sitting quietly in the chair that had been set to one side of his desk. Her hands rested on her knees, and she waited patiently for him to speak, unsure how to even begin to apologise for her behaviour that day.

"Wren." He began, quietly, keeping his voice composed and his eyes off of her. "I had a very interesting conversation with Staff Sergeant Michaels today. Do you want to know what he had to say?" The mask was well in place, cool, calm, unflappable.

Her eyes lifted to him the moment her name was said, watching him warily as he spoke. "Would it do me any good to know, or will it just serve to show me what a stupid little girl I am?" she asked softly. "Because you've done that admirably all by yourself today, Rett."

"You're not stupid, by any means. However, your pride and anger are putting everything that I have taught you in jeopardy. Bragging to Piedy was a bad idea, Wren. Acting like we've got a familial bond during exercises and in front of the other cadets is making them angry and suspicious. So suspicious that Michaels caught wind of it. I spent a good three hours convincing him that there was nothing going on. Do you not enjoy the time we spend, training you as my chosen one? If you do not wish to continue, tell me now. I'll cut the link and just go without."

"I wasn't bragging," she murmured, lowering her eyes guiltily. "Piedy knows me well enough that if I hadn't said anything, she would have concocted an entire love affair out of my silence. It would have run the corps by lunch, and we'd both be out on our asses, or worse. And threatening to cut the link," she added, her voice even quieter as she let her hurt at just the thought of that show, "is probably the cruelest thing you could ever say to me."

"You promised, not a word." he shook his head with a sigh. "If you treasure the link so much, why do you constantly put it in jeopardy? Don't you see that your actions are putting you at far more risk than myself? Here's what would happen if we're caught. I'll get sent to an institute, plugged into wires and IV's and God only knows what and experimented on until my brain becomes oatmeal. As terrible as that sounds, it's not nearly as bad as what can happen to you. Gorram it, Wren. Not only would you be kicked out of the Academy, you wouldn't be able to find work, except as a Browncoat, and you know what they do to the families of those that don't meet their contractual deals. Don't you see I'm only trying to protect you?"

Oh, it sounded terrible all right. She couldn't bear to think of the man she had barely begun to understand being dissected and studied and experimented on, and all because of her big mouth. Her own fate, she cared nothing for; her family had removed themselves from Bernadette sometime during her first year here, and she hadn't heard from them since. "I'm sorry," was spoken small and quiet, and achingly sincere, in the stillness after his speech.

His mask slipped off the moment she spoke. Rising from the chair he sat in, he rounded the desk and crouched before her. His hands covered hers as he attempted to look into her soft brown eyes. "Wren, just tell me that you understand why it has to be seperated. That you understand that in front of the others, I'm Sergeant Iron Balls." he smirked slightly. It was one of many nick names he'd heard used about himself.

"I know why." Her hand turned under his, fingertips teasing against his palm for a moment before her eyes lifted to meet his gaze. "It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I don't know how to switch between being your friend and your soldier. I ... I like you, Rett, and that only makes things that much harder when I have to pretend not to even care if you live or die. Because I do care."

"There are some things I cannot teach you, as much as I'd like to, Wren. How to put the mask on is something you have to learn for yourself. The sooner you learn to do it, the better. Not just to hide your feelings for me, but in combat training as well. People use your emotions against you. You must know this by now." He looked down at their hands and he slowly twined his fingers between hers. "It hurts me to make an example of you, when you put yourself in that position. I have no choice, Wren. If I let you get away with it, I'd have no control what so ever with the platoon. It's not a good way to train somebody who is about to go out and defend their own life."

She nodded, listening and accepting everything he had to say, her gaze dropping to his fingers entwining with hers. It was such a familiar gesture, and yet he had never done it before. As with that kiss, days before and unrepeated, it was unexpected, but brought a small smile to her face. "I do understand," she agreed in the quiet voice she only ever used inside these walls. "I'm sorry I'm making life harder for you, I know ... I know it's not what you wanted from your chosen."

He frowned slightly at her choice of words. "No, you're right. None of this is what I wanted from a chosen one. If I had my druthers, my chosen one would not have anything to do with my military career, much less be under my command. It makes me doubly responsible and makes the chosen one at much greater risk than necessary. But I don't get to choose, Wren. So we have to make things work the way they are." He let go of one of her hands to reach up and move the veil of hair from her face.

Damn the man, there was a reason she'd left her long hair to fall around her face tonight ... Pushing that veil out of the way made it that much harder for her to hide anything from him. "It will work," she promised him fervently, her fingers tightening on his emphatically. "It has to. No more smiles and familiarity; I can be just as cold as you, if you need me to be."

He smiled then, a genuine, shy sort of smile that creased the corners of his eyes first. "I'm counting on it, sweetheart." His eyes searched her face for a moment before he leaned forwards to kiss her softly. "I could not bear to lose you."

Oh, so that's what she had missed when her face was enflamed in pain and covered in blood. The soft brush of his lips to hers was almost like an electric spark snapping through her body, one she moved towards rather than away from. As he drew back from her, the hand he didn't hold captured in his rose to stroke gently against his cheek. "I ... I thought you said friends, at best," she whispered, surprised and warmed by this repeated affection.

"Do not question a miracle, Wren." he sat back then and took a deep breath. To actually admit that she'd gotten through that ice encased heart of his was a bit too much for him right now. The fact that he'd even acted on those feelings was as much a surprise to him as it was to her.

Was it a miracle? If it was, then he should have no objection to her testing it. After all, cadets were encouraged to investigate everything that came their way, weren't they? A warm smile lit up her face and she leaned towards him, closing the distance between them once more until their mouths touched gently. And she knew with that touch, that the last thing she ever wanted to do was jeopardise the fragile something they had here.

His head tilted to the side and his hand moved up to curl into the hair behind her ear. Mud colored eyes closed and he inhaled deeply her aroma. Holding her there, it was his turn to test the waters. His lips parted and the kiss suddenly became a hungry one, forcing entry to taste the fruits of his labors.

But his entry was not forced. Golden brown eyes melted closed as his hand slid into the wealth of her hair, and she willingly opened for him, hands sliding from his chest to his jaw to cradle for a moment before one hand trailed her fingertips down the side of his neck, surrendering to the hunger in his kiss even as hers grew in heat and longing.

Her feelings were starting to overwhelm him and he broke the kiss rapidly. Leaning back, his mouth remained opened as he stared into her eyes. He made no attempt to hide the fire that caused the green flecks to more than double in amount. "I think, I think we're done for tonight, Wren."

She was breathless; odd how a single kiss could take her breath away, when a five mile run could not. Parted lips closed, her throat convulsed as she swallowed, and an almost shy smile touched her face, making golden brown eyes molten in the face of that fire.

Then, as quickly as it had appeared, that heat was gone. "Yes, sir." Cadet Ishido rose to take her leave of her sergeant, snapping off a salute, and there it was, the mask that she had not been able to find. If she wanted to keep the fire safe, she would enclose it in ice, exactly as he did. Lesson learned ... at least, for now.

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-21 08:43 EST
The Final Exercise

This really was going to be the last time she volunteered to assist in the cross-country behind enemy lines training for the first year cadets, Wren reminded herself as she crawled on elbows and knees through the mud. She was nearing the end of her second and last year, and this exercise would look good on her record, she knew. Didn't stop her from hating every gorram minute of it, though. Had she ever been as wet behind the ears as this lot were? A squelch brought her up behind Sergeant Campbell, and she waited patiently for him to acknowledge her so she could report the scouts' findings, all the while keeping a close eye on a couple of the younger cadets who were pretty close to passing out. It had been a hard few days, filled with a lot of crawling, very little sleep, and hardly any rations. And she knew for a fact that Iron Balls hadn't eaten anything since the rations got short.

Rett had been crouched over one of the already fallen cadets suffering from heat exhaustion. Placing ice packs and helping to admister fluids as quickly as possible. When she approached, he rose and turned to look down at her. He'd forgive the squelching noise as she'd already finished her part of the exercise. Hard, cold eyes bore down on her. "Give me your report, Ishido." He'd stopped calling her Cadet in front of the first years. It wasn't anything personal, but the first year cadets needed to have that distinction pounded into them that, they too, will have the honor of being called by their last names only.

"No hostile activity reported along the frontline, sir," she reported calmly and quietly, knowing as well as he did that even though it was an exercise, the first years needed to know that their superiors were at least putting on a show of being totally in control. "Scouts on point report no ambush activity, likewise no sign of any tailing to our rear. Casualty rate is rising; four more down and on stretchers, needing medical treatment." As she spoke, she kept her eyes trained on thin air just above his left ear; the last few months had taught her a lot about not letting anyone know she was anything but a cadet to him.

His hands folded behind his back as he listened to the report. A curt nod and he glanced up to look out at the other cadets. "Squad B, form them up for litter duty, then put them to bed, Ishido. Squad A, hunker them down in foxholes. Make sure their sandbags are solid." He shifted his gaze back to her. "And get some sleep, Ishido. You've done well."

"Can't, sir." She kept her gaze off him, knowing he wasn't going to like what she was about to say. Exercise or not, though, this was how she would behave in this situation. "Ain't enough able bodies to hold the perimeter. I'll be taking watch tonight, sir." She nodded to him again, flipped off a smart salute, and moved to give out his orders, spending a little longer than was necessary with the cadets who had succumbed to the difficulties of the exercise. She remembered far too well how hard it had been for her the first time around, and hoped the way she was dealing this time gave them a little hope that it wasn't the end of all things for them. Squads A and B dealt with, she took up her position on the perimeter, biting into the inside of her cheek to keep from dozing as she peered into the growing darkness.

No, he did not like what she had to say, not at all. And his eyes flickered the anger briefly before the icey facade was brought back into place. He nodded curtly and turned away when she left his side. The evening was quiet, fireflies doing their dance across the meadow before the front line. And he watched. His mind wandering from time to time, back on her teachings and how fond he'd become of her and the alone time they'd spent. He knew graduation was coming and that meant their separation was imminent. As the night pressed on, he heard a snoring coming from somewhere down field. It was time. Lifting his wrist to his mouth, he whispered. "Now." The planes appeared, seemingly out of no where. The bombs they unleashed lit the midnight sky in flashes of daylight. Explosions to the left and right of the squadron were intended to flank them on either side. Divide and conquer.

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-21 08:45 EST
She'd known it was coming, too. As the explosions died away, leaving only the panicked chatter of the camp behind her, the ground nearby erupted with the rest of her own year of cadets, marked as the enemy. It was inevitable that the first-year camp would be taken - it always was - but it was also important to see how long they held out for.

Wren fell back quickly, disabling three of her classmates easily enough and dodging the rapid fire that came form behind them. The medical tent was abandoned; callous, but necessary. A wounded soldier was in better hands if they were captured, anyway. Shouting orders, she brought a small number of the first-years together, and they held out as long as their ammunition did. Then she admitted defeat, throwing down weapons and surrendering.

As they were rounded up, and the exercise called to a halt, she threw the battered and defeated cadets a grin. "Not bad ... you almost beat our record."

Rett watched the first year cadets not so much as he did the second year cadets. He expected mistakes from the first year's group, and near perfection from the second year's. There were notes made to his clipboard before he turned to the lieutenant beside him.

"See to the injured. I want the squad leaders from first year immediately in my quarters. Second year in an hour." He didn't give any room for discussion. A simple "yes, sir," Travelled behind him as he walked to his tent.

She didn't turn to watch him walk away; no, she'd learned enough not to even acknowledge him unless he did her first. And part of her was desperately hoping she'd impressed him, that he didn't have any reason to be disappointed in her today. Buddha knew she had enough trouble keeping the playful tendencies of her childish side under control when on duty, but she did try. For him. Everything she did now was done for Rett, whether he knew it or not.

As the wounded were seen to and the lieutenant gave out those orders, she thumped down onto the ground with her classmates, joining in the laughing and joking that came with the release of an exercise's tension. And it was good for the first-years to see them bantering, too. Until the hour was up, and she, like the other team leaders, formed up to march over to Iron Balls' tent and find out exactly how badly they had done this time.

After the first cadets were gone, Rett moved quickly to set up the surprise in store for his second year's. Upon entering the tent, it appeared as it always did. Foot locker to one side, his cot in a corner. A table set up with maps on it. Lamps were hung from the canvas ceiling. He stood beside his cot as they filed into the tent. He waited until they stood in line, at attention. "At ease." he kept his tone cold as ice, with a tinge of anger in it. The darkness sheilded his face and eyes even further.

Hands locked together behind their backs, feet set comfortably apart, they waited in silence for the inevitable dressing down. Wren just about remembered not to wince when she saw the icy anger in the sergeant's face. She just had to remember, it wasn't personal, it was business. It was still going to hurt though. The four of them waited, tense and silent, for the storm to hit.

The tension was palpable inside of the tent. It truly was all he could do to keep a straight face. "I have never seen such an act in all of my time with the Academy. Just what did you think you were doing out there?" He paced before the line of cadets. His elite. His hand picked creme de la creme. Once passed them, he stopped at the foot locker. "I've never done this before. Ever." He bent down to open up the foot locker. "But you deserve this."

Her shoulders were aching with the effort of at least appearing relaxed, even if she was as tense as ever before, watching him pass in front of them in wary anticipation. She could feel Lucas beside her, all but shaking with the effort of appearing calm. They were all completely at a loss as to what new torture the sergeant had planned for them.

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-21 08:50 EST
With lightning fast reflexes, he pulled out the bottles of Saturn Ale and tossed them to each of the cadets. "Head's up!" he laughed and then picked up a bottle of his own. "Congratulations, cadets. Best damn ones I've ever had the pleasure of training. I will miss you, all of you. You graduate in two weeks. Let's celebrate."

Only ther own reflexes saved the bottles from smashing on the ground, and the four of them stared at him for a very long moment. Then their eyes turned to each other, and Wren knew she was going to have to be the one to break the standoff. She let her features relax into the grin they all knew, and flipped off the cap of her Ale, toasting Campbell with a laugh. "Guess we did good, guys!"

He sat back and watched the team leads with a proud smile to his face. It was the first time they'd ever seen him smile, save for Wren. "That you did. Going to be tough for the next year's cadets to follow in your foot steps." he gave a nod, then a swig of ale. "Drink up, there's more in the locker." he gestured to it with his head.

"Think they did pretty good this time, sir," McCord pointed out a gash on his cheek. "Don't recall any of us getting in a good shot at the team leaders last year." Wren snorted into her Ale, sharing a grin with Lucas. Neither of them were going to point out to McCord that it had actually been her who'd marked him. The chatter went on for a while, though the four cadets were wary of relaxing fully in the sergeant's company. After all, Iron Balls was still their commander, and relaxing with your commander wasn't done.

He continued to watch as they laughed and talked amongst each other. He was glad of their commeraderie. And he sensed the tension, albeit waningly as they drank. "Before this party gets too out of hand, I need to make an announcement. Please, don't get up."

Announcement? What announcement? Wren only just managed not to ask the question aloud. This was new to her, he hadn't mentioned anything in the days leading up to the exercise about this. She shared the confused glances with her fellows, waiting patiently for this grand announcement.

Rett took a deep breath and kept his eyes averted from Wren. He knew how she'd take the news and would deal with it in private. Looking at the others, he simled. "You were so damn good that the Alliance has given me a command of my own, and I get to pick my team leads. Congratulations, Lucas, Cord and Piedy. You're coming with me."

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-21 08:51 EST
To their credit, no one moved for a moment. Wren could feel her friends' eyes on her, all wondering ... she was top of the class, why didn't he want her on his team? Yes, it hurt, but he had to had reasons, right? She forced a smile to her face, brown eyes deliberately sparkling with humour. "Congrats, sir! And you guys! You get to go and have fun together, how cool is that?"

He saw the confused look the other three had and knew the hurt that radiated from Wren. Folding his arms across his chest. he smiled at the four. "Wren's going to catch up with us, some other time. They want her to be an instructor. If that's what she wants to do?" He knew that it didn't completely wash away the pain, but he hoped it would help.

Well, now was as good a time as any to share her own secret. Might serve him right for not warning her about humiliating her in front of her fellow cadets. "Actually, sir, they want me on one of the Operatives' teams," she informed him, throwing a grin over to her friends reassuringly. "Looks like I'm going undercover while you're all playing toy soldier." Her smile widened as her friends congratulated her, but the look in her eyes was all apology and hurt pride and it was all for him.

His brow flicked upwards as she spoke, and he smiled proudly when she revealed her own secret. "Congratulations, Ishido. You've earned it." He turned then and grabbed up the bottle of Champagne that had been produced on one of the border planets, to a recipe saved from Earth-That-Was. Turning towards them, he popped the cork and sprayed them with the eruption of bubbles.

Soldiers or not, Piedy and Wren were still women, and the minute the champange poured down over them, the tent was filled with girlish shrieks as the pair of them each grabbed the nearest body and hid behind him. It must have sounded very strange to anyone passing by outside, the raucous laughter from within, as a small war conference was held between the four cadets, on Wren's suggestion, of course. And they were more than on board with the idea, rushing their outnumbered sergeant to try and get the gorram bottle off him and get him wet, too.

He sprayed until they rushed and he held up his hands quickly, with a laugh. Piedy grabbed the bottle and instead of spraying the sergeant, put the bottle to her lips and took a healthy pull. She handed the bottle off to Cord, then gave Rett a suggestive smile. And before Rett could push her away, she pressed herself against Rett and kissed him soundly. Of course, Rett's arms flailed and he stepped back with a loud laugh. "Wow."

There was no way in the 'verse Rett didn't feel the jealousy that rolled off Wren in waves when Piedy planted that kiss on him, but then again, she had problems of her own. Apparently Lucas wasn't about to be left out. He grabbed Wren and had her bent over backwards on the receiving end of a very thorough kiss of his own moments after Piedy released the astonished sergeant. Slightly stunned, Wren let him, too, gasping for breath as he let her up, and laughing at the shocked look on Cord's face. "Feeling left out, Cord?" she grinned, glanced at Piedy, and both girls leaned up and planted kisses on either of the last man standing's cheeks.

Oh yes, Rett felt it and smiled as he also felt Lucas' jealousy as well. He knew that Lucas had eyes on Piedy for quite some time. After the kissing had died down. he sat down on his bunk. "Alright, out of my tent. The old Iron Balls." he paused and gave them each a look that said, "didn't think I knew, did you?" "needs his rest. Ishido, stay behind. A word before you go get yourself too drunk."

Rett Campbell

Date: 2009-06-21 08:56 EST
The look on Piedy's face almost had Wren cracking up. The girl had 'uh oh' written all over her features, evidently absolutely positive that she'd somehow managed to get Wren a dressing down yet again. Still, an order was an order, and the other three filed out, casting apologetic looks over their shoulders to Wren, who simply settled into at ease, staring straight over Iron Balls' left shoulder once again.

Once the others were out of the tent, he listened as they burst into laughter and wandered off to party. A smile on his face, he pat the bunk beside him. "Take a load off."

"Sir." It wasn't an acknowledgement or an acquiescence, but Wren thumped down onto the bunk beside him with a smile. "You sure know how to pick a good time for revelations."

When she thumped down, he put his arm around her and pulled her close. "As do you. I'm proud of you, you know that?" He leaned a bit away so he could turn his head and look at her while he spoke. "And keeping that from me, I just can't believe how much ground you've made in such a short period of time. You are an amazing woman."

"I've got a good teacher." She shrugged lightly, pleased to see how proud he was of her. "Besides, little bird told me you recommended me to the Operatives' corps. Guess I've got you to thank for that, too." Her eyes shone happily; after all, the Operatives' corps were among the highest elite in the Alliance. It was rare a newly graduated officer was even offered the chance to try out for them, let alone offered a place in their ranks straight away.

He pressed his lips to her temple and let them linger for a moment before pulling away. "Was the least I could do, Wren. I'm going to hate to be away from you, but you deserve more than my little rag tag operation can afford. Make me prouder, hmm?"

"I won't be away all that long, you know that," she reminded him gently, slipping easily back into Wren, away from Ishido, as she leaned on him. "And you can cope without me ... you're gonna have Piedy on hand to be all feminine and alluring in my place, right?" Gorram it, why had she said that? She almost rolled her eyes at her own green-eyed monster baring its teeth.

"Piedy is pregnant." he said quietly with a bit of humor. "Haven't you notice Lucas hanging around her a bit more? They are going to announce it after graduation. Until she delivers, she'll be under my command. Then she's going to do the mommy thing and retire." he hoped that put her fears to rest. Moving his hand upwards, he gently moved the hair from her eyes. "Do you honestly think that anybody could stand in your stead, much less where I'm concerned?"

Ishido

Date: 2009-06-21 08:57 EST
Oooh, he was doing it again. Part of her hated it when he got all gentle and soft around her, but then, it was easily overwhelmed by the rest of her, which loved any sign of his attachment to her. Then her mind caught up with what he'd said. "Piedy ... she's gonna be a mommy?" She was floored by that; her best friend hadn't told her something that huge? But then, she'd been keeping her own secrets, hadn't she? Golden brown eyes looked up at Rett as she shrugged. "No one else could be your chosen, I know that," she smiled faintly, wishing what she was about to say wasn't true. "Doesn't mean I can't be replaced as your friend." Because that's all they were; he'd never allowed them to become closer, and she didn't dare push.

He let the talk of Piedy slide away as he watched her thoughts race. "My friend, my student.." His fingers went from her temple to her chin and lifted it slowly. "My Wren." He whispered and gently placed his lips to hers.

"Rett, I -" Whatever she might have said was cut off by that gentle kiss, a soft touch that made her seem to melt from the inside. Her hand rose to curl against his neck, holding him to her as her heart thumped. All thought was gone in an instant; she acted on instinct, on the longing she'd been holding inside for months, hoping he couldn't see.

He'd seen, and felt it from the moment that it flickered in her golden brown eyes. Holding out as long as he had proved to be more difficult each time he was alone with her. It explained the very brief and few and far between sessions as of late. But now, there was two weeks leave before the ceremony and he didn't have to hold back his feelings any longer. Pulling back, he studied her eyes carefully.

She wet her lips almost shyly, gazing up at him with complete trust. It couldn't be clearer that no matter what he chose to do from this moment, she would do with him, or without him. Gone was the soldier entirely, left with the young willing, wanting woman sitting close against him, waiting for him to make the fateful decision for them both.

He looked into those trusting eyes, his own widened a bit. He smiled and leaned forward to kiss her again. His hand curled in her hair and his eyes closed to the overwhelming emotions that washed over him.

And there it was, they'd crossed the line he'd kept firm and clear between them for so long. Wren smiled into the kiss, shifting herself around to straddle his lap as her arms wrapped tight around him, trying to hold as much of what she was feeling inside for his sake, knowing as she did that he could feel everything she felt as well as his own feelings.

Indeed, he did. But this was not the right time nor place. Slowly he peeled himself back to look into her eyes. "Not now, my little bird." he whispered and his hands held her face gently between them. "After graduation, I've already set up vacation time on Persephone. Meet me there and we'll watch the sea of lights together."

She nodded slowly, understanding why they couldn't go any further with so many disapproving eyes so close, and gently pulled away from him, rising to her feet with her eyes averted from his as she tried to find her calm, centred place once again. "Yes, sir." The title was an automatic response, but she didn't think anyone would ever have dared to speak it to him in the low husky tone in which it escaped her.

The woman standing before him was doing things to him no other woman had done before. Sure, he'd has had his share of women in his bed, but none of them had captivated his mind or heart the way Wren had. Grabbing her hands, he pulled her down for a very intense, hungry and promising kiss. A smile upon his lips as he let her go. Then he lay back on his bunk, hands laced behind his head. "Two weeks." A wink tossed her way. "Now go. Iron Balls needs his rest."

It took a fair amount of will power to prevent herself from crying out in surprise when he pulled her to him, and even more to stop herself from moaning her own hunger for him into that intense kiss. "Aye, sir," she managed, vaguely breathless as she fired off a salute, her eyes bright and warm as she watched him lie back. Her lips twitched in and out of a fond smile as she stepped towards the tent flap, and suddenly the Wren he had been holding was gone, sealed away once more inside the implacable Ishido, who glanced back at him with smouldering eyes before stepping out into the celebrating camp.