Curled up in what she had come to think of as 'her' bed in the luxurious infirmary, Dove waited, quiet and still, for the lights to be turned out. Big blue eyes sought out Jessie, lying just as still as her in the next bed. It had to be tonight; they had to get out of here.
They'd been planning this for weeks, taking some awful risks to get what they needed to implement their plan. But finally everything was ready - the bottled whiskey she had lifted from the kitchens was stashed under her pillow, already dosed with the opium Jessie had stolen from the infirmary a few weeks before. They were both ready to be discharged as fit to be auctioned again the next morning, and who knew when they would both be in such a position again? So she waited, quiet and still, for the activity to quiet down, and the night staff to take their places guarding them.
Jessie's amber eyes opened slowly as the sounds of the footseps from the shift nurse faded towards the office, Moving his arm ever so slightly, he put his finger to his lips. A reassurance of silence, a gesture of devotion and affection as he kissed his finger tip and then pointed at her. In the few short weeks that they've known each other, they had developed a bond that was born in blood from their backs. His eyes, once completely haunted by the terror of the place they called "the house," finally showed life and a spark in them when they beheld her.
Jessie had been strong, always. He could take the beatings, the raping. But Dove, she was so tiny and fragile in his eyes. Her large, frightened eyes made him want to protect her from the world. They had become family. A sister he never had. As the moment approached, he quietly slipped from his cot and kneeled next to hers. A soft hand was placed over Dove's and he squeezed it with reassurance.
"Are you ready?"
She swallowed her terror, nodding quickly as her hand turned beneath his to squeeze back. She trusted Jessie not to ask her to do anything she couldn't, and yet the thought of what she would have to do now was close to consuming her with dread and fear. As quietly as he had done, she slipped from her own cot, reaching into the pillow case to withdraw their dosed bottle.
"What if it doesn't work?" she whispered tremulously to him as they crouched between the beds, out of sight should the nurse look over their way. It was unlikely he would; he was probably already sharing his lecherous stories with the guards about which of the young slaves they would use if they got the chance. "What if they don't go for it?"
As she crawled out of the bed, he clutched her hands, with the bottle between them. Trying to reassure her the best he could, he leaned forward and placed his forehead against hers.
"God cannot foresake us forever, Dovey. With his help, we'll do this." He smiled then, a smile only the two of them shared. "I know we can do this. Together, we can do anything." His eyes searched hers, his almost filled with tears at how heartbreakingly haunted her eyes seemed to be. "One last pretend and then we'll be free."
Her expression crumpled as he searched her eyes, and she seemed to draw a little strength from somewhere, her hands tightening on his as her jaw set in a firm line.
"One last pretend," she agreed softly, her lips curving in the tiny smile that only he had seen in all the time they had been here. "I'll get you out of here, Jessie, I promise."
She drew in a deep breath, turning her eyes away from him and towards the office as she rose on silent bare feet to walk that way, the bottle clutched in her hand. As she walked, she forced herself to remember what it was she had learned that men liked, and her hips began to sway, her demeanour taking on a confidence that she severely lacked. She leaned around the door, smiling at the startled looks on the guards' and the nurse's faces, and lifted the bottle.
"Would either of you fine gents care for a nightcap?"
Nodding slowly, Jessie gingerly released his grip on her hands and leaned back to sit on his heels. Tears welled in his eyes at her brave little smile. And her words tore his heart to shreds. She was doing this for him, for them. Watching her square her shoulders and put on the mask that they both hated to wear, he turned to watch her walk away. A single tear fell down his face as her hips began to sway. She didn't deserve this. He hated himself for even asking her to pretend.
The single guard and nurse that had the unfortunate role of pulling night duty looked shocked at first, then a slow transformation took place as lust filled their eyes at the vision before them. An angel, dressed in white with a golden halo on her head. A fallen angel that they'd spoken of quite frequently. And here she was, presenting herself. They exchanged a lecherous look before turning their attention back to the girl. They weren't allowed to know the slave's names. Not that it mattered to them at all. They were slaves. Beneath them.
The guard reached out to Dove and smiled his greasy smile. "Nightcap, come, come. Sit in my lap."
They'd been planning this for weeks, taking some awful risks to get what they needed to implement their plan. But finally everything was ready - the bottled whiskey she had lifted from the kitchens was stashed under her pillow, already dosed with the opium Jessie had stolen from the infirmary a few weeks before. They were both ready to be discharged as fit to be auctioned again the next morning, and who knew when they would both be in such a position again? So she waited, quiet and still, for the activity to quiet down, and the night staff to take their places guarding them.
Jessie's amber eyes opened slowly as the sounds of the footseps from the shift nurse faded towards the office, Moving his arm ever so slightly, he put his finger to his lips. A reassurance of silence, a gesture of devotion and affection as he kissed his finger tip and then pointed at her. In the few short weeks that they've known each other, they had developed a bond that was born in blood from their backs. His eyes, once completely haunted by the terror of the place they called "the house," finally showed life and a spark in them when they beheld her.
Jessie had been strong, always. He could take the beatings, the raping. But Dove, she was so tiny and fragile in his eyes. Her large, frightened eyes made him want to protect her from the world. They had become family. A sister he never had. As the moment approached, he quietly slipped from his cot and kneeled next to hers. A soft hand was placed over Dove's and he squeezed it with reassurance.
"Are you ready?"
She swallowed her terror, nodding quickly as her hand turned beneath his to squeeze back. She trusted Jessie not to ask her to do anything she couldn't, and yet the thought of what she would have to do now was close to consuming her with dread and fear. As quietly as he had done, she slipped from her own cot, reaching into the pillow case to withdraw their dosed bottle.
"What if it doesn't work?" she whispered tremulously to him as they crouched between the beds, out of sight should the nurse look over their way. It was unlikely he would; he was probably already sharing his lecherous stories with the guards about which of the young slaves they would use if they got the chance. "What if they don't go for it?"
As she crawled out of the bed, he clutched her hands, with the bottle between them. Trying to reassure her the best he could, he leaned forward and placed his forehead against hers.
"God cannot foresake us forever, Dovey. With his help, we'll do this." He smiled then, a smile only the two of them shared. "I know we can do this. Together, we can do anything." His eyes searched hers, his almost filled with tears at how heartbreakingly haunted her eyes seemed to be. "One last pretend and then we'll be free."
Her expression crumpled as he searched her eyes, and she seemed to draw a little strength from somewhere, her hands tightening on his as her jaw set in a firm line.
"One last pretend," she agreed softly, her lips curving in the tiny smile that only he had seen in all the time they had been here. "I'll get you out of here, Jessie, I promise."
She drew in a deep breath, turning her eyes away from him and towards the office as she rose on silent bare feet to walk that way, the bottle clutched in her hand. As she walked, she forced herself to remember what it was she had learned that men liked, and her hips began to sway, her demeanour taking on a confidence that she severely lacked. She leaned around the door, smiling at the startled looks on the guards' and the nurse's faces, and lifted the bottle.
"Would either of you fine gents care for a nightcap?"
Nodding slowly, Jessie gingerly released his grip on her hands and leaned back to sit on his heels. Tears welled in his eyes at her brave little smile. And her words tore his heart to shreds. She was doing this for him, for them. Watching her square her shoulders and put on the mask that they both hated to wear, he turned to watch her walk away. A single tear fell down his face as her hips began to sway. She didn't deserve this. He hated himself for even asking her to pretend.
The single guard and nurse that had the unfortunate role of pulling night duty looked shocked at first, then a slow transformation took place as lust filled their eyes at the vision before them. An angel, dressed in white with a golden halo on her head. A fallen angel that they'd spoken of quite frequently. And here she was, presenting herself. They exchanged a lecherous look before turning their attention back to the girl. They weren't allowed to know the slave's names. Not that it mattered to them at all. They were slaves. Beneath them.
The guard reached out to Dove and smiled his greasy smile. "Nightcap, come, come. Sit in my lap."