Topic: Falls the Shadow

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:43 EST
((A note on names: Post title is from T.S. Eliot?s ?The Hollow Men,? Oedipa?s name is borrowed from Pynchon, and the rest of the names are on loan from...well...everywhere.))

The Tristero Family was exceptionally lucky to have seven sons.

Seven sons were a boon to the father, for fathers take comfort in knowing that the family name will flourish and their lineage will persevere.

Seven sons were a blessing to the mother, for mothers note the glimmer of success in their baby smiles, their childhood war games, their adolescent growth.

Seven sons were strong.

Seven sons, each an attractive emblem of tradition and possibility, died. Seven deaths in seven years.

The grim announcements of departure developed into a macabre and familiar ceremony: the news was borne by a solemn military emissary to their doorstep, passed to the eldest surviving child, and finally related to the family?s ever-grieving and bitter patriarch. When Father saw his youngest child, the eighth, the daughter, statue-still in the door of his study, bearing the familiar white envelope, he knew that his last son had perished.

And he despised the pale, dark-haired messenger. He loathed her for resembling her mother (who was dead, of course, having succumbed to fever four years before the passing of their eldest). He abhorred her for her lack of emotion, her silence, and her solitude. He scorned her for surviving, while the others died.

So the family name would wander into obscurity as his health progressively failed. The daughter waited upon him for seven years, enduring his anger and insults, for she was the placid receptacle of his many frustrations with fate. She did not smile, have friends, or fall in love. She merely waited.

One evening she pressed a pillow into the face of wheezing, dreaming old man, and he joined his sons in eternity. She felt neither joy nor regret in the aftermath of patricide; she merely began making provisions to sell the family estate.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:45 EST
Oedipa saw nothing of her father in Ethan, as if the potency of their patriarchal lineage had waned weaker with each consecutive male heir. At only four years her senior, he was the seventh, the most scholarly, and her closest childhood companion, yet as each one of their older brothers fell beneath the sword, Ethan saw the reckoning of his morality drawing closer and adopted the same malignant temperament as their sire.

?Who would imagine,? said he, the darkness of his mood evident in his tone, ?that you might be the only survivor??

Oedipa said nothing; she made no move to comfort him or contradict his assumptions, for this was a common dialogue in the household, and she had heard it many times before.

?I?m going to die!? came the exclamation, accompanied by a furiously inept flail of limbs. His fingers curled roughly around her wrist. ?You know it, don?t you? I?m going to die, because of some f**king curse.? The stench of alcohol hung heavily on his breath, and he punctuated his words with an emphatic shaking. ?The twins didn?t escape it - hell, they killed each other - no one will say it, but you know it?s true. ?Grave injures? from training exercises? Bah!?

He released her, the chaotic vehemence of his outburst suddenly draining away as his slender form tottered back against the wall and slid downward.

?I wish I were you, Oedipa.? His head rolled back, a pair of mournful dark eyes - the same as hers - peering up through a thin film of tears. ?No one wants anything from you.?

She was almost fifteen when they buried him. He never made it to battle; instead, he concluded his tragic role en-route, on his own terms.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:46 EST
A traumatizing birth heralded the ferocious nature of the twins Sebastian and Silas. They were wild children, brothers of bedlam, and prone to destruction. Perhaps if they had been born as one, they could?ve been reigned into civility, but the doubled nature of their disorder overruled any possibility of taming.

Because of their violence, they were isolated among the Tristero brothers, and in turn, all of their intense emotions, from desperate affection to unfathomable hatred, were invested in each other. As they grew older, the charisma of their many passions netted them numerous female conquests, and they earned themselves a rather unfortunate reputation, which, of course, did nothing but delight and encourage them.

Scarce was any acknowledgement to their sister, save for the occasional tease.

?Sebastian, what?s this?? Silas said, snatching a book from Oedipa?s hands and tossing it to his twin.

?Useless!? Sebastian answered tritely and triumphantly, catching the text and tossing it into a dusty corner. The elder twin knelt before his sister, a mocking smile firmly planted upon his devastatingly handsome countenance. ?There?s nothing in there, Oed. Just words - and words don?t help anything. Unless you?re reading up on breaking curses, that is.? The arrogant grin grew wider. ?Maybe you can save yourself.?

?And while you?re at it,? Silas interjected, cruel humor in his voice, ?try to save us, too. I?m not particularly interested in going the way of Roderick. Worth looking into, I?d imagine.?

Thus it went. Before heading off to battle, the two brothers became entangled in an unseemly contest over the affections of a woman no one knew or ever saw, and this competition forged a rift between the twins the bled like a mortal injury. Eventually, the figurative wound would become a literal wound, the similar skin torn asunder by a blade balanced in the hand of a brother.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:49 EST
The Tristero household managed to maintain a dignified facade throughout the years, much to the credit of a small team of dedicated servants. The heirlooms remained free of dust, the children properly clothed, the gardens reasonably tidy. The elegance did not translate into warmth, though, and the cloistered world seemed generally unwelcoming to the lone daughter.

There were idyllic moments of Oedipa?s childhood, though, because of the forth-born: her brother Roderick. He had a unique way of interpreting the landscape of the surrounding countryside, drawing out its wild beauty and planting it on the still page of a sketchbook. The rooms within, too, he filled with vitality and music: fanciful compositions of piano, violin, and cello. Occasionally, he would put a few verses to his tunes, lifting a tremulous and lovely voice to accompany the artfully-arranged notes.

Oedipa shadowed him while he worked, content to quietly watch. At times, he would explain his techniques to his attentive sister (six years his junior), but typically, he regarded her with silence, responding to her presence through song, verse, or visual. She was a favorite subject for his sketches, being the lone convenient model of youthful feminine beauty.

?The lines would never be perfect. They never can be,? he said, hazel eyes darting between her and the slowly-extending delineation upon the page. ?It?s not meant to be exact; it?s about representing the essence. That is what makes a picture beautiful. The same with music - it is a subtle suggestion towards a specific emotion for the listener, but it is not the emotion itself. It cannot be. Emotions materialize differently in different people. If you try to tell your viewer or your listener what to feel, they will resist. If you suggest gently, if you guide through the shared experience, they will follow forever.?

He selected another pencil: a darker lead.

?That?s why Caleb was never successful as a spiritual leader - he instructed rather than suggested. He was too eager. He took his ministry to the front lines of the battle, never imagining that God may abandon him in the field. Is that the curse, you think? That we will all be abandoned in the end??

Roderick wasn?t a warrior; regardless, he went to battle, imagining that the nearness of death would cultivate his sense of life. He died early in the conflict, alone in enemy territory.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:51 EST
Faith was elusive for most of the Tristero family, but Caleb attempted to make up for their negligence through his solitary devotion. His conviction was to be the salvation of their unfortunate dynasty: God would deliver peace, grace, and comfort to broken hearts. He was uncompromisingly devoted to his kin, illustrating his love through gentle lectures about their various spiritual ills.

Later, his surviving brothers would credit him with identifying the family?s curse, though the origins of their calamity were never sufficiently defined. Caleb speculated on countless ancestral transgressions, fixating primarily on the vessel which bore them. This was the conclusion of his most factual assessments: it must have been the mother?s fault, since she was the first taken. This blame never endured, but the idea of a family curse would consume the remaining members.

Regardless, Caleb?s motives were noble, though his well-intended lectures often wore the patience of his brothers. Oedipa was somewhat less adept at gracefully eschewing his attentions, and therefore found herself the subject of his spiritual ministrations.

?Oedipa,? he mused, only partly attentive to her. ?An unfortunate name - reminiscent of perversions and tragedy. I?ve asked father about it, about why he burdened you with it, but he gives no answer. I think God would see beyond such an appellation, but you really should consider adopting another one - ?Lydia? is better: more beautiful and less troublesome.? After a moment of contemplation, he nodded his affirmative: ?I will call you that.?

She said nothing.

?Even Marcus would approve of that name, I believe, if he were here.?

After Caleb died, no one called her ?Lydia,? but she maintained it as a middle name: a homage to honest intentions.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:52 EST
The second-eldest brother, Marcus, was a living exhibition of moral ideals. While his most of his siblings were prone to rapid shifts in mood, he maintained a universal, patient peace, and his reserve allowed him a careful clarity of mind and perspective far beyond the scope of his years. The integrity of his opinion made him an unofficial judge in the court of siblings, and the six younger children - even the twins - obediently heeded his decisions.

The uncanny equilibrium garnered Marcus much respect but few friends. His tendency was toward solitude, and none dared to disturb his daily reveries. Interestingly, his social graces were absolutely beyond reproach; his words and actions were always saturated with the most gracious etiquette.

The mystery of his calm inspired a reverent awe in Oedipa, and the worshipful regard was evident in her extreme timidness toward the brother. Marcus found this endearing, and would sometimes hold a solitary ?dialogue? with the young girl.

?Men feel fear, they feel triumph, they feel love and loss and a myriad of other emotions. They indulge these emotions, seeking them out to make them feel more alive. But emotions are changing; they are constantly in flux; therefore, the energy spent in seeking them is for naught.?

His blue eyes, their father?s eyes, studied the sister as he continued: ?And women appear to be more inclined toward emotion than men, so I caution you, my dear: never allow yourself to be overwhelmed. Never allow anyone to manipulate your emotions, for it is merely another mechanism of control. Be wary of those who try. Will you promise me that, Oedipa??

She nodded instantly, which elicited a generous smile.

?So no more tears, little girl. The sorrow you feel over Adam?s death is inherently selfish; you cry not for him, but for your own loss. Look forward now, because no amount of mourning will rewrite what has already taken place.?

When Marcus died, Oedipa tried to repress her tears, but she had little success. Fate would offer many more opportunities to amend her emotional error, though, and by the time the twins died a few years later, she was able to greet the news with dry eyes.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 20:54 EST
Adam was the eldest, the honored. He knew nothing but adulation, and therefore never lapsed in his confident charisma. Chosen to lead the family into posterity, he handsomely bore the pride and fair physical traits of the patriarch in his intensely blue eyes, bronzed skin, golden hair, and charmed words, all accompanied by the build and skill of a warrior.

He was perfect.

Unlike their father, Adam took pity on Oedipa, a decade younger than himself, recognizing her to be merely a little girl coping with the abrupt loss of her mother. He would embrace the child, indulge her whims, play her games, and even, to a point, attempt to spoil her. He unabashedly adored the baby sister, and she, in return, followed his every step with desperate devotion, often tugging a bespectacled Ethan along.

When he went off to battle, the family was courageously certain of his invincibility. Oedipa dreamt of the day he would return, a hero, his lips conveying bloody, vibrant tales of battle. She thought of him every day, and she spoke of him to whomever would listen.

When the news of his death was delivered, Oedipa perceived, for the second time in her young life, the existence of evil in the world. In the days that followed, her dark eyes were blinded by tears, and her unrestrained cries echoed through somber hallways; the only one would could match her grief was their father, but along with tears, he adopted a streak of vicious anger and remorse.

Seven years later, at fourteen, Oedipa would convey the news of the Ethan?s death to the Father, who was, by that point, so twisted with grief and anger that any connection between himself and his first progeny - the golden youth - seemed impossible.

OedipaLydia

Date: 2010-02-16 21:02 EST
It was summer, and the countryside buzzed with the sounds of nocturnal life: tree frogs, cicadas, and a motley chorus of other natural voices. There came another, possessed of soft feminine tones, careful and cultivated:

?Father, there is no curse.

?You have outlived all of your sons. You cried over each one, mourning the loss of their great talents. With each passing, your vision of the future grew more dim, more dismal. You saw only loss.

?And you never saw me; you were blind. It took seven sons to embody these traits, but it only took one daughter. I am all of them.

?Like Adam, being the last, I am now the first. I bear the family name.

?I have Marcus? control, his sense of manners, his demeanor.

?Caleb was faithful, and after these seven years that we have endured alone, you must know that I am as well.

?Roderick?s music is mine now, my hand is just as steady with a pencil.

?Tonight... I become like Silas and Sebastian. Their particular inclinations will be... reawakened.?

Oedipa paused, watching her sire?s watery, weak eyes open and close slowly, the cracked lips silently muttering. The old man could certainly hear his daughter?s soft monologue, but the power of response had escaped him with the advance of his corrupting, soul-rooted illness.

?And then I?ll be Ethan, and I?ll leave this life on my own accord.

So you see, there is no curse.?

She leaned over, shadows enveloping her lovely countenance as lips pressed briefly to his forehead.

?Goodnight, Father.?