Many thousands of years ago, the sun god Apollo, lured to desire by the beauty of the Cumaean Sibyl, offered the young maiden eternal life in return for her virginity.? According to legend, the Sibyl took a handful of sand and demanded to live for as many years as there lingered grains in her palm.? Apollo agreed to this stipulation, but he noted that, in order to appreciate her many years, she would also require eternal youth. This he offered to her as well, should she yield to his advances.? Ultimately, the lovely prophetess refused the god?s attentions, and was thus cursed to endure and age throughout the course of a thousand years (for that was the number of grains of sand), watching her own body slowly denigrate.?
?
The Cumaean Sibyl would ultimately become one of the most powerful of the ten ancient Sibyls. It was said that she scribed her prophecies onto leaves, so that they scattered to the wind and bewildered those who sought her counsel. She led Aeneas through the underworld, and later, she recorded the destiny of the world into nine books, which she offered, as an old woman, to King Tarquin II, the last Roman King.? When the King refused her extravagant price, she burned the books, three at a time, until he acquiesced.? The remaining three volumes were often consulted by the Roman Senate in times of great strife.
?
Eventually, the Sibyl?s body completely deteriorated, and all that remained was her voice, trapped in a jar.? The jar was placed in a tree, and local children would come to taunt the Sibyl with the question: ?Sibyl, Sibyl what do you wish??
?
She would respond with: ?I wish to die.?
?
After a millennium, many said that the Sibyl was finally granted death, but that was not the case.? Apollo?s gift was true immortality, and it was never rescinded.?The Sibyl merely became silent, and in her silence, she raged and raged for thousands of years, against the Sun God and all virtue, vowing to align herself whenever possible with the god Dionysus, who (at least in theory) represented the foil of Apollo.
The Sibyl?s urn would pass through many owners, but only a few were ever aware of the powerful, formless being lingering silently within.? At some point during the Middle Ages, the jar was transported to this realm, and eventually, it fell into the hands of a wandering Sorcerer, who attempted to inspire the silent prophetess to speak by establishing a small Dionysian Mystery cult.?
Still, the Sibyl spoke not, incensed by her fate and her endless, ethereal existence.
The Sorcerer and his cult sacrificed and pleaded, until one Young Mother, in an inspired, drunken frenzy, uttered the words: ?Sibyl, Sibyl, what do you wish??
To which the voice in the urn replied: ?I wish for a body.?
The Sorcerer went instantly to the grimoires, searching for a way to grant the Sibyl her request.? After months of research, he discovered a spell to weave the Sibyl into the body of an unborn child, therefore offering the immortal prophetess an earthly form to inhabit.? The Young Mother offered herself as the vessel, and her husband instantly consented, eager to bind his family lineage to such an illustrious creature. Thus, through salacious rituals with the Sorcerer, the woman found herself with child.
But the Sibyl refused to be bound, and rejected the offered child.
?Sibyl, Sibyl, what do you wish?? they queried, immensely disappointed.
?I wish for a female.?
Thus, Roderick, the fourth son in the Tristero family, was born, half-brother to the older siblings Adam, Marcus, and Caleb.? The male twins, Silas and Sebastian, would follow, each of their unborn bodies refused by the Sibyl.? With every consecutive attempt, the Sorcerer modified the ritual, hoping to increase their chances of success, but they failed again with Ethan.
Finally, a girl was conceived, and the Sibyl?s essence was transported from its prison-urn into the forming flesh of the female.? When Oedipa was born, she seemed to possess no extraordinary elements: she cried, whined, and behaved like all other infants.? They wondered if they had failed; they worried the Sibyl had mislead them.? The Sorcerer disbanded the Mystery and left, vowing to return should ever the prophetess emerge, and the Tristero parents turned their attention to their flourishing sons, passively irate that so much effort had been put into a seemingly failed endeavor.
Almost four years later, the Mother died, leaving the Father with a brood of servants and sons.? Oedipa?s origins were never confessed, though the Father occasionally and cruelly scrutinized the youngest for any signs of oracular ability.? Otherwise, she was largely forgotten, a disappointment.
Each in his turn, the Tristero sons died, and each death strengthened the survivors? belief in some persistent family curse.? Though he refused to speak of it, the Father accredited the family?s tragic fate to his dead wife?s ritual transgressions (forgetting, of course, that he encouraged the arrangement with dreams of ancestral eminence).? After seven years, only he and the daughter remained.
For seven more years, the Sibyl bided her time in his sadistic company, for her extraordinarily long life, while not tempering her anger, had graced her with patience.? On his last summer night, the Father saw in Oedipa?s eyes the fury of the Sibyl, and he knew that twenty-one years ago, their ritual had succeeded.
______________
Currently, Oedipa is not specifically aware of the Sibyl within, for the will of the Sibyl is inseparable from her consciousness.? She is the Sibyl, and though the Sibyl?s memory and powers of prophecy reside only in her subconscious, it was the Sibyl?s Dionysian inclinations towards pleasure and chaos that responded to Aolani?s Summoning, and it is the Sibyl?s tendency to record her oracular revelations in writing that accounts for Oedipa?s obsessive journaling.? Perhaps, enigmatically encoded in Oedipa?s small leather text, one may find the whispers of prophecy hidden in the seemingly-mundane lines.
Thus, we return to the question: ?Sibyl, Sibyl, what do you wish??
The Sibyl wants eternal youth to accompany her immortal soul, and as Oedipa ages, she grows ever-more insistent and temperamental.? As a result, Oedipa is powerfully but mysteriously drawn to those who possess immortality ? especially those who shun the values of Apollo, the god of the sun, healing, light, and moderation.?? If Oedipa is able to attain her eternal youth, the Sibyl will infiltrate Oedipa?s conscious mind, and she will then possess all of the memories and powers of the ancient prophetess.?
With the passage of time, however, the Sibyl grows impatient,?and she is beginning to reveal herself more and more, typically in states of altered consciousness, such as drunkenness, ecstasy, or (of course) dreams.
This is the Liminal State.