Topic: Definition

Verishia Duket

Date: 2008-06-11 15:33 EST
Verishia pulled the brush through her hair and stared into the mirror, the action was automatic and she didn't think about it. She was in her apartment inside the compound and her mission was over. Her life had changed in a heartbeat and the steel of purpose was replaced with....

With what? Confusion? Isolation? Was she lonely?

She bit the side of her cheek thinking back last night, she had decided to stay, make a place for herself here, but she was not welcome. She was a bully, evil, she had abused Nadine and none of the other employees Brutin kept would treat her well even though she had never done a thing to them but be polite.

Master had told her this would happen, he had been right. People reacted to what they perceived, but they never paid attention, it was a weapon she was going to use against them. It was petty to get revenge, Master would not be pleased with her, showing her that it was a waste of the true talents of a disciple of the Sith but he was not here.

She thought about Nadine, that insufferable girl who loved so much it turned her stomach. No matter what she did people flocked to her and loved her, comforted her. Meanwhile Verishia kept her mouth shut, saying nothing for hours on end in their presence and watched as they judged her. they would pay for that.

Now she served a new mentor, she would learn from this man, his ways were strange, so much like Master, calm, quiet, relentless, unforgiving. She would permit him to shape her, to instruct her and she would learn his ways. And when she was as effective as he was, when she had learned everything there was to know...

She would kill.

Verishia Duket

Date: 2008-06-16 18:41 EST
"Nadine, chew slowly or you will choke." Gun said from across the room, the girl in question looking at him with her mouth full as she tried to rapidly eat a bun. Hex flexed and silently rose up to survey and tavern and then lower himself again at the height of a man, his eyes roaming.

Brutin sat in his usual spot sipping brandy and talking calmly to those courting his favor, and instead of being cruel or imposing his will he accepted them graciously. Bastian knelt at his feet, devoted and blind, waiting for the slightest acknowledgment from him. Tara sat one table over fending off the attentions of two men, giving and taking their compliments as it pleased her, keeping her attention focused somehow on Brutin in case he needed something.

Then she looked over to the flawed ones, Jesse the street samurai ready to kill on a moments notice but hating the sight of the slaves being punished. had she suffered a fate like that and now hated it? Faenix, his love for Sami blinding him to everything else, his attention so focused that he continually put himself in danger. At least Cieara had taken herself out of the mix, her weakness for others mingling with battle potential. She hated bullies, but did she love her father?

Cieara had left and taken her hatred with her and Verishia had found a place in the group. She was accepted, Gun relying on her to support, Hex commanding her now that she had been assigned to his detail. Everyone wanted her help dealing with Nadine's nightmares but not directly asking for help. They wouldn't presume.

Even Sami had pushed her hatred aside, making the oath to protect her easier to carry out.

She had been here for a while now but she finally realized it could be a home.

Verishia Duket

Date: 2008-06-25 17:57 EST
The fight had been intense with so much going on that Verishia had to keep tabs on two different opponents separated by distance, using her superior speed and reflexes to take her between each one as need arose. That had also left her vulnerable when the barbed whip had landed on her back, shredding clothing and marking skin.

Now she had to pick out new clothes, her others were consigned to the garbage heap. She had bathed for the day and sent everyone else away, the slaves were distracting as well, she needed to be alone.

She stood in front of the closet and looked over the choices, her own clothing kit had been shipped in from the Supremacy where she had served as attache to Jerrod, but someone had added others.

She finished drying off her hair and then threw the towel on the bed, standing there completely naked she was a clean slate, she kept hearing Tara and Nat in her head about what weapons only a woman could wield, or Nadine explaining how men reacted to women.

She had always been the feared, aloof and untouchable Verishia Duket, she had never gone so far as to shake a man's hand, who would find her desirable? Why? Gun had but was he teasing her? Mocking her?

She grabbed randomly, a dress, she flung it to the floor with a snarl, there was no way. She glanced over the rest of the choices but that nagging in the back of her mind wouldn't let her concentrate. She turned and stared at the crumpled dress like at any moment it would get up and walk on it's own power.

Finally she sighed and picked it up, figuring out that you put it on over your head, she snuggled into it, surprised that it fit around her. She stared at herself in the mirror for several moments, turning this way and that before she finally took it off and began trying on other things.

One after the other she went through the whole lot, dropping what she wore on the floor and went to the next until there was nothing left to try, her face was haggard, she had looked...

She turned suddenly and went to her drawer, pulling it out to look at the various undergarments. Neat rows of her own sitting beside dainties placed there as a gag or maybe in hope. She reached out and picked up a pink pair of panties and held them up. There was no backside to them, the amount of cloth the entire garment presented was barely enough to cover her hand up to her wrist. The backside was a single thin strip that went up the middle.

"Now that doesn't look comfortable."

She dug out the complimenting chest supporter, the cups rising barely high enough to cover the breasts. What was covered seemed transparent, skin showing through the lace. There just wasn't much there. She would feel vulnerable and exposed under her clothing, a constant reminder of her nearly naked condition.

Her eyes narrowed and she looked right, the bedroom was empty, the bath door was standing wide open and no one was there either. Her eyes went left and the front door was empty as well, the foyer and sitting room barren.

She looked back at the pink bra and panties.

Verishia Duket

Date: 2008-07-01 16:28 EST
Rishi.

She was getting used to that name but it burned her now. She stepped through the door into her room, the Legion was camped out in the field, battle eminent and yet here she was in her room in the compound. She took her cloak off and let it fall on the floor, stepping away from it as she remembered Hex confronting her.

She had been overwhelmed, confronted with the emotions of fifteen thousand men feeling just two emotions it had overwhelmed her. She was Sith, there was no choice for her, she used emotions as a weapon but as an Empath she felt everyone's emotions as they felt them, it made her a potent weapon, prized by Jerrod.

Then Tara had come along and tried turning the Sith Lord into a woman only to abandon her. Natolii was helping as well but she had not been around either and Rishi had been left floating adrift between worlds. Hatred was her purvue and she was it's master, Love was her anti thesis and she had been subjected to it, her defenses brought down and now awash in emotions she had never experienced before, with no guide to help show her to salvation.

She was in hell.

But Hex had made the threat that woke her up. He had demanded her loyalty and she gave it, only to realize that he had almost forced her to forswear her Sith vows. She had almost been forced to give up her life and start over again.

She had been brought there as a weapon, to kill, to destroy and instead she was being turned weak, she was the one being destroyed. She had to give up this stupid notion of pretty, of desire, of love.

She unbuckled her utility belt and let it drop on the floor before falling on her bed. She looked up suddenly, Gun had known things about her. She glanced around, somewhere tiny cameras could be recording her every move but she didn't know why he would do that. She didn't know anything anymore. Some teased, some were serious but she didn't know how to tell.

She slammed her fist on the bed and then closed her eyes, images flashing across her mind, the last of Hex standing there calmly in his humanoid body and his new emotions showing on his face.

Disappointment.

She would become that cold killing machine again and revert to her old self, she would be safe that way, Sith Lord and in control. The pain in her chest cascaded up through her lungs and then caught in her throat and she grasped the sheets of her bed in frustration as she cried.