Brutin stood shirtless and breathing heavily as he sipped at his brandy and stared out his bay window thinking, his pants were unbuttoned to allow him to breathe easier as he regained himself and he heard sobs behind him only to turn to see Nadine kneeling away from him in the pit of sand, chained by her wrists to the cross bar, her back wealed from many blows covered and by sand which clung to her sweaty skin.
"Do not cry little one, I told you there is no strength here." He looked on her compassionately for a moment. "Just as in the beginning you seek something that does not exist. I know of only one person deserving and he will not touch you out of respect for me, to add that to the fact Tara would probably kill you in a fit of jealousy." He turned back to the bay window in sudden thoughtfulness. Could Tara be jealous of a slave girl? Did it matter? In all things Tara dealt with any problem swiftly and completely. What would Tara do to a helpless slave? Interesting.
For her part Nadine sniffled and desperately tried to regain her composure, it ate her up inside to cry in front of him and he had been upset enough at her antics that he had punished her until she had finally released her pride and gave him her tears. It had not been something he liked and perhaps she did not either but in the intimacy afterwards she had clung on to him as if he could chase away all of her nightmares and that no monsters under her bed could touch her.
"What do you see when you walk in to that place? Do you not see the contempt? The fear or hatred? You are a sick twisted lost soul to be pitied and avoided. Your new friend unhinged enough to draw sword on a woman regardless of the circumstances." He admonished her past the point her shoulders started to shake to announce another fit of tears. He had heard the story from her directly. A sell sword and assassin caught off guard twice in one day and saved by a defenseless and untrained slave to boot. He had his nightmares to face and they could not be washed away so easily with the flick of a whip.
"Please stop." She begged him but he could not be there for her, to meet her every need. Like any else good, it required a lot of upkeep and attention to keep her focused. It was resources he did not have entirely to give her, which is why he gave her leave to go to the Inn when she did not serve.
That and the fact that she was chaos incarnate and he enjoyed watching the destruction as much as she did creating it.
He sipped at his brandy until her wracking sobs stopped and then he continued. "You expect too much from them, they are farmers and peasants straight from the fields, they are royalty that suckled on comfort and close mindedness. The riff raff desperately trying to pull themselves out of the muck you will never know again. They eck out an existence from day to day while you want for nothing. Perceptions are strong and you flaunt your differences to them like a flag." He said and watched her defiance melt away, she was accepting his words finally, he did not mean them harshly but she had to understand because their scorn and contempt hurt him as much as it hurt her.
He walked over and lightly stroked her hair, smoothing it out, the luster catching his eye in the torchlight. She was gorgeous, always had been, her stark white hair natural and not the product of some smelly chemical bottle. His kindness broke her down again as it always did, the contrast of harsh discipline and tender love warring in her breast. She loved these things and did not despair over them but rather over the fact he had always remained aloof to her manipulations despite her best efforts. He was her Master.
He went back to his desk and picked up his brandy, sipping at it and then setting it down empty. He looked at her and mused. To them she was a frail, worthless, broken deviant with little to no self esteem for allowing herself to be treated as she was. How shocked would they be to know she was willingly so? Eager?
He looked out his window again thinking to himself that in truth there were few people who were more loving, more giving and more accepting than she was.
But people could not see beyond petty prejudices.
"Do not cry little one, I told you there is no strength here." He looked on her compassionately for a moment. "Just as in the beginning you seek something that does not exist. I know of only one person deserving and he will not touch you out of respect for me, to add that to the fact Tara would probably kill you in a fit of jealousy." He turned back to the bay window in sudden thoughtfulness. Could Tara be jealous of a slave girl? Did it matter? In all things Tara dealt with any problem swiftly and completely. What would Tara do to a helpless slave? Interesting.
For her part Nadine sniffled and desperately tried to regain her composure, it ate her up inside to cry in front of him and he had been upset enough at her antics that he had punished her until she had finally released her pride and gave him her tears. It had not been something he liked and perhaps she did not either but in the intimacy afterwards she had clung on to him as if he could chase away all of her nightmares and that no monsters under her bed could touch her.
"What do you see when you walk in to that place? Do you not see the contempt? The fear or hatred? You are a sick twisted lost soul to be pitied and avoided. Your new friend unhinged enough to draw sword on a woman regardless of the circumstances." He admonished her past the point her shoulders started to shake to announce another fit of tears. He had heard the story from her directly. A sell sword and assassin caught off guard twice in one day and saved by a defenseless and untrained slave to boot. He had his nightmares to face and they could not be washed away so easily with the flick of a whip.
"Please stop." She begged him but he could not be there for her, to meet her every need. Like any else good, it required a lot of upkeep and attention to keep her focused. It was resources he did not have entirely to give her, which is why he gave her leave to go to the Inn when she did not serve.
That and the fact that she was chaos incarnate and he enjoyed watching the destruction as much as she did creating it.
He sipped at his brandy until her wracking sobs stopped and then he continued. "You expect too much from them, they are farmers and peasants straight from the fields, they are royalty that suckled on comfort and close mindedness. The riff raff desperately trying to pull themselves out of the muck you will never know again. They eck out an existence from day to day while you want for nothing. Perceptions are strong and you flaunt your differences to them like a flag." He said and watched her defiance melt away, she was accepting his words finally, he did not mean them harshly but she had to understand because their scorn and contempt hurt him as much as it hurt her.
He walked over and lightly stroked her hair, smoothing it out, the luster catching his eye in the torchlight. She was gorgeous, always had been, her stark white hair natural and not the product of some smelly chemical bottle. His kindness broke her down again as it always did, the contrast of harsh discipline and tender love warring in her breast. She loved these things and did not despair over them but rather over the fact he had always remained aloof to her manipulations despite her best efforts. He was her Master.
He went back to his desk and picked up his brandy, sipping at it and then setting it down empty. He looked at her and mused. To them she was a frail, worthless, broken deviant with little to no self esteem for allowing herself to be treated as she was. How shocked would they be to know she was willingly so? Eager?
He looked out his window again thinking to himself that in truth there were few people who were more loving, more giving and more accepting than she was.
But people could not see beyond petty prejudices.