::i was in pain and my head pounded an i think that is what woke me up, my stomach did some flip flops as i opened my eyes an a searing headache started. i was lying in bed an that kinda struck me as odd cuz i don't have one. it was Master's. i looked round and saw the familiar trappins as my vision swam an then i spotted him, sleeping in a chair which had been brought to the bed. he was keepin watch over me::
::i wanted ta say somethin but my mouth was sore and dry, i membered i had been drinkin. fer some reason Master wasn't angry at me, he had brought me ta his room instead of the kennels where my room was. the last thin i can member was sittin with Tara an she was upset bout how thins were goin an she had me get wine...an two glasses::
::she jus wanted some company and vent an that was what i was good at so i let her talk and sipped at my wine, i could feel it rush down ta my toes and i stiffled some giggling, cuz boy did i like to giggle when i got drunk. course i am not supposed ta drink, i am allergic ta alcohol. but i love the taste of it an other than throwin up, i don't think nothing happens, jus Master being over protective as usual::
::an then Tara's husband showed up an Tara left real quick an i thought she was gonna make me put the wine away so i guzzled my glass an then she handed me hers, so i guzzled that too. i don't member much after that but my head hurt an i wondered how many glasses i had after that::
::i could smell stale vomit which answered why i was naked an so was he. when i looked at him i saw a man worn out, he did not like lookin after the infirm an normally he would have jus thrown me over to a physician but we didn't have a decent one an he was worried bout killin me with my allergy::
::slowly i got up out of bed an drew some water for him, checkin myself out to make sure i wasn't a mess, that would just set him off on fussin over me an he hated doin it. i poured him a glass of brandy, his glass right next to him::
"lay back down." ::he said as soon as i put the glass down an i screamed which caused my head to hurt, he liked doin stuff like that. i didn't argue with him an laid back down on the bed watchin him::
"are ya okay?" i asked him an he jus watched me. i was waitin for him ta question me bout the drinkin but he didn't. he jus watched me for a minute an then he sighed::
"help me." ::his words were soft an held so much meanin. he was stuck, his hands were tied, he could kill anyone, he could enslave anyone, he could purchase anyone, but love escaped him. an he meant Tara::
"ya can't do nothin. she has ta get it straight in her head, she is confused and miserable. she is gettin pulled in five different directions at once an those are only the ones i know of." ::how she managed ta attract so many lovers at once i don't know but i felt sorry for her, there was no way a woman could keep that many men happy, especially when at least two of em were alpha males::
"then help her." ::he was pushin, he didn't like ta wait for anythin, get it done and move on, but this ya couldn't do that with, it was more delicate and he wasn't fit fer delicate::
"i will do what i can but i can't promise nothin, this is fer her ta work out." ::i said and rubs at my temples, i was gonna be useless for the rest of the day if i didn't get cleaned up and drink some water::
::i wanted ta say somethin but my mouth was sore and dry, i membered i had been drinkin. fer some reason Master wasn't angry at me, he had brought me ta his room instead of the kennels where my room was. the last thin i can member was sittin with Tara an she was upset bout how thins were goin an she had me get wine...an two glasses::
::she jus wanted some company and vent an that was what i was good at so i let her talk and sipped at my wine, i could feel it rush down ta my toes and i stiffled some giggling, cuz boy did i like to giggle when i got drunk. course i am not supposed ta drink, i am allergic ta alcohol. but i love the taste of it an other than throwin up, i don't think nothing happens, jus Master being over protective as usual::
::an then Tara's husband showed up an Tara left real quick an i thought she was gonna make me put the wine away so i guzzled my glass an then she handed me hers, so i guzzled that too. i don't member much after that but my head hurt an i wondered how many glasses i had after that::
::i could smell stale vomit which answered why i was naked an so was he. when i looked at him i saw a man worn out, he did not like lookin after the infirm an normally he would have jus thrown me over to a physician but we didn't have a decent one an he was worried bout killin me with my allergy::
::slowly i got up out of bed an drew some water for him, checkin myself out to make sure i wasn't a mess, that would just set him off on fussin over me an he hated doin it. i poured him a glass of brandy, his glass right next to him::
"lay back down." ::he said as soon as i put the glass down an i screamed which caused my head to hurt, he liked doin stuff like that. i didn't argue with him an laid back down on the bed watchin him::
"are ya okay?" i asked him an he jus watched me. i was waitin for him ta question me bout the drinkin but he didn't. he jus watched me for a minute an then he sighed::
"help me." ::his words were soft an held so much meanin. he was stuck, his hands were tied, he could kill anyone, he could enslave anyone, he could purchase anyone, but love escaped him. an he meant Tara::
"ya can't do nothin. she has ta get it straight in her head, she is confused and miserable. she is gettin pulled in five different directions at once an those are only the ones i know of." ::how she managed ta attract so many lovers at once i don't know but i felt sorry for her, there was no way a woman could keep that many men happy, especially when at least two of em were alpha males::
"then help her." ::he was pushin, he didn't like ta wait for anythin, get it done and move on, but this ya couldn't do that with, it was more delicate and he wasn't fit fer delicate::
"i will do what i can but i can't promise nothin, this is fer her ta work out." ::i said and rubs at my temples, i was gonna be useless for the rest of the day if i didn't get cleaned up and drink some water::