Fleet looked at the electric clock on the apartment wall. It was 4 am and the windows still showed cold starlight. Tiana, his assistant was snuggled up in his bed, now vacant of his mate Ammy.
Her name brought back to mind the nights events. As he wandered the trails of memory, his eyes fell to the desk top he was sitting by. A braided leather cat of nine tails laid by his paw. It was destined for Ammy's back in a few hours as punishment for wanting to flee life and abandon the Den.
He sighed wearily, and cradled his forehead in his right paw. Street Wolf, his somewhat loyal Beta was to be the one to administer the whipping. On hindsight, he was starting to feel that he had made a mistake in treating Ammy this way. What was he to do? He was an Alpha of a new den in a new realm. His pack looked to him for leadership, and dare he say it, the deplorable job of punishment.
His mind wandered back to last night again. Ammy had just succeeded in helping Verishia and Alae conquer a shadow spirit that possessed Gunther. At the end, Ammy slid into a coma as she pushed herself hard. He remembered doing everything in his power to keep her stable. He even went and mind walked into Gunthers head to find his soul and ask him to bring Ammy back to him. He was so afraid she wouldn't wake up.
Gunther and Verishia had managed to speak with Ammy and her mother Phoenix, but Ammy was reluctant to come back to the living. She no longer wanted pain, and was tired of being on the verge of death anytime she helped people. She even stated that we didn't even have a pack, and that my worry counted as nothing since I worried too much.
That was the first time I felt my heart shatter and grow cold. The first time I walked out on Ammy's injured form and abandoned my duties as a medic in the SA. It was also the first time for me to return and beat Ammy into submission and the collar her like a slave.
His brows furrowed. A tear glimmered in his eyes. He had lost his temper as an Alpha and has now most likely damaged the fragile trust Ammy had in him.
His thoughts were interrupted, by the door opening with no knock. He knew that only one person would enter without permission. He looked up and saw Street Wolf standing in front of him. His scowl and bared teeth showed that he had heard what had happened.
Fleet: "Have a seat Street, and I know. You're upset and I am not going to try to order you to be quiet. In fact, this discussion is between friends and not superiors." In a wearied voice.
Street: Was caught off guard by Fleets attitude. Evidently Fleet was rattled by what he has done. He nodded to Fleet and sat. "So, Laddie, you've caused a nice little Alpha mess. Care to fill me in on why?"
Fleet: "I lost my temper in the moment and mistook self preservation for selfishness and abandonment. I beat Ammy in front of Lord Brutin and her friends in the Shaved Kurrii, then collared her. She is to serve as a slave and do Shardre's and Tiana's chores for 2 weeks, be collared and tethered to me in public at all times. And....." sighed. "To be whipped by you 5 times with this cat of nine tails." he said, brushing the whip with his paw. "And, to spite her, I am letting Tiana sleep with me, though I can't stomach that idea and have taken to sleeping in my chair at night."
Street: Sat there absorbing the information with amazement. Not only and Alpha mess, but a potential pack disaster on Fleet's paws. "Laddie, you're in real deep. I don't need to tell you that you've just gone back to square one with Ammy's trust. And you have made a major mistake as an Alpha in letting your emotions gain control. I can suggest a solution, but it will require your trust in me, laddie, and the willingness of Ammy. Our troops are sensing all of this disturbance between the two of you. I have kept as much rabble muted as possible, but once they here their Alpha attacked his mate in a fit of mistaken rage, you're through." He said. He let the last part sink into Fleet's head.
Fleet: "What do you suggest then?" He asked in hope bordering no dismay.
Street: "First, you must confront Ammy, talk to her, and understand her laddie. She's just 19. A wee pup to us guys. You remember being 19 I wager. Reckless, immature, and hyper I bet. I know I was, and got a lot of it knocked out of me in the Blood Fangs. Ammy is different. She is lacking parentage until now with Phoenix. She also is confused about where she stands in this little den of ours. She has no directives from Brutin or you laddie. She's spinnin' in circles to decide what she is supposed to do. Also, most of the things we do here including interacting with our friends in the Shaved Kurrii caries the weight of danger. We have attacks at that tavern often and Ammy is willing to jump in paws first with no questions." He paused to let it sink in.
Fleet: Nodded, his ears lowering as a pup might do when being lectured.
Street: "Secondly, stop coddling Ammy. If she wants to be with you no matter what, let her. She's a tough nut. I should know. The first time I met her, she broke my nose and several ribs and took my guns. Thirdly, drop the nonsense about why she loves you. Can you honestly remember any of your feelings or decisions at 19 to be pure or direct? She'll understand eventually why she loves you, till then, let her work it out in peace. Now then, you've gotta get that collar off of her as soon as possible. Granted laddie, you made your punishment proclamation in front of everyone including Brutin. But explain to Ammy why she must keep the collar on and tell her not to take it to heart."
Fleet: Remained quiet and attentive.
Street: "Lastly, you and I both know, the ruling methods in our lands are full of corrupt Alphas. You can't entirely back out of this punishment as it would show favoritism, but you can publicly admit your mistake and then proceed to correct it."
Fleet: Ears rose slightly. "How?"
Street: "By doing what is right and hopefully showing Ammy you do care about her and that she is not an object to order around or mistreat. This is what I strongly suggest you do. Proceed with the punishment, but explain it to Ammy in person and in private. Some manual labor won't hurt her. It'll let her strengthen her body some as long as she no longer feels worthless. The collar is something you can't avoid now, but it doesn't have to be as degrading as it appears. Finally, show Ammy you really love her. Stand if for her on the whipping. Take the punishment for her in public and double it to 10 lashes. This will show her you care, and it will prove to our pack that you are mortal and can make mistakes but wont abuse your position to hide it." He said sternly.
Fleet: Just watched Street and thought long and hard on the suggestion. "You're right Street. I will accept that solution. I will talk to Ammy in private and explain things and ask her to forgive me. I will publicly explain the decision to the den and publicly accept the flogging, but, it is to be 15 lashes. I have harmed my mate, abused my position, and was lead astray with my emotions."
Street: Just sat and looked at Fleet. "Laddie, you can be hard on yourself sometimes. Just because your an Alpha doesn't mean your perfect nor that you have to live up to hight expectations. BE YOUR SELF! If you really want 15 lashes, then fine, let the last five bring sense back into your head. We all see you struggling as a leader, but we know you try your hardest. Not a single one of us doubt you as a leader and we will be there to help you learn. Now then, I must go and gather the troops for their Alpha's first Public Announcement and Punishment." He stood.
Fleet bowed to Street as low as possible. "Thank you Street. I value you as a Beta and will try to listen more. I will be in the compounds military courtyard in 5 hours. I wish to talk to Ammy."
Street just smiled, picked up the whip, and walked out of the appartment.