Topic: Ethereal Reveries

Adalia Dodd

Date: 2008-06-03 06:56 EST
Ethereal Reveries

"Dreams surely are difficult, confusing, and not everything in them is brought to pass for mankind. For fleeting dreams have two gates: one is fashioned of horn and one of ivory. Those which pass through the one of sawn ivory are deceptive, bringing tidings which come to nought, but those which issue from the one of polished horn bring true results when a mortal sees them." - Homer, The Odyssey
Life had been in turmoil. Not just turmoil, either, but a whole slew of other horrible things seemed to do well to descend down on both Ada and Ghent. It made her restless, to be honest. A great many things had been strange and unfortunate about both of their childhoods, but it just seemed as though neither of them could catch a break -- or, at the very least, a break that didn't involve some bones.

During the raid on the capitol, Ghent had been injured while escaping through a third-story window. Grenholdt's grenade had been unexpected, so it was actually quite lucky that his injuries had been as minor as they were. After all, he could have lost most of his head like former-councilman Grenholdt. And it certainly went without saying that the people of Heor were grateful to their military, and again grateful to one of their most championed heroes.

But that still didn't stop Ada from worrying. It seemed like she was always wondering -- always looking out the window and waiting for the next problem to come marching up. But how could she stop worrying? People just didn't stop when it came to the ones they loved.

For once, sleep felt like a strange and close relative. It reminded her of peace and covered her over with what felt like a warm blanket. In her dreams, she didn't have so much to worry about. She was younger -- a pig-tailed little girl, grinning up through a broken smile at the father who shared her hair color. And there were others -- more children, with eyes receding into the walls, and they felt much like kin to her. And yet, she had no brothers or sisters. She barely had a family at all, aside from her father. But that didn't seem uncommon to her...

Her father held her little hand, and she could see that he was wearing the same sort of plastic bracelet she was wearing. The colors matched, even, covering over the background in a tealy color behind big black numbers that appeared to read 142. That was her -- she knew the bracelet was just as much a part of her, as it was of all those within the gray walls. They were all part of something more, weren't they?

As the young Adalia moved down the hallway, she waved to her friends and family. She waved at the watching walls, and felt every set of rose-colored eyes that had ever walked without her. And the one that had walked with her, though she hardly knew him at all, these days. They shared the hair, and the eyes, and somewhere deep in the back of her mind, she knew that they shared what most would consider a family legacy. Her mother, Evelyn never had that. Her mother, Evelyn had been a fluke -- a veritable tree lying across the road that no one seemed to be able to work past.

"They say it's what makes us special, sweetie." Flynn smiled, like he was answering his daughter's unasked questions. And then he turned and walked away.

Ada could see his legs and his socks and the navy cloth hanging down from under a long white coat. And that was her -- she knew her legacy came from Flynn, and a part of herself was seen walking away with him. She wore the same clothes, except her coat wasn't white, and her socks had little lightning bolts on them. But there was no mistaking it -- they were part of something more.

Once more she was left alone with the eyes, and Ada stared back. She wondered if anyone else could feel them, and if they could, how long did the feeling last? Was it possible that it never went away? Maybe that she would never go away?

Slowly, the walls started to seep away, melting down through the floor and leaving behind what the little girl felt was family. They were looking at her -- pairs of eyes connected with pale young children, rainbows of difference between their hair and hers. And they felt like family, even if she only saw wisps, and they felt like her. That was her -- the wisp of a child, pale and unformed like the rest.

It was only then that she saw it -- a small fracture in her dreamlike world of friends, family, and belonging -- the plastic bracelet was inside out. Her little fingers wrestled to make it right, and she read the numbers in a whisper, "Two-four-one..."

In her sleep, she twitched. The dream wasn't so much unpleasant, as it was unnerving and confusing. It wasn't quite enough to wake her up completely, but Ada did sit up in bed and look around the dark bedroom she shared with Ghent. It was hard for her eyes to adjust, but eventually she saw that Ghent was sleeping soundly. At least that was a relief, since she doubted she'd be able to face the world without him for too long.

And yet, she felt like there was something else... or someone...

Ada thought she had caught a glimpse of something moving near the window -- some sort of form wafting around on the breeze from the open window -- but when she tried to look to see what it was, there was nothing there for her to see. It had felt so familiar -- like it had eyes that had once stared from gray walls.

And it wasn't her -- that much she knew.

Into the darkness, into her waking dream, she whispered the numbers, "Two-three-three..."



((This is written for play on Jun 03, 2008, as well as in conjunction with the Perchance to Dream Playable (for which I offer my gratitude.) For more information or questions on this post, or any other within this folder, send a PM or e-mail to Adalia Dodd.))

Adalia Dodd

Date: 2008-06-20 17:39 EST
The Mechanics of Murder | Part 1

There was one hell of a racket happening somewhere. Metal crunching, an explosion or two, and several loud yells that weren't recognizable after bouncing between the buildings. So, it might have been a bit strange to see Ada come running around the corner and down the alley behind the Inn. She looked a bit like she'd been dropping into a big bucket of scissors -- there were tears in her clothes, and tell-tale signs of cuts here and there. Her tealy hair was nearly everywhere but its proper place, and as she pressed herself back against the brick back wall of the Inn, it would seem that her robot arm was smoking, and she was very much out of breath. What a day!

Izira came strolling via the other way, her movements more sedate that the other. She wore black heels with a green-blue dress that nearly matched the hiding woman's hair. Her own hair was auburn, falling in loose curls about her face. She was watching her steps, slow and ease like the walk was a dance and she was keeping track. Right hand was expertly wrapped in white bandages.

Ada was catching her breath, but it didn't stop her from turning her head to see the woman walking down from the other end of the alley. Before there was even a chance for her to stop the brunette, Ada heard a crunching sound and turned to see a mechanical creature popping up at the other end of the alley. Decisive action made her step up, and she aimed her robot arm at the metal creature. And then *click*click*click!* Nothing.

Panicked, she grabbed the nearest door and wrenched it open, immediately snatching the brunette's arm and pulling her into the dark, cramped space. It smelled a bit like a wet mop, but it was cover. Ada even braced a foot against the wall as she held the door closed by the handle. "Stay still, if you can..." A quiet warning, as the metal footsteps grew closer.

Izira's eyes flared open at someone suddenly touching her, firelight flickered alive in those amber-brown irises. It seemed even in the dark, she could see the other. The fact that it was a woman and not some man that grabbed her only settled her in the slightest, hardly showing, way. Having missed the giant robotic whatever it was that was outside, her attention focused solely on the other and the warning. Or words. That Izira hadn't really made out or understood as she'd been distracted by her own anger at the time. "What are you doing?" Hisses through clenched teeth.

Had she even considered it, Ada might have figured that anyone would be worried about being grabbed and pulled into a dark room, but this was different, right? As she held the door closed, she talked through clenched teeth of her own. "Keeping us alive, I think... I hope." That last part was practically whispered, but no less important to the situation. She had more to say, but there was a great *slam!* as something hit the door Ada was holding clothed. Which, of course, makes Ada squeak and knocks her right back into the one she was trying to save. "Uhhh..."

Izira chuckled. It was odd and detached sounding for the situation they found themselves in. But in the dark, her eyes were glowing lights. Catching the woman as she was knocked back and setting her aright off towards the side. "It wants to play? Does it like fire?" Head turning from the door towards the woman.

It was really too dark for Ada to see anything, aside from the other woman's glowing eyes, and the glowing displays on her own robot arm. There wasn't a ton of light, after all. Another *slam!* on the door caused her to shrink back some, but she answered the question. "I don't know if that'll help. I tried missiles, but that only worked once." Her words were whispers, like the thing wasn't already aware of their presence. "You can try fire. I think I have a match..." And she dug into a pocket.

"Don't need a match." The other would have to see the smirk to hear it. Izira moved her hands, palms up, into the space between them. Instantly flames consumed her hands, the bandaged on the right one catching fire and burning away. The scent of that smoke filling the small room. Her right hand was covered in small marks, looking like something had scratched up her hand. Hardly anything that would have needed to be bandaged, really. Not now. But when it was bleeding from broken glass - that was another issue. Needless to say, the lady heals fast. "Get the door, will you?"

The small broom closet was lit up from the flame, which was enough for Ada to see. She noted the woman who was creating the flames, her eyes sort of wide with wonder. This wasn't the type of situation she often shared with anyone, aside from maybe her fianc?. But this? This was different. Now she was looking up at this brunette, with her fire and her glowing eyes, and Ada grasped at air, trying to get the door handle, while gawking at her sudden companion. "Oooh... you're beautiful."

Certainly some emphasis there as she gawped and gawked. Not a second later, though, she opened the door to reveal a large metallic being with hardly any features at all -- mostly just shiny, polished silver and a red mechanical eye.

"Yes. I've been thinking about doing something about that." A vague comment towards the woman calling her beautiful. Once again, not half as bad since it was coming from a female and not a male. Still, the idea of attempting to scar her face rose to the top of her thoughts. The focus behind those fiery eyes vanishing as she went away into her own little world.

Then the door was opened and the sound of the metallic beast and the sight of the red eye brought her back to the here and now. Taking a step forward, the flames of her hands kicked up a notched. "Machines are very interesting. I wonder how you work." Another step and the flames were alive and licking up her lower arms. Heat could be felt in the air surrounding them. Such heat it caused the air to wave and look misty. "How about I take you apart to find out?"

The machine's red eye moved in its socket, looking over the brunette and the surrounding area. It wasn't long before the machine spoke, its mechanical voice booming in the narrow alley. "Non-target, vacate the premises. You have ten seconds to comply." There was no vocal countdown. Ada, however, seemed to see the error of her ways and realized the pretty brunette wouldn't be in trouble if she hadn't been pulled into the broom closet. Woops!

"Caught me at a bad time. Not in a complying mood today." She smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. Stepping forward and making to grab the left metallic bicep of the robotic being. The flames on her hand billowing as they ignited further under a tight grip.

Already, the rubber coating on the wiring inside the machine was starting to melt, causing all sorts of errors that the machine seemed more worried about correcting than finishing its objective. It's right arm started pulling off paneling, but the high heat of the flame fused many wires together, and before very long at all, there were more words from the robot. "Emergency shutdown. Error 302." And then the machine was silent, and the red eye was dark. It seemed to have done the trick.

There was a pause, Izira watched as the thing shut down before her. A moment before the flames died down from her hands, but the heat remained. A threatening warning as she kept her hand on the arm of the machine. Fingers near twitching for further action from it. She tightened her grip to steady those fingers before turning her head back towards the closet. Having not heard anything from the other she was unsure if the woman was still there, but it seemed she was. Izira puzzled a moment over why she wouldn't have run and saved herself. But the thought faded and her expression was one of indifference. The flame in her eyes had died down, leaving the amber-brown eyes merely appearing brighter than usual. A well shaped brow rose in unvoiced question at the other.

Ada slowly pulled herself from the shadows of the closet, peeking around the doorframe at the silent hulking mass. Her rose-colored eyes took in everything they could, before she turned to the other woman and hugged her rather tightly. She was having a bad day, it seemed. And, while Ada had seen a lot, and done a lot, there was no doubt that she was beginning to wear a bit thin. So, a hug seemed to be the best she could offer. "Oh, thank you, thank you. I'd be dead if it weren't for you..."

A hug. Izira was awkward beneath it. Having not been in the most touchy, feely of moods since the break-up. Since she broke the bond to keep her emotions from betraying herself to the man who left her. Since the fire regained itself full force within her body and started to weak havoc on her sanity once more. "You owe me. Good to know." Turning her head away from the hugging saved-person and back to the sleeping robot. She glared at it a moment as though that would make it behave should she removed her grip, which she didn't. "What to do with shiny here?" Thumb tapping on the arm that she held.

Ada let her grip of the woman loose, and moved out of the broom closet, running her sleeve across her face to wipe away the sweat and dirt and blood. "He'll disappear when he wakes up again. I've seen it four times already today. It learns, or something." Ada grabbed at the machine's arm and pulled it down onto the ground, jumping back as it made an indent where it fell. "Thank you for your help. Just name what I owe you..." Already, she was distracted and back to the machine, trying to grab the darn thing and move it away from the doors. It was too heavy, but she was trying.

She relaxed as the woman's grip released her. Hand coming off the machine as it fell, eyes following it down to the ground. Izira crossed her arms before her body. The blue-green dress was undamaged by any of the actions. A sweetheart top with short, triangle sleeves that were thin where they attached and thick where they covered the flesh of her shoulders. Fabric cinched under her chest, the rest of the material slightly loose over her form. The dress ending just at the knees. "Why not destroy it? Dead things don't come back."

Most of the time...

"Every time I try, it comes back bigger and stronger... I just-- I don't want it following me home..." Ada obviously had her concerns, but she seemed too distressed for anything proper to happen. So, she let out a frustrated sigh and then stood to run her robot hand through her hair. "I'm all out of rockets, it seems..."


((This is adapted and edited from the play of June 19, 2008, with permission, as well as in conjunction with the Perchance to Dream Playable . For more information, please PM or e-mail Adalia Dodd.))

Adalia Dodd

Date: 2008-06-20 17:43 EST
The Mechanics of Murder | Part 2

Izira gave a glance from the robot to the woman and the woman's arm. Then back to the robot. "Where does it house its brain?" Her head canting at the metallic head of the robot. She wasn't sure if 'brain' was the word she wanted, but hopefully it would get her point across.

Ada looked between the brunette and then robot, much like she had been looked at. "I don't rightly know where it's brain is... it just keeps coming back." That was established already, but she had to repeat it, it seemed. "Bigger and stronger every time. Like it learns what I can do to stop it, and then takes that and comes back better." She just didn't know why.

"Interesting." Izira's head canted further at the robot. Then righted, her smile wide. "We'll just have to completely break it then." She used a hand to tug up her skin, sparing the fabric as she lowered a knee down to the ground. Her hand coming around the right ankle of the robot. No fire this time, but searing heat.

"I hope that helps?" Ada knelt down on the ground, grabbing at the plates and pulling on any exposed wires that she can find. "I think it transmits to somewhere -- says what needs changed, because I've seen this thing many times today. I've been running all day." She seemed pretty tired and worn, and it probably looked like she was wearing the same clothes for days now.

"Pointless to run. Better to take out that which seeks to harm you." Her voice soft and sweet, as though talking about something kinder than the destruction of another. Her hand squeezed tight, red coming over the lower leg of the machine the metal and that beneath it becoming weak. "Keep tearing at it."

A nod followed, as Ada took in the words. More often than not, she needed some sort of inspiration to deal with her problems, but it wasn't often so clear-cut. "So many things seek to harm. A girl can hardly keep up." More ripping and tearing of wires, before one gives her the slip, causing her to knock herself in the face with her own robot arm. She blinks, a bit surprised, and then throws both arms up. "See?"

Izira used the weakness created to tear off more panels. Creating more heat along the seems and opening up the robot's legs and lower torso. A glance up at the other as she whacked herself. A faint smirk, amber-browns lowering again. "I wouldn't suggest destroying yourself. It is overrated as far too often an occurrence in this land." Ignore the fact that she had invited in her own undoing when she broke the bond. Her thoughts went cloudy every now and then, and sometimes she was ruled more by her powers than her ruling over them. For the time, it was working. When it stopped, well.. it would be too late then. "A minor set back." She nodded for the other to continue.

Ada nodded and continued pulling on the wires. There was something so strange about how this other lady acted. To be honest with herself, Ada would have to admit that she was almost a little worried about the sort of detached feeling that was in the air. So, she stopped long enough to wipe the sweat from her forehead with a sleeve, then spoke up again. "My name's Ada... I usually don't tell people, but seeing as you saved my life, I owe you that much..."

Her hands up, to the upper torso and lifting the paneling. No sweat showing on her brow or anywhere. Stilling in the movements, she gave the other a puzzled look. "Why wouldn't you telling people your name?" Then back down pulling off the cover to the upper torso and holding up the panel. Hand moving clear of the body, she turned up the heat and melted it away from their bodies. A pleasant smile as she took in the view of it.

"Personal policy." Ada couldn't find any more wires to pull on her side, so she moved around to the other side where the lady was. "I don't tell, because it seems like a waste, if I never see the person again. The less people who know me, the less chance they'll get involved." She wasn't sure if that made any sense at all.

"Seems I am involved, Ada." The plate a cooling pool, her attention focused on the robot's head. Sinking her fingers nails to find cracks and seeking to pull off the cover. Once it was broken off, she held up the plate and had a short staring contest with it. "This is taking too long." The plate tossed over the open torso, she stood up.

"I don't have any more rockets." A repeat of a previous statement, as that seemed important. "If you just leave it, I'm sure it would go away." But, already she was feeling like her best bet was to stand up and step back a few steps.

"Don't need rockets." Amusement danced in her voice, flames liking in her eyes once more. She looked down at the robot, flames coming to her hands once more. Then a pause, she stilled and a moment following the flames died from her hands. "Hate to ruin my dress."

And just as it was said she was stepping out of the heels and pulling the dress over her top. Izira was shapely, but bones were just starting to poke throw from the weight she'd been losing. Heels and dress handed out to the woman, she continued to strip down to her bar skin. A bit a white lace added to the collection. Not at all embarrassed, Izira offered a smile. "Might want to take several steps back."

With an arm full of someone else's clothes, Ada blinked and seemed a bit confused. She stared, too, as she was far from bashful, and couldn't help but see how thin this woman was underneath all of the clothing. So, she took many steps back and gawped some more. "Oh, you need to eat... you'll starve to death." Or was she getting the impression that death was exactly what this woman wanted?

"Perhaps." An indifferent answer. She leaned down, kneeling by the robotic body and almost covering it with her own. Looking at the damage done like it was a fond friend welcoming her into its arms. Fire awoke from her hands, then the back of her spine. Crawling over her form. Soon her body was lost under the brightness of flames, the waving in the air from the heat.

Having to take more than a few extra steps back, Ada held the clothing close and peeked over it at the scene unraveling in front of her. She'd been in Rhy'Din all her life, but she'd never seen such a destructive power before -- especially not one used in aid of her. So, she watched, and waited, and hoped it would be the end of the large robot so she could go home.

When the fire died down it was just Izira, surrounded by a pool of what was once the robot. Unusable pieces, shiny pools. The space around her hands and lower legs clear. She stood up, inspected her hand. A quick swiping movement to wipe them clear of any gravel. The she stepped with confidence back to the woman. Taking her discarded clothing items one by one and putting them back on. "I'm Izira. Lady Death." Smoothing the dress over her hips once more. "I work at the Great Helm."

"Fortunate to meet you, Lady Izira Death. I do, indeed, owe you a great many things, now." Ada dipped her head appreciatively, giving the woman a bit of a bow. What else could she do? She didn't even have any money on her today, to offer. "Thank you for saving me."

"Yes." Her attention went back to her hand again. The myriad of cuts that covered the inside of her right hand. She wondering if Kacey would be upset that the bandage was gone. Probably not? The hand was fine, she lowered it and looked at Ada as though waiting for something further.

It didn't seem like she had much else to offer, so she kind of shrunk under the expectant gaze from Izira. "Please, if you tell me what I can do to repay you, maybe I can bring it around tomorrow?" She really wasn't quite sure what to say, or do.

"I need people to come to a party." Another pause, then. "Also need to plan for that party." Eyes narrowed in annoyance. People and parties and Izira not the best of mixes. She shook her head and made to walk from the alley. "I need to get to work. You can find me there."

That seemed... different. Ada blinked a few times, then nodded and waved. "I'll come to see you soon!" She was good at party planning, and she loved to dress up, so there was a pretty good chance that Ada would show up at the Great Helm. She just needed to change, and rest, and hope for the best.

The sound of Izira's heels following her as she walked off, a touch more focused than she had been before her entrance into the alley way. Who knew how long that would last.


((This is adapted and edited from the play of June 19, 2008, with permission, as well as in conjunction with the Perchance to Dream Playable . For more information, please PM or e-mail Adalia Dodd.))

Adalia Dodd

Date: 2008-06-20 18:17 EST
Night Terrors

?Those with the greatest awareness have the greatest nightmares.? - Mahatma Gandhi
The first thing Ada came to notice was her arm; arms, to be exact, as they were both a matching pair of flesh and bone. It seemed curious, but something about it felt right. She didn't question that the robot arm was still there when she went to sleep -- didn't question that for someone to have replaced her robot arm, they would have had to sneak into her and Ghent's bedroom, and complete the work without alerting either of them.

She rolled over, resting her arm down on the cool cotton of the bedsheets. The bed was empty, aside from herself, but she didn't question it. From what she could tell from her groggy, somewhat skewed perspective, it seemed as if that side of the bed had been empty all night. A second tick in the column marked "abnormal," but she didn't feel alarmed. Instead, she felt a bit like going back to sleep.

Something was slipping through. At first, it felt like nothing more than a dream, but as Ada focused on her surroundings, it started to become apparent that what felt like a dream could easily be reality. Parts of her were throbbing with pain, and she could only manage to get one eye open, but she had to credit herself with being alive. Strange voices seemed to hover around her, and once in a while, a white object would turn dark as it moved in front of one of the bright lights and became back lit, creating a vague person-like void in her vision.

The robot that had been chasing her had nearly succeeded in its apparent objective. The smoking near-corpse that was Adalia Dodd had been picked up from the market. She was the fortunate one, though -- there had been another there that wasn't so lucky. She remembered being aware enough to see the sheet-covered gurney, before she was wheeled away. There had been boots hanging out -- black boots that looked familiar.

Reality struck like a branding iron, sending Ada upward on the table where she was being tended to. Her forehead struck the low hanging light, sending bright specks into her vision, and causing yet another ache to add to the list. Commotion erupted around her as doctors and nurses scrambled to find the proper form of sedation, but it was too late.

"Ghent..."

His name felt like it was choking her on its way out. The pain did little to stop her rage.
Reality came crashing down pretty heavily. The other side of the bed was no longer cool, but it should never have been cool in the first place. Frantically, Ada searched the covers and the sheets, like she would find Ghent hiding there amidst the folds. Instead, she found nothing but herself.

The sheets were ripped aside to reveal bare legs that were scarred, but well-healed. And the two arms? The left was scarred, and the right was perfect -- soft, smooth, creamy and only marred where it had been attached at the shoulder. It wasn't right, was it? This wasn't how things were supposed to be.

Slowly, her rose-colored eyes lifted to look around the bedroom, seeking out some sign that life hadn't changed beyond all normal recognition. The bedroom wasn't tidy -- there were clothes strewn everywhere, and she could pick out what looked like dinner plates sitting around on partially exposed flat surfaces. The curtains were yellowed and dusty, and the windows looked like they had a thousand years' worth of scum on them, blocking out any real bright sunlight.

Everything was filtered -- dark and lonesome and difficult.

One thing did seem to catch her eye, though. Off to the side was a very neat and clean writing desk -- red wood, polished to a mirror shine. As she made her way out of the bed, and toward the table, it felt like she was walking through a soggy swamp. The clothing and various other objects on the floor felt cold and tricked her into thinking that dampness was involved, but she didn't dwell. No, the desk was her primary objective.

The closer she got to the desk, the less steps she wanted to take. Ada could already see the picture that was leaning up against the back of the desk -- could see his smiling face, and the red hair, and the dark eyes. Each step closer felt a little more like she was being robbed of air. His medal of valor looked polished, like she'd run her fingers over the finish enough times to make it shiny. And the oak leaves, and the glasses, and that handsome face smiling at her...

It was too much. Before she could make it all the way to the writing desk, her knees buckled, and she came up just short of the desk's edge, sending her face down into the cold clothing that was carpeting the floor. She felt weak and sick -- like her heart couldn't bear to live, but her body and mind wouldn't allow her to die.

It was a memorial.

Ghent was gone, and all that was left were those tactile trinkets arranged around a picture -- a testament to her lost love.

"Come on, one more." The voice was male, but she wouldn't have cared what gender was behind it.

"What's the point?" The amount of detachment in her own voice was hardly surprising to her -- she had gotten so used to hearing the flat, discordant sound.

A short pause followed, as the man seemed to consider his answer. "If you don't even out these two arms, then you'll have too many problems down the road." And, even then, he didn't seem that certain.

Ada blinked slowly, and dropped the barbell weight onto the bedroom floor. While it was only five pounds, it still caused quite a noise when it hit the hardwood. She didn't flinch, either -- just slowly turned herself in the chair to face the red desk. Ghent's picture was there, but she hadn't added the other parts yet. His smiling face was just serving as a reminder of how badly things had gone.

"He wouldn't have wanted you to give up."

It hit home like a knife to the heart. She could feel the emotions below the surface, boiling and writhing around her insides. So much of her had fallen numb since she had found out that what she was feeling presently felt like it was searing her from inside out. Her eyes settled on the image of Ghent, trying to peer into those dark eyes, but it just wasn't the same. A picture couldn't replace him -- there was no real life there.

Her fists clenched, and it felt like a chore to the right arm. But it didn't matter, did it? And when she turned, she grabbed hold of the man's shirt, shaking him viciously, snarling like an animal. "What do you know?! You don't!"

Two-three-three didn't seem surprised by the outburst. Instead, he simply took her anger and didn't bother fighting back. Each time she shook him, his unkempt jet-black hair ended up crossing his vision, but he didn't look away or blink. His eyes mirrored Ada's in color, even if they appeared to be much smaller on his face. He just wouldn't fight back.

Ada drew back and landed a punch with the right arm, but she could already feel weakness creeping in. The left would have been a better choice, but she had been so angry, she hadn't been thinking. The momentum was enough to knock both herself and Two-three-three from their chairs, sending them onto the floor that hadn't yet grown a whole carpet of cold, seemingly damp clothes.

It was just too much for her -- too much, and too hard.

She felt the hardwood under her cheek, and an ear pressed to the wood filtered Two-three-three's movements strangely. She didn't care, though. It didn't matter. "Just leave me alone..."

"You know I can't."

"Just leave me here to die..."
Memories flooded back to her -- or were they dreams? Ada couldn't quite decide whether she was remembering, or dreaming, or misremembering, or if she had finally take her last turn around a corner that led to insanity. She felt so detached from reality. How could any of this have happened?

Lifting herself up off of the floor was harder than she ever imagined. Weakness had crept into her bones and muscles, and it seemed as if she had given up trying to live long, long ago. When she finally managed to sit up, she wiped at her face, trying to rid herself of the feeling that followed dried tears. How had she survived this long?

It took some aid from the back of the desk chair for Ada to get up into a standing position, and even then she felt like she could topple over if a breeze managed to cross her. How long had it been? Where had the time gone?

Each step felt like agony. Every time her foot fell, (unsteady and off-kilter because of the mess,) her mind would race over the details. Ghent was gone, and she was not. She was pale, and scarred, and there were dark spots on the wallpaper where pictures and mirrors used to hang, but had since been removed. So much was different, she Ada wasn't even positive how it had all happen. It just wasn't right.

Ada thumped heavily against the window, causing it to shake and rattle against the cracked and crumbling framework. She was far too weak for her own good, it seemed, and ended up back on the floor, pulling the dusty yellowed curtains down around her. The curtain rod whizzed past her head on the way toward the floor, but she didn't even flinch. Instead, she forced her hand to come up, wiping at the layer of grime obstructing the view out the window.

It took much more work than she would have expected, but she eventually managed to clear enough of the window panel to get a view of the outside world. It was daytime, but the sun was beating down on dead, dry earth. She craned her neck a little bit, like it would make her see farther down the horizon, but all it managed to do was show here that there wasn't a speck of green for miles -- everything around the Hills had been laid to waste.

Secondary to the view out the window were the bars over the outside of the window. It made Ada's heart flutter, though she could say for certain that it wasn't a good kind of fluttering. Why were there bars? Had she gotten someone to put them up? Had they done it without consulting her?

Adrenaline was pumping, and it was enough to get her up on her own two feet. She turned and looked around for escape, looking everywhere and anywhere for a way out. She had to go -- this wasn't right, and she needed to leave. Finally, her eyes settled on the bedroom door, and she saw that it, too had a window with bars. That wasn't right, was it?

The clothing on the floor offered no traction at all, slipping against the hardwood and leaving Ada stumbling for the door and clawing at whatever could help her to move forward. Despite the obstacles, her body slammed against the door with quite a bit of force. Her forehead smacked against the thick glass, and she could feel the blood running down. It didn't matter -- she didn't care, because she could see Two-three-three on the other side, rose-colored eyes wide in surprise and shock.

Ada barely heard the tray drop because she was clawing at the door, and snarling out words like an animal. "Let me out, you bastard! LET ME OUT!!"

Had she been a dog, she would have been foaming at the mouth. She saw the movement of Two-three-three stepping forward, and their eyes locked for a moment, sending a rather human-like chill up her spine. He was so calm... always so calm.

"Living like this isn't helping you." His voice wasn't accusatory, nor was his demeanor, as Two-three-three sat down on the bed. His hands folded together on his lap.

Ada buried her face into the pillow, hoping it would drown out his words. She didn't want to listen anymore -- didn't want to think about how little meaning seemed to be left to her life. If only she had a switch that would turn her off...

"Emma came by to see you today. Won't you think about visiting with her?"

"No." It might have been muffled, but the answer would have been obvious to anyone. How could she dream of facing Emma? Or any of them? Ghent had been so important to all of them. She turned her head so that she could stare at the wall, leaving Two-three-three to look at the back of her head. His hand touched her arm, but she immediately moved to sever the contact. "Leave me alone..."

There was silence, before he spoke again. "She said they don't blame you. You're still a part of their family, Two-four-one."

It hurt so much to hear it, but Ada knew it to be true. Family just didn't stop being family. Almost instinctively, she curled up against herself, trying to wind up so tightly that she disappeared all together. It was all her fault, wasn't it? Everything had been fine until she had gotten involved. Even when everything started to come unraveled and they had to travel through time together, her and Ghent always handled it well together. That was how they survived, wasn't it? They relied on each other.

But in the end, she had been the one that had failed them both. What good was life without him? She would just end up putting everyone else in danger. So, she spoke her default answer, "Leave me alone."

Two-three-three sighed -- a characteristic very uncommon for the man. "If you're not careful, people might actually do that."

"Good." There was no remorse in her voice, before she returned her face to the pillow.

She shifted some on the bed as Two-three-three stood up, and she could hear him picking his way around the exponentially expanding carpet that used to be Ada's wardrobe. The door buzzed quietly like a bee, then opened a moment afterward. It didn't close, though -- she could tell that. She didn't really care at the moment, though. Her head turned away, to face the wall again, and she spoke through gritted teeth. "I hate you."

"No, Ada..." He hadn't ever used her name before that moment -- just her number. "You hate yourself."

It was true -- she did.
When she came to again, nothing seemed to have really changed. The bleeding had stopped, leaving half of her face sticky underneath the dried blood, and a plate of cold food had been placed down on the ground, but she was still inside that bedroom.

This wasn't right -- it couldn't be right.

Her hand reached out, batting viciously at the plate, sending mashed potatoes and peas scattering about the mess. Then she pulled herself up to sit against the door, bloody cheek pressed against the cool door.

She knocked on the door, like someone might answer. The voice that issued forth from her was small, and so close to complete defeat.

"Please... Please, let me out of this nightmare."



((This is written for play on June 20, 2008, as well as in conjunction with the Perchance to Dream Playable (for which I offer my gratitude.) For more information or questions on this post, or any other within this folder, send a PM or e-mail to Adalia Dodd.))

Adalia Dodd

Date: 2008-06-23 09:55 EST
Half-Empty


It might not have been apparent to anyone else, but Ada certainly felt like she was living in another world. For her, it was like years had passed, and she had grown to be something less than she was before. She remained inside the bedroom, pressed against the door, knocking and not managing to make contact with the wood. Her head had stopped bleeding, but the blood had covered half of her face, and parts of her shoulder and chest, finally stopping where it stained her nightgown from the night before. She hadn't left the bedroom all day, probably because she didn't think she could.

Ghent hadn't been home, of course. Lily and Ethan had left on a trip together shortly before Ghent returned to Heor. Ghent was just now getting home. He came in from the back. His clothing was different than usual. He was wearing a white tank top and his fatigues. He'd spent the morning training with the troops, his grandfather having insisted it would help with morale. ?Ada?? He called for her as he moved through the house. He had a small suitcase as well, which he was carrying.

There was no response. In fact, there was little to no change in Ada at all. The house was quiet, except for a thudding sound coming from the living room, where the front door had been left open to blow around in the wind. Other than that, and a half empty glass of ice tea sweating of the kitchen counter, nothing else seemed awry.

Ghent frowned a little. He figured Ada must have gone out. It wasn't like her to leave the door open, though. He went and shut it, still carrying his suitcase. It wasn't long afterward that Ghent went to his room. He intended on putting his things away. He reached the door and grasped the handle with his left hand, turning it.

Ada was on the other side of the door, so he might have a little trouble opening it. Still, the floor was smooth enough, that any sort of push he gave would move her enough for some slack. The movement seemed to make Ada a bit more alert, and knuckles connected with the door again, knocking constantly. ?Let me out of here...? It was a bit plaintive, like she was pleading, her head upturned to a window that wasn't there in reality.

A red brow immediately shot up. He couldn't tell it was Ada at that moment. He immediately dropped the suitcase when the door wouldn't open easily. He slid his Jericho out of its holster on his hip and gripped it in both hands. He shouldered the door, but not very hard. He was just trying to get a peek inside the room.

The curtains were ripped down, but there wasn't anything else out of sorts, aside from Ada. She saw more movement from the door and then backed away at a crawl, ending up with her back against the nightstand. Her eyes were wide as she tried to peek around the door, looking to see what was coming in.

Ghent crouched down and nudged the door further, so he could slip into the room. Training came into play -- he was in threat assessment mode. Initially, he looked at Ada and kept on searching. It only lasted a split second before the young man was terrified, mostly because of how Ada looked. ?Ada!? He holstered his gun and immediately went to her.

Who she saw, and who was actually there, were very obviously different. She looked up at Ghent, arms reaching out. ?W-will you help me? Can you help...?? Her voice was small, but it seemed like she wasn't so bad off that she couldn't think.

?Of course I will. Honey, what happened?" He immediately went to gently grab hold of her arms. "H-how did you get hurt like that? Is someone in the house?" Ghent didn't realize Ada's state of mind. He just thought someone had done her harm.

What little strength she perceived herself having helped pull against Ghent's hold, getting her into a standing position.?No, no...? She shook her head, and looked very unsteady for a moment, like she was ready to pass out. ?I can't. I can't.?

?You can't what?? Ghent wasn't about to leave her in the room. If someone was in the house, it was better Ada was with him, especially with her apparent confusion. Ghent kept a gentle hold on one arm and started to tug, trying to get Ada to come with him.

She pulled against his tugs, giving the same amount of force in return. ?No, don't! I can't, please!? Ada was looking at Ghent -- or, more, looking through Ghent's forehead at someone who would be taller than him. She tried to wrench out of his grip, but didn't put tons of effort into it, yet. ?I'll stay! I won't do it anymore, please, please...?

?Ada, what's the matter with you?? His concern was only growing. She was acting like he wasn't even there, he realized. It reminded him of when she was drawing the pictures in Heor. ?It's me, Ada. It's Ghent.? His tone was pleading, trying to get her to understand.

Something must have shocked her, though there was little telling if it was Ghent's statement, or some phantom words passed to her in this state she was in. She almost looked as if someone had slapped her in the face, because her mouth fell open, and she paled a little. ?You're-- you're sick! And cruel!? She wrenched herself away and ran for the door, her feet slipping until she got a grip on the door handle. The door was thrown open, and she crossed into the hallway, before spinning around and searching into the air like a mime.

?Wait!? Ghent ran after her. He didn't know what the hell was going on. Maybe if he could get her out into the fresh air? He didn't know what to do. He was tempted to try and contact Tyler, but he wanted to get Ada to her senses first. He caught up to Ada rather quickly and watched as she searched in the air. ?Ada, what's the matter? What's going on??

She was trying to find an exit, but in her world there were none. She put hands against the air, like it was a flat wall, first on the left, then on the right. Finally, she beat both fists against the wall across from the bedroom doorway, and crumbled to the floor. Her robot arm propped her up, while she pressed her forehead and left hand against the wall. Almost immediately, she broke down to crying for the man she thought was dead. ?Ghent...?

Ghent wanted to comfort her, especially when he heard his name. It was obvious she didn't realize he was there, or she wouldn't have run away from him. It doesn't stop him. He kneels down near Ada and tries to hug her. ?Ada, sweetie, I'm right here. Right here...? His voice was beginning to trail off.

For a moment, it didn't seem like it was any help at all. She just cried, and called out for Ghent, more quietly each time. The front door opened and closed, though, causing her to startle a little. Reality was back, but Ada wasn't in any position to see it, at that moment.

Immediately, Ghent drew his gun again. He wasn't going to take any chances right now. He looked at Ada for a moment and then tried to kiss her on the cheek. ?Stay here, please." It was quietly spoken. Already, he began to turn away.

It took less than a moment for her to recognize Ghent's voice, and barely any longer than that before she was tackling him into a hug. Sure, he couldn't go after whoever or whatever had been inside, but she didn't care. They were both on the ground, and her grip was almost viselike. ?This is a dream, a dream and I've got to hold on. A dream, or, or something. Please, don't go again -- don't go...?

Ghent lost his grip on the Jericho in the process of Ada grabbing onto him. He struggled to reach it, considering Ada had such a good hold on him. He relaxed a little once he did get the weapon. It didn't help him to get up at all, though, so he was still on the floor. He was trying to keep an eye out for whatever caused the door to open, but he wrapped an arm around Ada. ?Are you all right?" He was shocked, but this wasn't the time to be asking questions.

?Oh, are you real? Really real?? She patted at him like he might turn to dust under her scrutiny. When she seemed satisfied that all was well with him, she finally let him up, though she looked shaken. ?Y-you're not dead??

?Dead? Of course I'm not. I just went on a trip to Heor. You don't remember me telling you that?? Ghent frowned a little and pulled himself up. Even as he was speaking to Ada, he kept his gun pointed down the hallway. He stole a glance to Ada, looking her over again.

?I... do, but it's been...? Ada looked around, noting that her surroundings were much more familiar again. He had told her he was going back to him homeland, but it had seemed like it had been years in the past. ?I don't understand...? Already, she was crawling to her feet, though the wound on her head did well to make her unsteady, especially after the blood loss.

Ghent had decided the danger had passed. Maybe he hadn't shut the door properly. He holstered his weapon and went to Ada. He had to hug her. Tightly. He didn't know what the hell had happened, or what was going on, but there'd be time for finding out. Something else took priority. ?We need to get you somewhere to lie down. You've got blood everywhere?? He hadn't let go of her yet.

She wrapped her arms around him and tightened the grip as much as she could. ?I thought you were dead... I thought I'd gotten you killed.? A hitch in her breathing said she was still pretty upset about it, but she did finally let go of Ghent, using her arm to try and wipe away from of the dried blood.

?I'm fine. You can see that for yourself, right?? They were quiet words, whispered to her. Ghent was glad that she seemed to be okay, but he was still worried about the head wound. ?Let's go out in the living room, you can lie on the couch, okay?? Some dried blood had flaked onto his tank top during the hug, but Ghent didn't seem to care.

?Okay...? Her response was pretty meek, and every step she took toward the living room seemed to have her checking if the world was real. She crawled fingers along walls and flat surfaces, and watched her surroundings, as if they might change right then and there. ?I don't know what happened, Ghent. I was here, but here was somewhere else. And-- and down the road...?

?Down the road?? With a gentle push to try and get her to continue, he kept an arm around her waist. He didn't want her falling and opening the wound back up. She seemed pretty weak already. He continued walking, still keeping a firm, but gentle grip on her once they'd gotten to the couch.

?In the future.? She set down on the couch, rubbing at her eyes and wiping away tears and blood in the process. ?I think I was dreaming. I feel awake now...? Ada sniffled a little bit, then looked up at him. ?I thought you were dead...? Just couldn't get past that, could she?

He felt better now that Ada was off her feet. ?Sweetie, I'm okay. See?? He lifted his right hand, as though his flesh was the proof. He even lifted his tank top enough to show her the scar he'd gotten from his two story fall. ?I'm perfectly fine. It's you I'm worried about.? He reached out to touch Ada's cheek, briefly. ?I'm going to get a wash cloth and some water.?

A nod followed, and Ada sat there on the couch, waiting. She was beginning to feel a little more centered, but it was taking some time. Never before had she experienced anything like it, and it had been so vivid, she could have sworn it was real. She could even remember feeling the pain.

Ghent went to the kitchen, since it seemed pointless to go to the bathroom. The glass of tea that had been on the counter was now completely empty. He looked at the glass. Ghent had noticed that it had some drink in it before. He didn't bother with the wash cloth or the bowl. He went right back to Ada. ?Come on. We'll go stay with Em and Taggart or at the Inn.? He offered a hand to her.

Having no issue with that, Ada took Ghent's hand and stood up. She was still in her nightgown, but she didn't really care. For that matter, as long as she could keep him close by, it hardly mattered at all what she looked like. ?I'd feel better if we could.? Already, though, she was considering the run-in with the robots, and how it had worked its way into the dream.

He nodded a little when Ada spoke. He gently squeezed her hand. ?Maybe I should call for a carriage or something.? Walking was out of the question, in his mind. He also wasn't too sure if Ada had the strength for a motorcycle ride.

?Let's just go. We'll go.? She nodded and started for the front door, pulling Ghent along. At the coat rack, she pulled down her coat and held it in the crook of her other arm. Escape seemed very much on her mind. ?We can go to that one little bed and breakfast.? It sounded safe. ?Or the Inn.? Less safe, but better than staying home, for the time being.

?We'll go to the bed and breakfast.? Ghent decided immediately upon being given the choices. He followed after Ada, but he also turned around to look as they left. What had been inside?

Whatever had been inside was long-since outside, and was watching from the grounds. Of course, there was little chance either of them knew that, though Ada did seem to be looking around for something. ?We should tell Emma that you're okay. And Lily, too.? They probably weren't even worrying.

?We'll tell them when we can." Ghent was unaware of the observer. He was preoccupied with getting Ada away from the guest house. He was already circling to get to his motorcycle.


((This is adapted and edited from the play of June 21, 2008, with permission, as well as in conjunction with the Perchance to Dream Playable . For more information, please PM or e-mail Adalia Dodd.))