Ella,
You aren't going to believe this, but I swear it's true. I'm stuck in another dimensi
* * *
Ella,
I can't explain where I am, because you'll just write it off as me being crazy. This doesn't have anything to do with
* * *
Ella,
What you need to know is that I'm stuck somewhere and I can't get back because of the other ones in my head. I'm working on it. Are you clean? Because if you aren't, and anything happens to my son before
* * *
Ella,
I can't explain where I am right now, only that I can't come back because of the way I am. I am working on it. It could take a really, really long time. Please be careful if you aren't clean. Take care of our son. Make sure he knows that I haven't forgotten about him, that I love him, and that I'd do anything to see him again. Don't turn him against me. I'm sick, Ella. He believes that. Please let him keep believing that.
I'm sorry that this messes up the divorce. If you send papers back with Jackie (and yes, she knows about everything, and yes, she's seeing me, not somebody else), I'll sign whatever you need. I won't fight you for custody anymore -- I can't, not when I can't come back right now. Just please be careful if you aren't clean. You're all he has now.
I miss you, too. I'll always love you, Ella. A little piece of me will -- of me. I'm sorry there were so many others that got in the way.
Love,
Ben
You aren't going to believe this, but I swear it's true. I'm stuck in another dimensi
* * *
Ella,
I can't explain where I am, because you'll just write it off as me being crazy. This doesn't have anything to do with
* * *
Ella,
What you need to know is that I'm stuck somewhere and I can't get back because of the other ones in my head. I'm working on it. Are you clean? Because if you aren't, and anything happens to my son before
* * *
Ella,
I can't explain where I am right now, only that I can't come back because of the way I am. I am working on it. It could take a really, really long time. Please be careful if you aren't clean. Take care of our son. Make sure he knows that I haven't forgotten about him, that I love him, and that I'd do anything to see him again. Don't turn him against me. I'm sick, Ella. He believes that. Please let him keep believing that.
I'm sorry that this messes up the divorce. If you send papers back with Jackie (and yes, she knows about everything, and yes, she's seeing me, not somebody else), I'll sign whatever you need. I won't fight you for custody anymore -- I can't, not when I can't come back right now. Just please be careful if you aren't clean. You're all he has now.
I miss you, too. I'll always love you, Ella. A little piece of me will -- of me. I'm sorry there were so many others that got in the way.
Love,
Ben