Jackie had to know that it would happen eventually, that Ben would disappear one evening, not respond to texts, not pick up when she called. Not come home at a reasonable hour. She's been able to prevent it from happening a few times by catching Harry, but tonight, she's not so lucky. It's just a shame that it was happening so soon after coming back from two weeks of honeymoon bliss -- two calm, normal weeks of just Ben.
Adam's worried too, though he tries not to let on too much. He actually goes up to his room shortly after dinner -- not to sleep, but to worry in solitude. If Jackie checks on him, though, he does end up falling asleep sometime around midnight, and even in sleep, he looks worried. It's not a good situation for a twelve year old to be in, but it's still the one Adam chooses over being in Vancouver with his mother.
It's late, late-late, after-bars-close late, when the side door downstairs unlocks, opens. He's alone (thankfully), and whoever he is (because it can't be Ben -- Ben would have called, would have texted, would have done something), when he creeps into the bedroom that Ben and Jackie share, there are two very, very obvious observations to make: he's wet, wet enough that he's not dripping, but his clothes are definitely all wet, like he'd gone into water somewhere completely clothed no more than half an hour ago, max -- and the second thing, the way he smells, he was probably in the water at the docks.
It was something that Jackie had prompted herself for many times in the past, especially in the weeks leading up to the wedding. She was marrying Ben and along with that she was inheriting his boys. They would be part of her life now, for better or worse. It was easy to get lulled into a false sense of security while staying in France and Italy for two wonderful weeks without incident, but maybe it was actually better for it to be happening now. To remind her what she signed up for and why Ben made such an effort to give her so many good moments when they were together. They were for her to clutch onto when Ben wasn't around.
There have been a number of nights like this that Jackie has had to deal with on her own, but this is the first she has shared with Adam in such a way. Them together, officially family, in their home, but missing one important piece. She checks on him probably more than she should, while he does his homework and reads and even a few times after he's fallen asleep. She promises herself that Ben will be okay. It's a ridiculous notion, but she has created an idea of security for herself that Ben will be okay because Sam is with him. Sam wouldn't let anything happen to Ben. So while Sam protects the system that is Ben, Jackie watches over the system that is their home front until his return.
Jackie is in bed when not-Ben arrives, though she's no where close to being asleep. The lamp on her side table is flipped on as she rises to sit up in place, looking over the soaked and smelly frame of her husband. With him simply standing there, not saying anything, it's impossible to tell who she's looking at but no matter who he is he needs a change of clothes. Jackie slides off the bed to move to Ben's dresser to fish out a fresh set of pajamas. "I'm too tired to figure out what the hell happened tonight. Are y'alright?" That was all that mattered. Everything else was additional information to be sorted out another time. For now she just needed to know they were okay.
He's already peeling off his jacket by the time Jackie's getting out of bed. His hoodie and shirt follow without pause -- maybe the lack of shame is a hint? The dry snicker that follows her question definitely is. "Yeaaah, I'm great, greatness. Lucky, too -- didn't know you'd be waaaiting up for me." Harry shoots her a wink, laughing again, and slumps back against the closed bedroom door so he can pull his boots off one at a time, with only some struggle, so he must not be too trashed.
Yes, the moment he started stripping down Jackie was far too aware of who she was dealing with. "That's the fun part. I'm always goin' to be waitin' up for you when you get home now. Incentive to come home, right?" Better to make the idea of him coming home that much more pleasant so he didn't wake up somewhere she didn't even want to begin to imagine.
She moved over to him, lifting up a pile of pajama bottoms, a tee, boxers, and socks. "Please just wait for me to get in bed before y'change. I would rather y'go in the bathroom but I don't want Adam t'get woken up." She realized only after her master plan was explained that she was trying desperately to not see her husband naked. Though, this wasn't her husband here and now, was it? Besides, it was better to make it totally clear to Harry that she didn't want to see any additional inches of him considering they would be sharing a bed without the buffer of booze like before.
"Can't think of a better one," in response to her comment about her waiting up being incentive for him to come home. He pairs it with a sly little smile, and he's probably getting the wrong impression, because he's reaching for one of her hips once she's moved close to him. Her words get him to reconsider, though -- so he really must be mostly sober -- and he makes a face when he takes the change of clothes from her, though it doesn't last very long, and he laughs again. "What are you, shy? Never seen one before? What were you waitin' up for me for if you weren't waiting for this?" He doesn't exactly listen to her request to wait, but mercifully, wet jeans are a pain to get out of, and it takes him long enough to struggle out of the rest of his clothes that Jackie will have plenty of time to hide.
At least Jackie must know by now that Harry is capable of taking a hint, and he has to know by now that Jackie isn't interested in him, so he does get dressed, and when he gets into bed, he's staying on the side that Jackie isn't -- mostly, anyway, because he does make the attempt to sneak one hand under the covers to her hip. He's whistling tunelessly, an attempt at innocent, while he does it, which makes it anything but.
She's ready to dance away from the touch of his hand to her hip, but he's thankfully reaching for the clothes instead and there's no need to pull out any fancy moves for tonight. "You figured me out, Harry. I'm a virgin an' all. Untouched an' innocent. Even if I saw it, I wouldn't know what to do with it." Jackie carried it on much further simply because it was hilarious to be able to say it all. At least the wetness of the denim rescued her from a peep show while he wriggled his way out of his jeans. She made her way back to her side of the bed and slid beneath the covers with her face tucked into the pillow until she could feel his weight crawling into bed beside her.
Once he's settled a hand strays out from beneath the covers to flip the side table lamp off then she's curling up comfortably. Now that Ben, not-Ben, Harry was home safely and in bed she could actually get some sleep. Or she could attempt to while Mr. Grabby played games beside her. "You touch me and I'm gonna make sure you associate it with gettin' punched in the junk. You hear me?" Quiet, casual, but she didn't sound like she was joking.
At least he knows Jackie's joking when she talks about being a virgin, because he's snickering then, too. Her threat, though, he's not so sure about, and she should be able to feel him hesitate beside her, like he's weighing his options, deciding if it's worth the risk. Lucky for Ben (and for Jackie too, because she'd probably feel guilty about it eventually if she wasn't bluffing), Harry gives up with a quiet whine and a huff of a sigh, frustrated -- though, as always, the negative energy doesn't last, replaced by another quick rush of laughter as he turns over to face away from her. "That is not a nice way to play rough. Even for somebody that likes to play. Just, y'know... for future reference."
She waited for it, having no idea which way Harry was going to go. Was he going to make her regret allowing them both to sleep in the same bed? Was he going to make her leave Ben with a horribly sore surprise to wake up to tomorrow morning? No, he turned away and even though there was that huff Jackie knew he wasn't actually going to be angry with her. "Is that right? I'll have to keep it in mind for the day when a man finally deflowers me." It was easier to joke now because everyone was home, in bed, where they were supposed to be one way or another. It might be obnoxious to deal with Harry now and then, but at least he was here. Come morning time Ben would be back, they could go to church, and their day could proceed like any other Sunday. Normalcy and dull sounded delightful as Jackie slowly faded off to sleep.
Adam's worried too, though he tries not to let on too much. He actually goes up to his room shortly after dinner -- not to sleep, but to worry in solitude. If Jackie checks on him, though, he does end up falling asleep sometime around midnight, and even in sleep, he looks worried. It's not a good situation for a twelve year old to be in, but it's still the one Adam chooses over being in Vancouver with his mother.
It's late, late-late, after-bars-close late, when the side door downstairs unlocks, opens. He's alone (thankfully), and whoever he is (because it can't be Ben -- Ben would have called, would have texted, would have done something), when he creeps into the bedroom that Ben and Jackie share, there are two very, very obvious observations to make: he's wet, wet enough that he's not dripping, but his clothes are definitely all wet, like he'd gone into water somewhere completely clothed no more than half an hour ago, max -- and the second thing, the way he smells, he was probably in the water at the docks.
It was something that Jackie had prompted herself for many times in the past, especially in the weeks leading up to the wedding. She was marrying Ben and along with that she was inheriting his boys. They would be part of her life now, for better or worse. It was easy to get lulled into a false sense of security while staying in France and Italy for two wonderful weeks without incident, but maybe it was actually better for it to be happening now. To remind her what she signed up for and why Ben made such an effort to give her so many good moments when they were together. They were for her to clutch onto when Ben wasn't around.
There have been a number of nights like this that Jackie has had to deal with on her own, but this is the first she has shared with Adam in such a way. Them together, officially family, in their home, but missing one important piece. She checks on him probably more than she should, while he does his homework and reads and even a few times after he's fallen asleep. She promises herself that Ben will be okay. It's a ridiculous notion, but she has created an idea of security for herself that Ben will be okay because Sam is with him. Sam wouldn't let anything happen to Ben. So while Sam protects the system that is Ben, Jackie watches over the system that is their home front until his return.
Jackie is in bed when not-Ben arrives, though she's no where close to being asleep. The lamp on her side table is flipped on as she rises to sit up in place, looking over the soaked and smelly frame of her husband. With him simply standing there, not saying anything, it's impossible to tell who she's looking at but no matter who he is he needs a change of clothes. Jackie slides off the bed to move to Ben's dresser to fish out a fresh set of pajamas. "I'm too tired to figure out what the hell happened tonight. Are y'alright?" That was all that mattered. Everything else was additional information to be sorted out another time. For now she just needed to know they were okay.
He's already peeling off his jacket by the time Jackie's getting out of bed. His hoodie and shirt follow without pause -- maybe the lack of shame is a hint? The dry snicker that follows her question definitely is. "Yeaaah, I'm great, greatness. Lucky, too -- didn't know you'd be waaaiting up for me." Harry shoots her a wink, laughing again, and slumps back against the closed bedroom door so he can pull his boots off one at a time, with only some struggle, so he must not be too trashed.
Yes, the moment he started stripping down Jackie was far too aware of who she was dealing with. "That's the fun part. I'm always goin' to be waitin' up for you when you get home now. Incentive to come home, right?" Better to make the idea of him coming home that much more pleasant so he didn't wake up somewhere she didn't even want to begin to imagine.
She moved over to him, lifting up a pile of pajama bottoms, a tee, boxers, and socks. "Please just wait for me to get in bed before y'change. I would rather y'go in the bathroom but I don't want Adam t'get woken up." She realized only after her master plan was explained that she was trying desperately to not see her husband naked. Though, this wasn't her husband here and now, was it? Besides, it was better to make it totally clear to Harry that she didn't want to see any additional inches of him considering they would be sharing a bed without the buffer of booze like before.
"Can't think of a better one," in response to her comment about her waiting up being incentive for him to come home. He pairs it with a sly little smile, and he's probably getting the wrong impression, because he's reaching for one of her hips once she's moved close to him. Her words get him to reconsider, though -- so he really must be mostly sober -- and he makes a face when he takes the change of clothes from her, though it doesn't last very long, and he laughs again. "What are you, shy? Never seen one before? What were you waitin' up for me for if you weren't waiting for this?" He doesn't exactly listen to her request to wait, but mercifully, wet jeans are a pain to get out of, and it takes him long enough to struggle out of the rest of his clothes that Jackie will have plenty of time to hide.
At least Jackie must know by now that Harry is capable of taking a hint, and he has to know by now that Jackie isn't interested in him, so he does get dressed, and when he gets into bed, he's staying on the side that Jackie isn't -- mostly, anyway, because he does make the attempt to sneak one hand under the covers to her hip. He's whistling tunelessly, an attempt at innocent, while he does it, which makes it anything but.
She's ready to dance away from the touch of his hand to her hip, but he's thankfully reaching for the clothes instead and there's no need to pull out any fancy moves for tonight. "You figured me out, Harry. I'm a virgin an' all. Untouched an' innocent. Even if I saw it, I wouldn't know what to do with it." Jackie carried it on much further simply because it was hilarious to be able to say it all. At least the wetness of the denim rescued her from a peep show while he wriggled his way out of his jeans. She made her way back to her side of the bed and slid beneath the covers with her face tucked into the pillow until she could feel his weight crawling into bed beside her.
Once he's settled a hand strays out from beneath the covers to flip the side table lamp off then she's curling up comfortably. Now that Ben, not-Ben, Harry was home safely and in bed she could actually get some sleep. Or she could attempt to while Mr. Grabby played games beside her. "You touch me and I'm gonna make sure you associate it with gettin' punched in the junk. You hear me?" Quiet, casual, but she didn't sound like she was joking.
At least he knows Jackie's joking when she talks about being a virgin, because he's snickering then, too. Her threat, though, he's not so sure about, and she should be able to feel him hesitate beside her, like he's weighing his options, deciding if it's worth the risk. Lucky for Ben (and for Jackie too, because she'd probably feel guilty about it eventually if she wasn't bluffing), Harry gives up with a quiet whine and a huff of a sigh, frustrated -- though, as always, the negative energy doesn't last, replaced by another quick rush of laughter as he turns over to face away from her. "That is not a nice way to play rough. Even for somebody that likes to play. Just, y'know... for future reference."
She waited for it, having no idea which way Harry was going to go. Was he going to make her regret allowing them both to sleep in the same bed? Was he going to make her leave Ben with a horribly sore surprise to wake up to tomorrow morning? No, he turned away and even though there was that huff Jackie knew he wasn't actually going to be angry with her. "Is that right? I'll have to keep it in mind for the day when a man finally deflowers me." It was easier to joke now because everyone was home, in bed, where they were supposed to be one way or another. It might be obnoxious to deal with Harry now and then, but at least he was here. Come morning time Ben would be back, they could go to church, and their day could proceed like any other Sunday. Normalcy and dull sounded delightful as Jackie slowly faded off to sleep.