The sun was just touching the horizon when Devin knocked on Paola?s door. He leaned one bare forearm against the frame as he waited for her to answer. He could have worn more clothing in deference to Storm?s anticipated presence ? instead he had opted for comfort in a pair of loose linen pants and nothing else. Slung over one shoulder was a small padded bag that held the needles Laurin had so carefully made for this exchange. Nervous energy had him tap-tapping on the door frame as he waited.
"No need to be impatient!" A sing-song teasing voice broke past the barrier of her door as her sensitive hearing picked up the tappings of his foot. It was not that she was not ready, but she found herself looking at her reflection in the mirror. The buttons of her shirt were up to her collarbone, no makeup grazed her face, and her curls appeared to look in permanent disarray. And just what did Devin see that she missed? This not being the place for such thoughts, nor did she have the time, she hurried her steps to the door and she swiftly opened it. "Ready?" A gentle smile appeared while she shut the door behind her.
?I?m always impatient! And usually ready.? He added that as she opened the door. Her smile brightened her features, brought warmth to an expression that could look remote. He gave her a cocky smile and tucked one of the unruly curls behind her ear before he continued. ?I think I?m ready for this, at least. And you?? He took her arm as they set out on the walk to the remote area where they would set up the circle. Storm knew where to meet them; Devin glanced up at the sun that seemed to be sinking either much too fast or much too slowly. It wouldn?t be much longer, now.
"As ready as to be expected." While she had little choice but to take his arm, she did it happily and without any complaint. They took several steps away from her home, before realizing that it would be a touch colder than pleasant, and Paola wished she had brought her cloak along. Finding Devin's source of heat the only option, and one she rather enjoyed, she walked closely to him, "I feel now is an inappropriate time to point out that while we may know most of the procedure, we have not a clue of what will happen after?"
He had to chuckle at that. ?And they say that I?m reckless.? He lifted his free hand to rake his hair back from his eyes as they walked. Rather enjoying their closeness as they walked, he didn?t expand the circle of warmth that radiated from him. ?It?s a good point. The journal didn?t really say much about it. Just that the reactions were different in degree and kind, even between the pairs.? Devin frowned slightly and looked at her with concern turning his eyes coal-black. ?I?m hoping for the best.?
"I am as well. At least it is just us, and Storm's presence will help tremendously if something were to go poorly. I am glad we decided to go first without waiting another moon cycle for everyone to be ready." She dismissed his concern with a smile. It was not that she lacked any, but she embraced her choice and her need to know what was to happen.
Mention of Storm?s presence only deepened his frown. ?I know that Storm has the ability with shields to deal with this, and there?s the way she can touch all the elements ? but I?ll be honest. Her being the one to stand in the warding circle scares me. If something goes wrong, it?ll not only risk her but her child along with the pair of us.? He?d no sooner spoken the words than he shook his head sharply. ?And I shouldn?t be dwelling on it. You?re right, I?m glad we?re trying this now.?
She was glad that he had let the subject go, because Paola was unsure herself. While she wanted to reassure that Storm would not put herself or the baby in danger, it could not be said with absolute certainty. "I know that we are nearing close, and I do not want to have thoughts of anything other than what needs to be done when we get there. So," she took a deep breath, and held it for a moment before releasing, "regardless what is to become of tonight, it will not change what I think of you."
Coal-black hadn?t brightened in his eyes, nor would it with that statement. He looked at her sharply as they neared the circle, and then abruptly halted. The idea that something during the bonding might alter either their emotions or opinions hadn?t even occurred to him. He turned to face her squarely, putting his hands lightly beneath her elbows. ?Do you think it might? For if that?s the case, then don?t make the promise and feel yourself forced to try and hold to it later.?
"I do not know what to be prepared for. I do not say things just to make you pleased or happy. I say that because I feel that way. Truly." Slightly insulted that he would think that, her back straightened as she looked at him straight into those black eyes.
He saw the stiffening posture, the slight coolness that fell over her expression and glinted in her turquoise eyes, and his hands tightened very slightly on her elbows. ?If there?s no question, then there?s no need for the saying. But since you have, then you should be just as certain that nothing that can happen tonight would change what I think of you.? It was a blunt statement that left the core matter untouched between them ? neither had actually said what they thought of and for the other.
Paola had no desire to touch upon that core tonight, and let it fuddle and confuse their minds. The chill and aloof nature wanted to overrule, but instead she forced herself to relax. She even attempted to smile, "That puts me at a great relief to know so. Thank you."
Sheen of bronze over the black concern was an indication of the relief he felt when she relaxed, when she made that try at a smile. He?d thought her statement was an indication of doubt ? perhaps it had more simply been a way to seek reassurance. Once again the gnawing self-doubt that he struggled with had led him into over-reaction. So when she thanked him, he leaned forward to kiss her forehead and then finally released her elbows so they could walk the remainder of the distance to the circle together. ?Thank you.?
"No need to be impatient!" A sing-song teasing voice broke past the barrier of her door as her sensitive hearing picked up the tappings of his foot. It was not that she was not ready, but she found herself looking at her reflection in the mirror. The buttons of her shirt were up to her collarbone, no makeup grazed her face, and her curls appeared to look in permanent disarray. And just what did Devin see that she missed? This not being the place for such thoughts, nor did she have the time, she hurried her steps to the door and she swiftly opened it. "Ready?" A gentle smile appeared while she shut the door behind her.
?I?m always impatient! And usually ready.? He added that as she opened the door. Her smile brightened her features, brought warmth to an expression that could look remote. He gave her a cocky smile and tucked one of the unruly curls behind her ear before he continued. ?I think I?m ready for this, at least. And you?? He took her arm as they set out on the walk to the remote area where they would set up the circle. Storm knew where to meet them; Devin glanced up at the sun that seemed to be sinking either much too fast or much too slowly. It wouldn?t be much longer, now.
"As ready as to be expected." While she had little choice but to take his arm, she did it happily and without any complaint. They took several steps away from her home, before realizing that it would be a touch colder than pleasant, and Paola wished she had brought her cloak along. Finding Devin's source of heat the only option, and one she rather enjoyed, she walked closely to him, "I feel now is an inappropriate time to point out that while we may know most of the procedure, we have not a clue of what will happen after?"
He had to chuckle at that. ?And they say that I?m reckless.? He lifted his free hand to rake his hair back from his eyes as they walked. Rather enjoying their closeness as they walked, he didn?t expand the circle of warmth that radiated from him. ?It?s a good point. The journal didn?t really say much about it. Just that the reactions were different in degree and kind, even between the pairs.? Devin frowned slightly and looked at her with concern turning his eyes coal-black. ?I?m hoping for the best.?
"I am as well. At least it is just us, and Storm's presence will help tremendously if something were to go poorly. I am glad we decided to go first without waiting another moon cycle for everyone to be ready." She dismissed his concern with a smile. It was not that she lacked any, but she embraced her choice and her need to know what was to happen.
Mention of Storm?s presence only deepened his frown. ?I know that Storm has the ability with shields to deal with this, and there?s the way she can touch all the elements ? but I?ll be honest. Her being the one to stand in the warding circle scares me. If something goes wrong, it?ll not only risk her but her child along with the pair of us.? He?d no sooner spoken the words than he shook his head sharply. ?And I shouldn?t be dwelling on it. You?re right, I?m glad we?re trying this now.?
She was glad that he had let the subject go, because Paola was unsure herself. While she wanted to reassure that Storm would not put herself or the baby in danger, it could not be said with absolute certainty. "I know that we are nearing close, and I do not want to have thoughts of anything other than what needs to be done when we get there. So," she took a deep breath, and held it for a moment before releasing, "regardless what is to become of tonight, it will not change what I think of you."
Coal-black hadn?t brightened in his eyes, nor would it with that statement. He looked at her sharply as they neared the circle, and then abruptly halted. The idea that something during the bonding might alter either their emotions or opinions hadn?t even occurred to him. He turned to face her squarely, putting his hands lightly beneath her elbows. ?Do you think it might? For if that?s the case, then don?t make the promise and feel yourself forced to try and hold to it later.?
"I do not know what to be prepared for. I do not say things just to make you pleased or happy. I say that because I feel that way. Truly." Slightly insulted that he would think that, her back straightened as she looked at him straight into those black eyes.
He saw the stiffening posture, the slight coolness that fell over her expression and glinted in her turquoise eyes, and his hands tightened very slightly on her elbows. ?If there?s no question, then there?s no need for the saying. But since you have, then you should be just as certain that nothing that can happen tonight would change what I think of you.? It was a blunt statement that left the core matter untouched between them ? neither had actually said what they thought of and for the other.
Paola had no desire to touch upon that core tonight, and let it fuddle and confuse their minds. The chill and aloof nature wanted to overrule, but instead she forced herself to relax. She even attempted to smile, "That puts me at a great relief to know so. Thank you."
Sheen of bronze over the black concern was an indication of the relief he felt when she relaxed, when she made that try at a smile. He?d thought her statement was an indication of doubt ? perhaps it had more simply been a way to seek reassurance. Once again the gnawing self-doubt that he struggled with had led him into over-reaction. So when she thanked him, he leaned forward to kiss her forehead and then finally released her elbows so they could walk the remainder of the distance to the circle together. ?Thank you.?