::Assadar sat down... He closed his eyes. Fire would not be the most difficult to tap into if it were not for the fact that he needed to keep his lust for power and destruction under control. He concentrated. He needed to keep them separated. He could not give into the lust. He sat there for a time. He could feel the power wanting to break through. He could feel the heat around him. Heat of the ground, of the air, of the rays of the sun. It was all there. He concentrated. He would not let happen to him last time he played with fire, happen again. He had made a promise. He thought of Kirin... He had to separate them... He worked out his mind, and put his lust inside of a 'chamber' of sorts in his mind. He channeled the rest through him. He could feel it all there. The chamber was not too strong, but it should last. He had to warn Shea and Victor. He had no idea how long this ordeal had taken. All he knew, was that when he opened his now fiery green eyes, the sun had changed in position::
::He stood and looked to them:: Fire... It is more than just the flame. It is heat. It is power. It is destruction. This power comes from within. If the person sees them self of low-self worth, then they will not ever even hold a flame. If a person sees them self as to good, then they could very easily become taken by the flame. One must strike a balance. Good can come from fire, but it is also the easiest to give into. It is the easiest for people to give into the power and destruction, and use it for evil. This is easiest for people like me. I must warn you two... ::He suddenly became very solemn:: This is the easiest for me to be susceptible to my lust for magic. Shea... I must come clean today... I am a Blood Elf. MY people have a natural bend toward lusting for power and magic... This is something that I gave up a long time ago, but it is also something that I struggle with, and probably always will. I have my lust locked away inside a chamber of sorts within my mind... But it could breakthrough. I warn both of you, if it does, it would be better to kill me than to let me continue... Sometime I will tell you the tale of why I made this choice, but I do believe that I have chosen the more peaceful path, but for my training to be complete, and for me to fully understand the elements, I must overcome my fear, overcome my lust, and learn fire. Thus, here I am. Before we continue, if you have any questions, or if I have betrayed you, I am sorry.
::He felt horrid for having kept this from her for so long. He looked to her and Victor with apologetic eyes. He awaited there response. He was holding his breath, and he did not even know it::
