(The posts in this thread are based on live play between the players of A. L. Harper and John, Bernard and Pop Benandanti, with thanks)
January 2
She was standing framed in the kitchen door patting at her workout-sweaty face with a paper towel and planning her shower when he rolled through the door. "Hey." John was quiet, subdued. He wrestled his keys out of the lock, closed the door behind himself, and turned to face her.
"Hey." She was quiet herself. Watchful, even. "You okay?"
"No. But you're a smart girl. You knew that already." He laid his briefcase on the table, unwound his scarf, shucked his coat off and hung it from one of the chairs. "How you doing? How was work?" He looked up from his divestiture.
Her glasses were on the counter, so he got a full-on and faint squint of her gray eyes. She folded the paper towel, dropping it in the wastebasket and following him into the dining room. "Sh*tty. A sergeant in the 44th quit and skipped out on the exit interview. I told you about him - the one who never leaves work that I was getting concerned about. Can't seem to find where he lives in his records." It was no more than small talk, really. She gave him the answer and pressed forward with her bigger concern. "Want to tell me what's going on?"
"I'm in trouble." His wheels said rrr against the bamboo floor as he headed for the hallway, their shared bedroom, the closet there.
She followed after him, her tennis shoes squeaking on the bamboo as she rounded the corner. "So tell me. Let me help."
"See, that's the hell of it. I can't." He pulled the door open, squinted at his stuff on the lower rack. He sat back. His fingers were slow and steady on the buttons of his shirt. The tie - a dark blue, to complement the robin's egg-blue of his shirt - hissed against his shirt.
"Why?" She toed off her shoes, and stood there in ankle socks, gray shorts and a faded Rolling Stones t-shirt, wrapped up in her worry for him.
"I have ... " he pulled the shirt off. Scars writhed across his broad shoulders and upper back, a knotted and constant reminder. " ... I have gotten myself into some deep, deep sh*t, baby."
"So tell me. There has to be a way out if there was a way in. Is it your job or something else?" Her Spidey Sense was on high freaking alert, her eyes glittering without the interference of her lenses.
"I can't tell you. Anything you know can be used against you. And you," he turned around after hanging up the tie and tossing the shirt into the dry-cleaner's hamper: tanned skin, curls of hair feathering out across his chest, the belt and slacks still in place, "you have a proven track record of leaping in where angels fear to tread."
"Quit," she said, nearly pleading, and she didn't even know why. "You'll find another job. We'll get by until you do. Just quit."
He shook his head, neither confirming nor denying her gut, and rolled toward the dresser. It took him a few minutes to find the pullover he wanted, another cashmere sweater in absolute black. He tugged it over his head, rubbed his belly afterward like it was hurting him.
"John," she whispered. "Please. Whatever it is, it isn't worth what it's doing to you."
He turned in place to face her, the motion smooth enough that the chair just seemed like an extra appendage. "Maybe," he said. "Maybe not. You are in - what's the phrase?" He frowned off at nothing for a split second that lasted forever. Time unfolded. He looked back at her. "Clear and present danger? Your life is at risk. Right now, and you can't do the sh*t that I can do to protect yourself, and I can't be around to protect you twenty-four, seven."
Her head jerked back at that unexpected turn of phrase, brow knotting. Her fingers curled inward, her thumbs rubbing at the tingling there. "I'll take my chances." She stared at him for a few seconds before the pacing started, a few steps one way, then back. "You have got to quit, John. You have got to. Please."
"Harper, the job doesn't matter," he said, finally goaded into admitting it.
"Then what is it? It's connected somehow, I know that much." She flexed her fingers, splaying them wide before curling them to her palms again. Her accent had taken a definite turn for the South.
He took a deep breath, and he said the words. "I'm moving out."
She froze and stared at him, the color that had been rising in her cheeks draining right back out of them. "What?" She couldn't breathe.
His expression looked like it was carved out of marble. "I should have everything out by the weekend."
"Why?" She panted and watched his impassive face - the face of a man she wasn't sure at the moment she knew - for any sign of an answer that would make sense. He was worried about her, he'd just said so. They made love just the other - Oh, God, she would know if he didn't love her. She would know it. Wouldn't she? And her thoughts were plain as day if he cared to read them in her face. She clamped down on her reaction, forced herself into an alien, brisk and businesslike calm with him. Like she was working. Like she wasn't involved. "No. You stay here. The place is fitted out for you. I'll leave."
That cracked the facade. His brows shot up. "Harper, you were here first and your parents are next door."
"There's food in the oven." She turned and walked down the hall before she cried in front of him. The sound of the door closing to the spare room - her room - echoed back at him, but the sound of her moving around carried from the open bathroom door. She was shoving some clothes into a bag and breathing like she was running a marathon. She'd just unpacked the roller the night before from their trip to Eva?s. Now the wheels whirred back into the bathroom behind her. She'd never bothered to open the bedroom door.
A minute later he rolled off to the kitchen . That gave her a chance to get her shoes out of his bedroom without having to face him. The carry-on slung over her shoulder fell off as she bent down to get them and she dropped it twice more before she got it back in place and made it through to the dining room and the door.
"Harper." John blocked the front door, fingers flexing on the wheels. "Tell me that you're going to your parents' place at least."
She grabbed her glasses off the counter and turned to snatch up her coat from the dining chair. "Someone will get the rest of my things. I'll make sure the key's at the desk after." She didn't look at him. She stood there and waited for him to move.
He didn't move. "I'm not staying here."
"Yes you are. No reason not to now. Move." Her hands were shaking and she clenched them tight enough around the keys to hurt.
"No. Are you going to your parents' or not?" His face resettled itself into more familiar, stubborn lines.
Her breath whuffled on the inhale. "Where else would I go? Move."
He stared at her for another few seconds, the windows to his soul curtained and shuttered. Then he moved.
Harper felt like she was going to be sick. "I love you," she said instead of goodbye, and pushed her way blindly through the door, unable to look at him. She needed to think, but she couldn't. She closed the door behind her before she said anything else.
January 2
She was standing framed in the kitchen door patting at her workout-sweaty face with a paper towel and planning her shower when he rolled through the door. "Hey." John was quiet, subdued. He wrestled his keys out of the lock, closed the door behind himself, and turned to face her.
"Hey." She was quiet herself. Watchful, even. "You okay?"
"No. But you're a smart girl. You knew that already." He laid his briefcase on the table, unwound his scarf, shucked his coat off and hung it from one of the chairs. "How you doing? How was work?" He looked up from his divestiture.
Her glasses were on the counter, so he got a full-on and faint squint of her gray eyes. She folded the paper towel, dropping it in the wastebasket and following him into the dining room. "Sh*tty. A sergeant in the 44th quit and skipped out on the exit interview. I told you about him - the one who never leaves work that I was getting concerned about. Can't seem to find where he lives in his records." It was no more than small talk, really. She gave him the answer and pressed forward with her bigger concern. "Want to tell me what's going on?"
"I'm in trouble." His wheels said rrr against the bamboo floor as he headed for the hallway, their shared bedroom, the closet there.
She followed after him, her tennis shoes squeaking on the bamboo as she rounded the corner. "So tell me. Let me help."
"See, that's the hell of it. I can't." He pulled the door open, squinted at his stuff on the lower rack. He sat back. His fingers were slow and steady on the buttons of his shirt. The tie - a dark blue, to complement the robin's egg-blue of his shirt - hissed against his shirt.
"Why?" She toed off her shoes, and stood there in ankle socks, gray shorts and a faded Rolling Stones t-shirt, wrapped up in her worry for him.
"I have ... " he pulled the shirt off. Scars writhed across his broad shoulders and upper back, a knotted and constant reminder. " ... I have gotten myself into some deep, deep sh*t, baby."
"So tell me. There has to be a way out if there was a way in. Is it your job or something else?" Her Spidey Sense was on high freaking alert, her eyes glittering without the interference of her lenses.
"I can't tell you. Anything you know can be used against you. And you," he turned around after hanging up the tie and tossing the shirt into the dry-cleaner's hamper: tanned skin, curls of hair feathering out across his chest, the belt and slacks still in place, "you have a proven track record of leaping in where angels fear to tread."
"Quit," she said, nearly pleading, and she didn't even know why. "You'll find another job. We'll get by until you do. Just quit."
He shook his head, neither confirming nor denying her gut, and rolled toward the dresser. It took him a few minutes to find the pullover he wanted, another cashmere sweater in absolute black. He tugged it over his head, rubbed his belly afterward like it was hurting him.
"John," she whispered. "Please. Whatever it is, it isn't worth what it's doing to you."
He turned in place to face her, the motion smooth enough that the chair just seemed like an extra appendage. "Maybe," he said. "Maybe not. You are in - what's the phrase?" He frowned off at nothing for a split second that lasted forever. Time unfolded. He looked back at her. "Clear and present danger? Your life is at risk. Right now, and you can't do the sh*t that I can do to protect yourself, and I can't be around to protect you twenty-four, seven."
Her head jerked back at that unexpected turn of phrase, brow knotting. Her fingers curled inward, her thumbs rubbing at the tingling there. "I'll take my chances." She stared at him for a few seconds before the pacing started, a few steps one way, then back. "You have got to quit, John. You have got to. Please."
"Harper, the job doesn't matter," he said, finally goaded into admitting it.
"Then what is it? It's connected somehow, I know that much." She flexed her fingers, splaying them wide before curling them to her palms again. Her accent had taken a definite turn for the South.
He took a deep breath, and he said the words. "I'm moving out."
She froze and stared at him, the color that had been rising in her cheeks draining right back out of them. "What?" She couldn't breathe.
His expression looked like it was carved out of marble. "I should have everything out by the weekend."
"Why?" She panted and watched his impassive face - the face of a man she wasn't sure at the moment she knew - for any sign of an answer that would make sense. He was worried about her, he'd just said so. They made love just the other - Oh, God, she would know if he didn't love her. She would know it. Wouldn't she? And her thoughts were plain as day if he cared to read them in her face. She clamped down on her reaction, forced herself into an alien, brisk and businesslike calm with him. Like she was working. Like she wasn't involved. "No. You stay here. The place is fitted out for you. I'll leave."
That cracked the facade. His brows shot up. "Harper, you were here first and your parents are next door."
"There's food in the oven." She turned and walked down the hall before she cried in front of him. The sound of the door closing to the spare room - her room - echoed back at him, but the sound of her moving around carried from the open bathroom door. She was shoving some clothes into a bag and breathing like she was running a marathon. She'd just unpacked the roller the night before from their trip to Eva?s. Now the wheels whirred back into the bathroom behind her. She'd never bothered to open the bedroom door.
A minute later he rolled off to the kitchen . That gave her a chance to get her shoes out of his bedroom without having to face him. The carry-on slung over her shoulder fell off as she bent down to get them and she dropped it twice more before she got it back in place and made it through to the dining room and the door.
"Harper." John blocked the front door, fingers flexing on the wheels. "Tell me that you're going to your parents' place at least."
She grabbed her glasses off the counter and turned to snatch up her coat from the dining chair. "Someone will get the rest of my things. I'll make sure the key's at the desk after." She didn't look at him. She stood there and waited for him to move.
He didn't move. "I'm not staying here."
"Yes you are. No reason not to now. Move." Her hands were shaking and she clenched them tight enough around the keys to hurt.
"No. Are you going to your parents' or not?" His face resettled itself into more familiar, stubborn lines.
Her breath whuffled on the inhale. "Where else would I go? Move."
He stared at her for another few seconds, the windows to his soul curtained and shuttered. Then he moved.
Harper felt like she was going to be sick. "I love you," she said instead of goodbye, and pushed her way blindly through the door, unable to look at him. She needed to think, but she couldn't. She closed the door behind her before she said anything else.