I have fought wounded many times over my years. An arrow in the arm, a broken rip,arm,or ankle. A swollen jaw here a black eye there. Tis the price you pay in war.Not everyone plays fair, sme fight unfairly, with wicked guns , and wild magic. In odds of twenty to one.
I had gone to the inn, after a long night of hunting aftera night of odds against me.And if Lang had nto been there... I would have gone out and ended up another bloody pile of bones in the west end.He followed me out and carried me away. He knew I was wounded, and that I wasnt letting on about the pain. He took me up over his arm and carried me out of the dark city.To our place outsdide the view of others.
I didnt dare wiggle there over his shoulder as he carried me out of town,like some child that ahd misbehaved.I didnt dare wiggle for it hurt to much to dare to move.And once they reached that hidden camp site, he'd lowered down to set me down. Then leaned back from me. Giving me a very stern look. I stood there for a few moments looking at that look he gave me befroe settling in tot he grass. "Fine,You Win."
"Undress..and let me tend to you." Reaching over to me to caress my cheek. I cant ever to keep myself from leaving back in tot hat touch ,"I know you wish to help your friends, but you can't help them if you are to hurt to fight. " I nodded, I knew he was right. I slowly slipped Alfrin and Meneluin off my back to the grass below by my feet, then I slowly lifted my arms and pulled off my shirt,t he wince went through me as did tehe sheer pain of my busted shoulder.My left arm was swollen,and disloacated, that much I knew.
Once I was done moving. He moved up closer to me, letting that dark fire cover his eyes as he slowly scanned over my form. I dare not to move nor even reach up to touch my left shoulder or even the arm itself.My lip was still bleeding ,I could taste the blood there as I licked my lips." I think its dislocated..."I looked to him, knowing he would know that just by looking.
" It is..". He then looked around a moment, before removing his belt.. "Bite this.." Holding out the belt to me. "I'll try to make this as pain less as I can.." Which meant it was gonna hurt like hell, it always did. I tookt he belt and nodded bitting down in to the leather.I swore I wouldnt scream,I tooka long breath through my nose and closed one eye, then gave him that nod, a sif to say, 'do it.'And he carefully place one hand around her arm the other one her shoulder, he then let a soothing touch of chilled water seep into the spot to help to numb the spot. A deep breath taken before he pulled, popping her shoulder back into place, as he had shifted so she could turn to press against him if she wanted to cry out.
I bit down in tot hat belt as hard as I could and winced as I heard the pop of my shoudler,I felt it go back in to palce, which felt better than when it was out of place. But I as much as I tired not to I did dcry out though it was muffled byt he belt in my mouth. He had pulled me close and it felt good to ahve him there.Tell you one thing, it hurts like hell to have your shoulder disloacted then relocated,hurts more to ahve it broken.But thats another story.He wrapped his arms around me, while stroking my hair.. "Shh.." Closing his eyes, as he started to let his energy seep into me. Aimming to soothe mysore body .I let go, leaning in to his soothing touches that I allowed in. I allowed that soothing cold pusle in to my warm worn body.
He shook his head softly , " What am I going to do with you?" Leaning back just enough to look down at me, trying to ease the tension. "Always going out..getting roughed up..and taken my fun away from me. " I looked at him tilting my head softly tot he side and shook my head, "your fun?There is pleanty of fun out..."I then caught what he meant and rolled my shoudlers with but a soft wince. "It feels better." I assured him.
He chuckled softly, then removed his coat, and slipped it around my shoulders. "You rest.." Now moving over to their bag of supplies, then moved to fix something hearty to eat .I nodded hugging his coat in closer as he moved to go make something to eat,sitting there doing nothing was rest right? "I can just sit here,sitting is resting right?"
"Right. " He glanced to me ever so often, then grinned at me hugging his coat around my form. "That almost looks better on you than it does on me. " I looked tot he coat then to him,he wore it better. He always looked so swave in it, as it showed off his broad shoudlers well, and the stength of his arms under the fine leather.Even when he wore nothing else under it.Especailly when eh wore nothing else under it.
I hugged the coat closer feeling the soothing warmth,smelling his scent upon the worn leather. "Naw, I like it on you more." But I did like wearing it, it made me feel at ease,healed even.Plus it smelt really good. He smiled to that and knew that if I looke dover the coat closely that I would see that faint aura of magic around it.Seems it was helping me feel better after all.He looked back to the food, adding a few spices he had gotten from town to the stew. I did catch that aura after a little while, but I was focused on him cooking.My hand then ran through my hair and touched my face. I could feel the bruise there upon my cheek lessing. I eyed him softly. He looked over his shoulder to me, and nodded lightly towards the coat. A silent gesture to let me know the coat was helping her to heal herself. Once the stew was done, he fixed two bowls then handed one out to me.
I smiled and took that offered bowl.I tooka deep bretah in smellign the sweet aromatics he used. I was never much of a cook, but I have always knwon good food. "Looks good." I smiled to him again, "Thanks.." he smiled as he sat across from me, then started to slowly eat, again looking at me every so oftern. I ate slwoly hugging that coat closer still as I did. " Stubborn elven amazon." Whispered then peered over at me as he took a bite . I smirked to that and had the perfect retort, "Half Elven." Another sip of soup and I grinned at him.
"Stubborn half elven amazon then.." Grinning at her, before waving his hand, summoning two bottles of chilled water. One floating over to me.I took the bottle in hand and wondered if I might pour it over my hot tired body but then looking at him again I did not and took a long sip. He took a sip of his own. "So my dear..besides getting your butt kicked today.. " He knew he would get hit for that, "what else did you do?" Yet I held back the want to hit hima cross the arm. I ate and shrugged though the pain still lingering in my arm, "nothing of note,I went tot he cemetery,spent some time alone." With old pain was more like it,I spent some time with old pains. He nodded lightly then looked down,setting his bowl aside. I sipped that water feeling the cold rush in to my body follwoed by my natural heat that followed after it.
He seemed to be deep in thought for a moment, as his hands came together.. Fiddling with the cap og the bottle. I had seen him liek that beforem but never so deeply. I could feel my eyebrows rise as I looked at him sidelong, "deep thoughts?" " Just thinking of my family". Looking to me with a small smile. I gave him slow nod to that then,then took another sip of water,
He then set the bottle to the side, before leaning towards her. Once hand coming up to cup my cheek. I leand in to his hand, that hand that ahd graced my cheek so many times before.I set my water aside and lifte dmy fingers along his hand as it rested there upon my cheek. "You don't ever talk about your family.. " "It is the same for me though, I dare not speak of their names or be drawn to tears."
He rested his forehead to mine." I barely knew them, but from what I remember.. They were very kind people.. " I watched as he closed his eyes. I ndoded any how , my fingers rising to touch and stroke his cheek. Then playfully softly I kissed the tip of his nose.As he opened his eyes and gazed in to mine. There in those eyes of his those eyes that hold so much love and tenderness for me, I saw that sadness. A sadness one can like me knows well. That look one shares with others whom have lost those they love the most, their family. " I am sorry..I know what its like.." I ran my fingers down his cheek ove rhis neck and to his chest over his broken and sad heart,I pressed my ahnd there and looked at him. " losing those you love... the pain never goes away..." I let the words flow from me a whisper. He nodded softly as he moved a hand to lay over mine. " True...and while we may feel we are both alone.. " He twisted his hand to interlock with mine then, " We have each other."
I nodded to that holding his hand in my own. "Yes, that is true." I knew I had him, I ahve knwon from the moemnt we met that I would always have him by my side in the war, each battle its own. Yet still i knew as I sat there his ahnd in mie so close to him,I was still so far away. I had not allowed him in not fully,not yet.He nodded softly, before slowly shifting closer to me.He held me, there in that moment.One hand still holding mine, with his other stroking through my hair. Part of him knew she hadn't let him in fully just yet. But he would wait till she did.
I closed my eyes and let him hold me close let then for a moment the walls that I had built around my soild form fall, crumble around me. I leaned there in to him enjoying the moment.And he would let his wings wrap around me, as if trying to shield me from everything. He gave my hand a soft squeeze, and kissed the top of my head. I like it there inside his wings,this I will admit. I feel so sheltered,so safe and sound. Like ntohing int he world can touch me there. I nuzzled closer in yto him breathing him in to me. I then returned that hand squeeze and looked in to his eyes. He openned his eyes and gazed back down at her. A soft loving glint in his eyes, when they locked with mine.
I saw that glint in his eyes, I have seen it before too. In the morning hours after waking in his arms, or late at night after a day of being away from each other. It always makes me blush. I knew he saw that look in my eyes, that look of love and contentment. Lifting my hand then i touched his wing letting that ahnd glide to his cheek and rest there and spoke his name. "Lang.." " Yes, my love?" Hs eyes closed to my soft touch along his wing to his cheek , then leaned his cheek into her hand. Softly nuzzling into it. I starred at him, his eyes closed,trying to find the words I wanted to say. I knew how badly I wanted to let him in. But I could not find the words to tell him, I just proessed my hand to his cheek and emitted a soft warmth in to his skin,then kissed hm softly upon the lips.
And he started to kiss me back softly, with a veyr faint purr echoing in his throat to feeling that warm glow seeping into his form from my hand on his cheek. I felt that purr and shifted back from that kiss,my fingers wiggled there upon his cheek, "I have felt alone for most of my days ..since leaving home.. " my words but a whisper." And I don't want to be any more.. I want to let you in.. " I starred at him,meaning every word.
" I want to let go of the anger, and the hate amd fight with justice in mind, not just for the kill.." Then my fingers traced over his lips.Slowly openning his eyes, with a kiss to my fingers as they brushed his lips. With a soft nod to my words. " It is hard..to let someone in, after living alone for so long.. as well as fighting full of hate.." Taking in a deep breath. "I know..because we are more alike than either of us know.. We've walked similar paths...both filled with death, hate, anger..and the pain of loss. " That was true we did walk paths much alike.
"Those paths are hard to walk.. a long off distant look then. I would like it if .... " I took a breath, and took the leap of faith, squeezing his hand in mine, " we could find a way to walk this new path together.. for I.. " I tooka moment,took another breath, "I love you, very much.." Those words have never been easy for me to say even now when they ring true.He nodded softly again, while squeezing my hand softly, " Shh, Hera.. I already told you..I am your's..I will follow you anywhere..even if you head to the very gates of Hell..it's self.. I'll be there by your side.." I smiled to that, "good." Kissing him then, "I'd have it no other way."
He smiled and kissed me back "Now if you head towards the Scath's place.. I'm so not going there". Shaking his head. I snickered to that, yes I had a room there all set out for me a place at the sisters dinner table, but my place was there, is there.. " I wouldnt dare.. my place is here..." He knew as I looked at him ti would take wild horses to drag me away.
He chuckled softly to that. " I mean..you would have me far out numbered.. Who knows what they would do to me? " "They would do ntohing to you I wouldnt let them. No your never out numbered, I am on your side first.. then theirs.." I felt a smile then cross my face, " your more to me than they are ,they are sisters and I am their ally nothing more ." He nodded softly to that "Relax...they are your friends, and I wouldn't do anything to cause you to chose sides.." He then kissed my nose Now a kiss to her nose .I smiled looking at him, " I know you wouldnt, but I would choose love,if it came down to it. They would understand... "
He nodded softly to that," I know you would, as would I. Tis why I do try to get you to rest when you are hurt.. I know you would fight till your last breath.. " He knew that well enough, "That I would. I am glad you get me to rest then.. I know I need it ." I slept there in his arms that night as I had many nights before.
Perhpas with time the walls shall fall fully and I will allow him in. Till then,I savor what we have.