Dakota had been spending a lot of time in the basement lately..a LOT of time..
He'd turned it into his own personal gym, bringing his equipment into the new house with him when he first moved in. It was nothing fancy...a heavy punching bag, some weights..nothing out of the ordinary. He'd turn this basement into his little sanctuary...a place where he needed to go when he needed to gather his thoughts.
And yes, lately..it seemed as if he'd been needing a lot of time to gather his thoughts.
When he was down here, he was doing one of two things. He was either working out, or he was playing his guitar. On this particular day, he was beating the absolute hell out of the heavy bag which hung from the ceiling. He was shirtless and barefoot, wearing a pair of jeans, and his hair flowed freely. Shot after shot after devastating shot, Dakota was wearing out the punching bag. From the look on his face, it could just about be interpreted as him having some pent up anger which he was releasing on the unsuspecting bag.
Rosie had come down here a few nights ago. She didn't venture much into the basement, but she did that night. He wanted to try to teach her a few things about defending herself, and it didn't go very well at all. She ended up with an injured wrist that she tried to hide from him, but after he found out how seriously she had hurt it, he felt seriously responsible for it.
But this was another day, and Rosie was at work...leaving the Choctaw at home by himself with not much else to do other than to beat on a punching bag.
What was he so frustrated about..? Where was this anger coming from..?
All of his life, Dakota Steele has been nothing short of a free spirit. Free as a bird, doing whatever the hell he wanted, WHENEVER the hell he wanted. Lately, this free bird has been feeling a little clipped. He was absolutely in love with his wife Rosie...but was he capable of being tied down like this...?
He was trying so hard to just enjoy spending quiet time with his wife, to just be able to enjoy doing nothing, but dammit, it was getting harder and harder. Years of living a raucous lifestyle tends to leave this kind of effect on a person after he tries to tone things down a notch or two. Forget the drugs, THIS was the hardest transition to make.
Yes, boredom had settled in with our favorite Choctaw.
Well, he sat down on a weight bench he had placed into his room with his head buried between his hands, a bit of sweat glistening down his upper body. He looked at his hands for a moment..they were bruised pretty good from that beating he had just laid on the bag.
Wow...that was the most exciting thing that had happened to him all day.
He was dying to just be able to enjoy a shot of whiskey again. But everybody was riding him hard about not EVER doing anything like that again, and the pressure on him in that area had him on the verge of snapping. Normally, this would be the kind of scenario that would cause Dakota to just open up a Jack Daniels and start drinking straight from the bottle while he stared at anybody who told him not to to that, with his middle finger sticking straight out at them.
But no, he wasn't that kind of person anymore. Rosie has been good to him...but could it be that her expectations of him were simply too high..? Could he even hope to live up to whatever it was that she wanted him to be...?
One could suppose that this all boils down to the age old question...can a person truly change who and what he is...?
He sat there...just kinda staring off into space for a few moments before a bit of a defiant look flared up in his eyes, and he spoke aloud.
"I'm Dakota motherf--king Steele...I ain't never let NOBODY tell me what to do or how to act....what the F--K is goin' on with me????"
Yeah..talking to himself...that's what he had been reduced to for entertaining himself when he was home alone.
So he got up to his feet, draped a towel around his neck, and headed upstairs. Rosie would find a note when she came home, and it would read..
"Rosie,
Baby, you knew what I was when we got married. I'm a born outlaw, and tonight, I'm going outlawing. I love you, and I'll be home when I get home.
Dakota"
Yeah, it was bad english, but it was Dakota.
Tonight...he was gonna be Dakota again.
He'd turned it into his own personal gym, bringing his equipment into the new house with him when he first moved in. It was nothing fancy...a heavy punching bag, some weights..nothing out of the ordinary. He'd turn this basement into his little sanctuary...a place where he needed to go when he needed to gather his thoughts.
And yes, lately..it seemed as if he'd been needing a lot of time to gather his thoughts.
When he was down here, he was doing one of two things. He was either working out, or he was playing his guitar. On this particular day, he was beating the absolute hell out of the heavy bag which hung from the ceiling. He was shirtless and barefoot, wearing a pair of jeans, and his hair flowed freely. Shot after shot after devastating shot, Dakota was wearing out the punching bag. From the look on his face, it could just about be interpreted as him having some pent up anger which he was releasing on the unsuspecting bag.
Rosie had come down here a few nights ago. She didn't venture much into the basement, but she did that night. He wanted to try to teach her a few things about defending herself, and it didn't go very well at all. She ended up with an injured wrist that she tried to hide from him, but after he found out how seriously she had hurt it, he felt seriously responsible for it.
But this was another day, and Rosie was at work...leaving the Choctaw at home by himself with not much else to do other than to beat on a punching bag.
What was he so frustrated about..? Where was this anger coming from..?
All of his life, Dakota Steele has been nothing short of a free spirit. Free as a bird, doing whatever the hell he wanted, WHENEVER the hell he wanted. Lately, this free bird has been feeling a little clipped. He was absolutely in love with his wife Rosie...but was he capable of being tied down like this...?
He was trying so hard to just enjoy spending quiet time with his wife, to just be able to enjoy doing nothing, but dammit, it was getting harder and harder. Years of living a raucous lifestyle tends to leave this kind of effect on a person after he tries to tone things down a notch or two. Forget the drugs, THIS was the hardest transition to make.
Yes, boredom had settled in with our favorite Choctaw.
Well, he sat down on a weight bench he had placed into his room with his head buried between his hands, a bit of sweat glistening down his upper body. He looked at his hands for a moment..they were bruised pretty good from that beating he had just laid on the bag.
Wow...that was the most exciting thing that had happened to him all day.
He was dying to just be able to enjoy a shot of whiskey again. But everybody was riding him hard about not EVER doing anything like that again, and the pressure on him in that area had him on the verge of snapping. Normally, this would be the kind of scenario that would cause Dakota to just open up a Jack Daniels and start drinking straight from the bottle while he stared at anybody who told him not to to that, with his middle finger sticking straight out at them.
But no, he wasn't that kind of person anymore. Rosie has been good to him...but could it be that her expectations of him were simply too high..? Could he even hope to live up to whatever it was that she wanted him to be...?
One could suppose that this all boils down to the age old question...can a person truly change who and what he is...?
He sat there...just kinda staring off into space for a few moments before a bit of a defiant look flared up in his eyes, and he spoke aloud.
"I'm Dakota motherf--king Steele...I ain't never let NOBODY tell me what to do or how to act....what the F--K is goin' on with me????"
Yeah..talking to himself...that's what he had been reduced to for entertaining himself when he was home alone.
So he got up to his feet, draped a towel around his neck, and headed upstairs. Rosie would find a note when she came home, and it would read..
"Rosie,
Baby, you knew what I was when we got married. I'm a born outlaw, and tonight, I'm going outlawing. I love you, and I'll be home when I get home.
Dakota"
Yeah, it was bad english, but it was Dakota.
Tonight...he was gonna be Dakota again.