Topic: A restless spirit...a born outlaw..

Dakota Steele

Date: 2006-08-14 16:55 EST
Dakota had been spending a lot of time in the basement lately..a LOT of time..

He'd turned it into his own personal gym, bringing his equipment into the new house with him when he first moved in. It was nothing fancy...a heavy punching bag, some weights..nothing out of the ordinary. He'd turn this basement into his little sanctuary...a place where he needed to go when he needed to gather his thoughts.

And yes, lately..it seemed as if he'd been needing a lot of time to gather his thoughts.

When he was down here, he was doing one of two things. He was either working out, or he was playing his guitar. On this particular day, he was beating the absolute hell out of the heavy bag which hung from the ceiling. He was shirtless and barefoot, wearing a pair of jeans, and his hair flowed freely. Shot after shot after devastating shot, Dakota was wearing out the punching bag. From the look on his face, it could just about be interpreted as him having some pent up anger which he was releasing on the unsuspecting bag.

Rosie had come down here a few nights ago. She didn't venture much into the basement, but she did that night. He wanted to try to teach her a few things about defending herself, and it didn't go very well at all. She ended up with an injured wrist that she tried to hide from him, but after he found out how seriously she had hurt it, he felt seriously responsible for it.

But this was another day, and Rosie was at work...leaving the Choctaw at home by himself with not much else to do other than to beat on a punching bag.

What was he so frustrated about..? Where was this anger coming from..?

All of his life, Dakota Steele has been nothing short of a free spirit. Free as a bird, doing whatever the hell he wanted, WHENEVER the hell he wanted. Lately, this free bird has been feeling a little clipped. He was absolutely in love with his wife Rosie...but was he capable of being tied down like this...?

He was trying so hard to just enjoy spending quiet time with his wife, to just be able to enjoy doing nothing, but dammit, it was getting harder and harder. Years of living a raucous lifestyle tends to leave this kind of effect on a person after he tries to tone things down a notch or two. Forget the drugs, THIS was the hardest transition to make.

Yes, boredom had settled in with our favorite Choctaw.

Well, he sat down on a weight bench he had placed into his room with his head buried between his hands, a bit of sweat glistening down his upper body. He looked at his hands for a moment..they were bruised pretty good from that beating he had just laid on the bag.

Wow...that was the most exciting thing that had happened to him all day.

He was dying to just be able to enjoy a shot of whiskey again. But everybody was riding him hard about not EVER doing anything like that again, and the pressure on him in that area had him on the verge of snapping. Normally, this would be the kind of scenario that would cause Dakota to just open up a Jack Daniels and start drinking straight from the bottle while he stared at anybody who told him not to to that, with his middle finger sticking straight out at them.

But no, he wasn't that kind of person anymore. Rosie has been good to him...but could it be that her expectations of him were simply too high..? Could he even hope to live up to whatever it was that she wanted him to be...?

One could suppose that this all boils down to the age old question...can a person truly change who and what he is...?

He sat there...just kinda staring off into space for a few moments before a bit of a defiant look flared up in his eyes, and he spoke aloud.

"I'm Dakota motherf--king Steele...I ain't never let NOBODY tell me what to do or how to act....what the F--K is goin' on with me????"

Yeah..talking to himself...that's what he had been reduced to for entertaining himself when he was home alone.

So he got up to his feet, draped a towel around his neck, and headed upstairs. Rosie would find a note when she came home, and it would read..

"Rosie,

Baby, you knew what I was when we got married. I'm a born outlaw, and tonight, I'm going outlawing. I love you, and I'll be home when I get home.

Dakota"

Yeah, it was bad english, but it was Dakota.

Tonight...he was gonna be Dakota again.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-14 17:30 EST
She'd walked home from the houseparty alone that night. Dismissing her staff and even shooing Dean off. It was a nice evening, the moon was full and the stars were brilliant. The cloudless sky was inky black.

Stopping to pick flowers along the road as she walked, the plan for a moonlit swim formed in her head. A smile on her face as she walks through the door.

Wait.

Something's not right.

Dark, the house was... dark. No familiar thump thump thump from the basement. As she flips on the light in the foyer, she calls out his name.

"Dakota? Babe?"

She went from room to room, turning lights on, searching for him. She'd become frantic, calling out his name.

"Dakota?! Where are you?!"

The silence was defening, she'd even checked the basement to find it empty, the fan turned off. Running back up the stairs, she goes the kitchen, she could think there. Laying there on the table was the note.




"Rosie,

Baby, you knew what I was when we got married. I'm a born outlaw, and tonight, I'm going outlawing. I love you, and I'll be home when I get home.

Dakota"


She couldn't breathe. What'd he mean, going outlawing? Home when he got home? She couldn't comprehend the meaning of the letter and she read it over and over again.

Finally, with tears in her eyes she rises from the table and walks to the door, stepping on the flowers she'd picked not too long ago. She didn't even shut the door. Into the night she walked, she needed to find her love, her heart, her outlaw.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-08-14 19:32 EST
However it was not her outlaw she found as she stepped out the door.. Instead it was one, Brian Ravenlock standing in the walk way towards the porch, hardly looking like he was dressed for a visit as he was wearing sweat pants and a dark coloured muscle shirt, next to him on the ground was a medium sized duffle bag.

"Heya, beautiful. I was using the training circle on the other side of the property and.. Well I was looking for yer man, we needed to have us a talk and clear the.. air?.. Rosie? What's wrong sweets?"

His eyes settling upon her tear stained face, caused Brian to stop in mid sentence. He had never seen her like this before, and truth be told it conerned him. No other word was said and with a lift of his hand, tears were gently wiped from her cheeks, as he offered a warm smile and a bit of a hug.

"Let's get back inside a moment and we can talk about this, okay?"

With a nod and yet another reassuring smile, Brian turned Rosie around, grabbed his bag and guided her back inside the Villa. A moment taken to once more secure the door, and set his gear down. His eyes settled on the new decoration job, and he smiled.

"Very nice my dear.. Better than I could've done."

Brian eyed the now sitting on the couch Rosie, her tears still coming bit by bit, as she seemingly stared at the paper in hand. The trembling of her hands was noticed, amd caused him to lean to her and offer a soft sisterly kiss to her head as the paper was deflty taken into his hand. Blue eyes settled upon the words a moment as Brian read.


"Rosie,

Baby, you knew what I was when we got married. I'm a born outlaw, and tonight, I'm going outlawing. I love you, and I'll be home when I get home.

Dakota"



Brian pondered a moment, while he re-read the note and shook his head. He spoke softly, as to not upset Rosie any further.


"What the hell is this crap?"

Brian sighed a bit and looked to it once more. He then set it down on the table in front of Rosie, and moved to the kitchen. Moments later a fresh pot o' joe was brewin' and Brian made his way back to Rosie with a faint smile, as he set down next to her.

"Alright, I got a fresh pot on and you and I can talk until he get's home, or till the sun comes up or whatever. I got no where to be, and loads of time to kill. So tell me, what's going on?"

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-15 08:00 EST
She honestly did not know where to start. Usually very articulate and able to haggle down the most money grubbing vendor, she was at a loss for words. Staring down at the note on the table before her, even tears would no longer come.

"I don't know, Brian. I don't know why he's doing what he's doing."

As the coffee pot gurgled the last few drops of caffienated goodness, Brian would make his way into the kitchen and pour two cups o' joe. Then out to the living room he'd come, setting the mugs on the coffee table.

Leaning over, he'd cup her chin and force her to look up, make eye contact.

"We're wolves, remember?" He surely hated to see her like this. And if anybody could relate to our red head's situation, it was the Elder Ravenlock. Brows raised, somewhat demanding a response from Rosie.

And respond she did. Taking a deep breath, she'd straighten her spine and square her shoulders. "Wolves."

The rest of the evening was uneventful. Brian built a fire in the fireplace and his soothing words would soon have Rosie calmed down and actually falling asleep on the couch. He'd placed a blanket on her sometime during the night, and kisses her pale forehead.

When she does awake, Brian's still there. He would smile at her warmly. "Good morning, beautiful."

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-15 14:05 EST
The couch had been confortable, for a short time. Sleeping on it, even for the short hours that she had, had left her sore and her neck kinked. And there was Brian. She doubted he'd slept a wink, there were dark circles under his eyes.

Even with his usual greeting, she didn't feel the urge to smile or do much of anything else. But, she's a working girl and was running a profitable catering service. The show, as they say, must go on.

As she showered, Brian fixed breakfast and Dean had showed up to go over the day's events with Rosie. When she appears in the kitchen, tying her apron around her waist, she's greeted with a look of sympathy from Dean. She guessed right off the bat, and correctly, that Brian had let him in on what was going on. She was more than a bit relieved that she wouldn't have to relay the story, one more time. At the same time, his look was one of sympathy, not pity.

Rosie nibbled at her breakfast as Dean and Brian inhaled thiers. She twirled her fork in her scrambled eggs for bit until it was time to go prep for the first luncheon.

"Dean, it's time to go. We've work to do."

Cold, her voice sounded cold. She'd felt empty and alone. She'd rise from the kitchen table and cleared it, washing the dishes before turning towards the living room to leave.

Brian and Dean hardly said a word, they simply looked at each other as she walked through, shaking thier heads.

Brian had responsibilities elsewhere. That was to be expected. Dean stuck by Rosie all day long. He'd become her right hand man when O'Dell's Deli was concerned and she definitely leaned on him today. He'd helped to do the prep work, the organizing of the dishes, taking payment from the clients, and he did it all with a grace and style of a true professional. It worried him, Rosie's lack of enthusiasm for something she truly loved to do and during a break between luncheon and dinner service, he pulled her to the side.

"Rosie, you going to be ok?" His hazel eyes not leaving her face.

She shrugged it off, not meeting his gaze. "I'll have to be."

They worked in silence pretty much the rest of the day. He'd stay with her, even after the dinner service was over. He'd called upon Stratos, the one man cleaning machine, to finish up the clean up.

Dean'd escorted Rosie to the one place he knew she loved the best. The MarketPlace always seemed to bring out the best in his boss and they both figured it was a good place to start looking for Dakota.

The vendors were kind, but nobody knew where he was. They'd whisper behind thier hands and cluck thier tongues, pitying her, but she didn't care. Dakota was gone and she feared for his safety, his sanity and his sobriety.

After visiting nearly every booth in the MarketPlace, Dean leads Rosie back to the RDI. Maybe he was there, or had been seen there. If nothing more, they could rest thier tired feet and get a cool drink.

Upon entering the RDI, they were greeted by Miles. He instantly knew something was wrong. And the interrogation began...

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-16 05:48 EST
Perhaps it was her pale face and tired eyes. Perhaps it was the way Dean had to practically had to drag her to a barstool. Perhaps it was the way she searched the faces of the people of the common area. Or perhaps it was the way Rosie didn't respond in kind to Mile's typical greeting with a hearty "Ahoy, Cap'n!" of her own. Whatever it was, Miles was right on top of it.

""Rosie me dear, what's troublin' ye?""

Simple enough question, and she'd answer with one of her own.

"Have you seen Dakota?"

Through a series of questions that were to follow, Miles would learn that Rosie'd not seen her husband in over 24 hour period. She'd shown him the note and that brought out a new volley of questions that Rosie really did not know the answer to.

"Interesting. Ah, do you know what kind of 'outlawing' Dakota did? Does? Would make it easier to find out where he's about.
I do mean, should I look for him casing a bank or a jewelry store? Or more of a highwayman? Trust me, Rosie, this is a world I know almost as well as the sea."

A thought occured to Rosie and she'd inquire as to where to get some cocaine. She'd assured Miles that it wasn't for herself. She thought maybe, just maybe, one of the local drug dealers may have seen Dakota.

Right around this point, Rosie noticed that Dean hadn't moved. He was right there, by her side. He'd even lay his hand on her shoulder or gave her hand a gentle squeeze to show his support. She'd come to rely a lot on him the last few days. Not only as a damn good assistant in running the Deli, but as a friend.

Mile's neice, Mia and her pet had come in and it cut the conversation short. In most circumstances, Rosie adored children. But at this juncture in her life, dear reader, she didn't have the want, or need, to be around children. She'd tell Dean she wanted to go home.

Sure enough, the faithful friend that he was, Dean stood up and offered his tattooed elbow to her. He'd smile, trying to comfort Rosie. And Rosie would smile tiredly back and fold her hand into the crook of his elbow.

"Thank you, my friend."

Miles had requested a list of places that she thought Dakota may go. She'd be sure to give him the list once she'd made it, and thanked Miles for his help.

She'd not even noticed Brian's entrance with his female friend, so when he came up behind her at the bar, it was a bit of a surprise to hear those familiar words.

"Heya, bueautiful. Still no sign of him?"

She'd utter a soft hello and a negative reply to his question.

"Miles, is right. We can track him down.. I wouldnt lose sleep over it."

Was a bit too late for that. Sleep had not been her friend since she found that note.

"If ya want, I can come over again and sit up with ya, or just keep an eye on the villa."

Rosie nodded her approval of the idea. She loathed the idea of being alone. She'd offer him a simple thank you, then turned to Dean.

"You want to go now?"

It wasn't a rushed request, he'd never do that. He simply wanted to make sure she was ready. She'd nod to him gratefully.

Miles would offer a piece of advice before she left.

"Baking, unlike art, is not made finer with grief. Can't have salt tears in the sugar cookies."

She'd promised to keep that in mind as she and Dean headed towards the door. They'd almost made it until they heard Charlotte calling out from across the room. The very pregnant woman made her way through a crowded common area, and as she reached Rosie and Dean, she'd offer a comforting hug.

"I heard something in the market...and I had to com see you!"

She should have known better than to go to the MarketPlace and look for Dakota and she'd steeled herself for the rest of what Charlotte had to tell her about what she'd heard. She hated being the center of gossip and speculation and she'd put herself right into that position.

"You don't want to know. None of its true, because I know that man o' yours. But...behind all gossip is a grain of truth. So what happened?"

Something inside Rosie snapped. Dean could physically feel her body tense up as anger rose in her cheeks. She'd hold the note out to Charlotte and pratically snarled.

"You tell me. Is Jathara back in town?"

Charlotte would read the note and more importantly, the tone in Rosie's voice.

"What is this rubbish? ANd no...I don't think he's here."

Rosie would take the note back and place it in her pocket. Her moves were precise and subtle.

"Good, wish he'd never came here, Charlotte. If he'd never have come Dakota would never have acted so strangely lately. He'd be at home, not out alleycatting!

Charlotte would step back, several times, during the rest of Rosie's tirade. She'd never seen the spitfire in Rosie before and it almost scared her to see her friend so angry.

"You... you brought him here! You and your little pact! He said he came here to make sure you did what you and he agreed upon. So tell me, Charlotte, is this what you wanted? Are you happy now? Jathara destroyed your marriage and now he's trying to destroy mine!"

Dean tried to calm her, patting her hand softly.

"Easy Rosie."

She'd not have it though. She'd found a target to vent all of her anger, pain, frustration at.

"Rosie! That is not fair. Let's get you outta here, please."

Emerald eyes snapped open wide as Brian had seemed to come from nowhere and try to offer reason. She'd placed her anger crazed gaze upon him and nearly snarls.

Yea, let's get out of here, wouldn't want to upset anybody would we?

Dean's trying his best to calm Rosie down. He'd wrap his arm around her shoulders tightly, he was in agreeance with Brian. It was time to get Rosie out of the RDI.

"Rosie, it will be alright."

She'd watched Charlotte's eyes fill with tears and turn away, heading towards the bar. Brian had said something about how it was unfair to Charlotte for Rosie to say what she did.

Rosie couldn't think about that, she needed out. She was getting claustrophobic and was having trouble catching her breath.

Dean hurries her out of the door, to the Marketplace. Brian suggested it and Dean knew that was the one place that could calm her down.

"It will be alright Roise, trust me.."

And then they were gone.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-16 06:43 EST
Dean had held onto Rosie nearly the entire way to the MarketPlace. He'd offer soothing, quiet words to comfort her. She barely heard them as her mind raced over the events of the past two days. She even felt into her pocket to remind herself that this was real, the note was real.

Her mind kept going back to the image that Dakota himself had painted for her. He'd told her that if not for Brian, Charlotte and Wyheree, he'd probably be dead in the gutter somewhere, needle still in his arm.

Needle still in his arm.

As they reached the Market, Rosie'd tear herself away from Dean and run to the fountain, jumping in with both feet. She'd laugh, scream, cry and let out the most foul string of obscenities that she could think of as she kicked and splashed the water. The bottom of the fountain was slippery and Rosie soon found her on her rear, in now chest high water.

Dean'd rush to her side, offering to help her up. "Are you ok, Rosie?"

She grinned to Dean, her eyes wild and crazed. "Just ducky!"

Quick as lightning, her hands were grabbing the front of Dean's shirt, she'd pull him in for an angry, hot, sizzling kiss that would scandalize even the raunchiest of sailors.

She released him just as quickly, Brian and his lady friend had shown up and seen what she'd done. Brian curses softy as Dean pulls away from her, taken quite aback. "Whoa! I know you are angry Rosie." Then his hazel eyes would land on Brian and he throws his hands up. "I didn't do it!"

Oh, but our little red head friend was far from being finished. Far from it, friends.

"Why not, everybody's talking about me anyway. May as well give them something to REALLY talk about!" She'd uttered in defiance, emerald eyes snapping. Turning that crazed look onto Brian. "You want some too, big boy?" Seeing Brian's shocked expression, she even turns a little coy. "What the hell, he can have his fun, why not me?"

Brian couldn't believe Rosie's behavior, and said as much. But Rosie was still not finished. As she looked from face to face that had gathered around her, Dean, Brian and the lady friend soon to be introduced as Kat. "Well, we could just have us a Roman orgy, right here. HE surely wouldn't give a damn!"

The three of them just looked at each other, all agreeing they'd pass up on the offer.

Finally, she rises from the water, like a phoenix from it's ashes. She'd made her way to the edge of the fountain and perches lightly, like the Queen of Sheba on her thrown. From a distance, you'd think nothing of it, a little lady sitting there discussing the weather with her friends. That was from a distance. Her friends could see the madness turbulent in her eyes.

Kat approached first, offering soft, soothing words and an empathic touch. She'd made the mistake of asking Rosie how she could help and Rosie's response was a simple six word question. "Do you know where Dakota is?"

No, Kat wouldn't know where he was. She'd been away from the RDI for quite a while and said so. Rosie'd just look to Brian. "And you said she could help me? HA!"

Brian would insist that Rosie calm down and let Kat help. Kat was very determined to help out. Laying her soothing hands upon Rosie's she'd speak of quiet things and peaceful times. It almost worked too. Our girl was calming down. Brian had even started doing crowd control, not allowing a soul to see or hear what was going on.

Charlotte had come upon them, approaching Brian first, quietly asking how Rosie was doing.

Rosie heard that voice. Only one person had that voice. Charlotte.

All of her anger, fear, frustration, pain, anguish, grief, remorse, guilt, everything came out in a loud, "nnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhhhh!" And Rosie was up in a flash, bolting after Charlotte. She'd meant to do bodily harm this time.

Luckily for both ladies, Brian stepped in the way and Dean's lightning fast reactions caught Rosie before she could reach Charlotte. But her words would probably ring in Charlotte's ears for a long while.

"What the hell do you want? Take your brother and go back to wherever the hell you two came from!"

Brian would reiterate his stance that it wasn't Charlotte's fault. Dean would simply tell her to calm down. Neither of them would have gotten through if Kat hadn't placed her hand on Rosie's back and the empath's energy was infused into Rosie's spine. She'd go limp in Dean's arms, suddenly very sleepy.

Dean would carry her to a bench and sit her upon it. He'd take a seat on the ground beside her, keeping his hand on her foot. He wanted to let her know that he was there, if she needed him.

Kat worked her magic on Rosie, slowly, ever so slowly placing control back into Rosie's control. All of the hate, anger and frustration where gone withing Rosie. All that remained was the fear that her husband was lying somewhere in a gutter. The image of it came clearly to her mind again and the floodgates opened. Dam burst, however you want to put it, she began sobbing. Huge, gut wrenching, breath shuddering, shoulder shaking sobs.

Brian had to turn away from the group for a moment. The Elder Ravenlock could relate to Rosie's situation better than anybody else there. He'd come home to an empty, dark house and a note too.

Under Kat's careful manipulations her sobs turned to tears, then sniffles. She's returned to her normal state of mind again. She was able to hear the small talk being made around her. Brian had given her a brother kiss on the top of her head. Dean smiles at her with that crooked boyish grin. And Charlotte, well she looked miserable.

Rosie would apologize to Charlotte. Brian was right. Charlotte was not to blame. Charlotte even opened up her home to Rosie. But the offer went politely refused. "I need to be home, when Dakota comes home. He'll need me there."

Soon the group broke up, Brian and Kat heading back to the Inn, Charlotte headed home.

Dean sat there, ever her guardian. His clothes sopping wet and plastered to him. "Come on, Rose Petal. Let's get you home."

Dakota Steele

Date: 2006-08-16 22:09 EST
While all of this had been going on, where exactly had Dakota been anyway...? Where could he have gone after essentially abandoning Rosie, with nothing more than a note and somewhat of a promise to "be home when I get home"..?

He was heading straight for an old friend's place. Well, it wasn't much of a friend, really. It was someone to buy a hit of cocaine from. Yep, he was definitely planning on becoming the old Dakota on this night. He was sick and tired of feeling penned up in his own home, and he was sick and tired of fighting the cravings for the narcotics that he had figured out by now he couldn't live without.

But along the way, he ran into a good friend of his named Cassie. She was pretty well known around these parts, being the daughter of one Alex Ravenlock, not to mention best friend (and roommate) of Charlotte.

From that point on, Dakota and Cassie basically talked for a little while, before she grinned at him and threw down the challenge for a little sparring..right then and right there. He had gone a round or two with her before, and she was always fun to take on, because the girl didn't know when to quit. If there was one thing Dakota Steele was about, it was competition.

That's the way it went for probably the next hour or so..just a back and forth, highly competitive spar between Dakota and Cassie that even included them falling into this little lake that was extremely close to the grassy area where the battle was taking place. But even that didn't stop the proceedings. They were hellbound and determined to have a real winner this time, and there was no winner until someone gave in.

Finally, Dakota had her stretched in this rather painful hold that involved her lying on her stomach and him gripping her by her chin, yanking her head back..putting extreme pressure on her neck and back. She hung on for as long as she could, and while she knew she could do something dirty to change the tide real quick, she signalled her submission. Well, he released her and immediately rolled onto his back, exhausted as all get out. She was quite spent as well, and almost immediately agreed when Dakota sat up and asked if she wanted to go drinking.

By this point, he had forgotten all about his cravings which were supposedly killing him. But he had no desire to go home and return to his little domesticated lifestyle. He was going to live it up tonight, and there wasn't one damn thing anyone was gonna do to stop him. When a man has lived by his own rules his entire life, and is suddenly thrown into the role of a responsible husband as quickly as he was, there's bound to be some trouble adjusting. And that was honestly the greatest of Dakota's troubles at home. He was pretty much rebelling against everything that was supposed to be right, and it just so happened to be with someone who had been a very good friend to him, namely Cassie.

They slowly approached the Inn, before Dakota just shook his head with a slight sigh..

"I ain't got no interest in goin' in that place. I don't want to deal with anyone, I don't want to face anyone.."

Cassie nodded, fully understanding how he was feeling. And she just nodded with a bit of a grin when he asked if she had any liquor at her place. Indeed, she most certainly did. And off they went, to Cassie and Charlotte's new house.

Along the way, they just talked about whatever...but it mostly involved Dakota spilling his guts about how he was having so much trouble trying to adjust to being a husband, and how he was starting to feel more and more incapable of the responsibilities, simply because he wasn't ready to give up his way of life.

Well, they approached the house, and by this time, it had gotten pretty late. Charlotte and Aiden were surely asleep by now, and turns out they were. Cassie unlocked the front door and the two of them stepped in. She gave Dakota the quick, silent tour before leading him on down to her room, which was basically the entire basement. She had it set up quite nicely...kitchenette, bedroom, bathroom..the whole works. Opening up the fridge, she showed him what he had to choose from, and Dakota immediately grabbed the six pack of beer. He cracked one open for the both of them, and from there, they just kept on talking about everything and anything they could think of.

Time would pass by, the hours would go deeper and deeper into the night, and before any of them could truly realized what was going on, a playful shove off the kitchen counter had led to the both of them ending up on the floor. Yeah, sparks flew..and in a slightly drunken haze, the two of them found themselves in somewhat of a kiss. It wasn't anything fiery or passionate...just something innocent. They flirted with each other for a while longer...but in the back of Dakota's mind, as much as he may have physically wanted to, he absolutely knew that he couldn't go any further with her. Well, he needed a place to stay tonight..because he knew that there was no way in hell he was going home, so he ended up going to sleep with Cassie in her bed. To ensure that Charlotte wouldn't find out, he would make himself get up early in the morning before the sun came up, which was only a few short hours away.

Well, the sun would indeed break through for another day here in the realm of Rhy'din, and guess who missed his cue to get up and get the hell out of that house...?

You guessed it..

Around 11 AM or so, Dakota's eyes began to flutter as he looked over beside him to see Cassie still lying there peacefully. He then glanced over at the clock and saw the time. Sitting up instantly, he cussed loud enough to jolt Cassie awake. Well, there was no way Charlotte didn't know by now. Surely by now, she had come downstairs and saw them lying there asleep. But Cassie reassured him that 9 times out of 10, Charlotte never even comes down here. Well, that was good enough for him, and by now, she was already gone for the day...so everything was still ok. He quickly threw his shirt on, got his boots on, and bid Cassie a great day, thanking her for listening to everything he had to say...and then headed back up the steps into the house. Meanwhile, Cassie laid back in bed. Dakota was absolutely clear, and everything was great....

"Bout time you got up..."

An all too familiar voice made him wince as he looked towards the kitchen, and yeah...there was Charlotte, wiping down the counter, and he knew that look in her eyes. She was just plain pissed.

Well, the first order of business was to convince Charlotte that ABSOLUTELY nothing happened between him and Cassie, which it didn't. She was skeptical at first, but he eventually won her over. He explained to her everything that happened, and from there..just went into detail about how screwed up he was feeling right now..everything that was going through his head, and she was understanding. She even told him that she could relate because it sounded so similar to her and Brian. They had both gone from living extremely selfish, self serving lifestyles to one that called for the both of them to not only be responsible for themselves, but for each other...and it was a terrible adjustment. That actually made Dakota feel a little better....knowing he wasn't the only person in the world who was struggling with this.

They talked for a long, long while....and honestly, after it was all said and done, Dakota was still confused as hell, but he didn't let Charlotte know it. All he knew was that he may have discovered something about himself...the fact that he was incapable of being a husband. He had a life that he wanted to live, and he was damned if he was going to give that up for anybody.

Well, he thanked Charlotte for the talk, and made his way out. It had been an interesting turn of events for Dakota. When he left home the night before, his plan was to inject as many narcotics into his body as he could, and to simply go on as long of a binge as he had ever been on. But someone came along...provided a distraction from the damage he could have done to himself, and he ended up spending the night with her. All the while, his wife was at home crying for him, going out of her mind because she didn't have a clue where he was.

You know how the preacher always talked about how there's a price to pay for your sins..?

Dakota Steele had no idea just how steep his price would be, and he would pay dearly in just a few short hours.....