"......the hell do you mean she died....?"
"I am so sorry, Dakota...."
The Choctaw had just been informed by his beloved wife Charlotte that his first wife, Rosie, had passed away.
Cancer had defeated her, taking her away from this place.
The look in Dakota's eyes was nearly impossible to read. This was a man who lived on the edge emotionally. He made it no secret that he wore his feelings on his sleeve. But upon receiving this news, his expression was strangely devoid of any type of emotion. He just sort of sat there in the kitchen of their home, attempting to absorb it in. It seemed like minutes, but only a few seconds passed by before he spoke up quietly.
".....least me n' her did make peace 'fore she passed on..."
And with those words, Dakota excused himself from his beautiful wife's presence. She knew better than to follow him. When he was this quiet, he needed to be alone.
Stepping out onto their front porch, he settled himself down on the steps..letting his head hang silently for a moment or two. Cascading black locks pretty much distorted his face, keeping partially concealed whatever it was he was going through at that moment.
A hand reached upwards to brush the hair from his face as he stared out towards the acres upon acres of wide open fields which he and Charlotte owned. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a single cigarette. He rarely smoked these days, which was unbelievable, considering the human chimney that he once was. When he did smoke these days, he was either pissed or he was highly saddened.
He loved Charlotte, and he loved their children. He wouldn't trade his life now for anything in this realm.
But he knew he did Rosie wrong...
Those mornings when she would always be downstairs making breakfast for him began to flash through his mind. She was a good woman.
She loved him, and when he got sick, he wasn't man enough to come home to her and let her take care of him.
No, he left...
Granted, leaving is what united him with Charlotte, and for that, he was forever thankful. But his conscience still bothered him because of the way he allowed it to end with Rosie.
And now, she's gone...
What was wrong with him?
Why would he let the passing of an ex wife legitimately get to him like this?
Sitting there, taking a few slow drags from his smoke, he then let his mind go back to the brawl in the alley with Brian, and how he practically smashed her face in with an inadvertent elbow.
Dakota already carried enough guilt with him to start his own religion, but tonight, it was just eating him alive.
Calmly putting out his cigarette, he slumped over and buried his face into his folded up arms which rested on his lap as the tears began to fall upon the steps. He tried his best to be silent, not daring to let Charlotte hear him. He didn't want her to get the wrong idea.
"I am so sorry, Dakota...."
The Choctaw had just been informed by his beloved wife Charlotte that his first wife, Rosie, had passed away.
Cancer had defeated her, taking her away from this place.
The look in Dakota's eyes was nearly impossible to read. This was a man who lived on the edge emotionally. He made it no secret that he wore his feelings on his sleeve. But upon receiving this news, his expression was strangely devoid of any type of emotion. He just sort of sat there in the kitchen of their home, attempting to absorb it in. It seemed like minutes, but only a few seconds passed by before he spoke up quietly.
".....least me n' her did make peace 'fore she passed on..."
And with those words, Dakota excused himself from his beautiful wife's presence. She knew better than to follow him. When he was this quiet, he needed to be alone.
Stepping out onto their front porch, he settled himself down on the steps..letting his head hang silently for a moment or two. Cascading black locks pretty much distorted his face, keeping partially concealed whatever it was he was going through at that moment.
A hand reached upwards to brush the hair from his face as he stared out towards the acres upon acres of wide open fields which he and Charlotte owned. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a single cigarette. He rarely smoked these days, which was unbelievable, considering the human chimney that he once was. When he did smoke these days, he was either pissed or he was highly saddened.
He loved Charlotte, and he loved their children. He wouldn't trade his life now for anything in this realm.
But he knew he did Rosie wrong...
Those mornings when she would always be downstairs making breakfast for him began to flash through his mind. She was a good woman.
She loved him, and when he got sick, he wasn't man enough to come home to her and let her take care of him.
No, he left...
Granted, leaving is what united him with Charlotte, and for that, he was forever thankful. But his conscience still bothered him because of the way he allowed it to end with Rosie.
And now, she's gone...
What was wrong with him?
Why would he let the passing of an ex wife legitimately get to him like this?
Sitting there, taking a few slow drags from his smoke, he then let his mind go back to the brawl in the alley with Brian, and how he practically smashed her face in with an inadvertent elbow.
Dakota already carried enough guilt with him to start his own religion, but tonight, it was just eating him alive.
Calmly putting out his cigarette, he slumped over and buried his face into his folded up arms which rested on his lap as the tears began to fall upon the steps. He tried his best to be silent, not daring to let Charlotte hear him. He didn't want her to get the wrong idea.