Fate had been a unkind mistress to Dakota and Jade. They being ripped apart harshly from the seems by forces either of which couldn't stop. She blamed herself no matter what. The things she had done... it was the only thing she could do. Blame herself.
"Why.... why would bad people want mommy?" There was a frightened look on the six year old's face as she looked up to her mother, silent tears falling from the child's face.
"Bad people have always wanted mommy as their own, sweetie. I am powerful.... yet weak," She wiped her daughter's tears away and tucked a few wild curly strands of hair behind her daughter's ear, "Everything will be okay in the end, dear. No matter what happens... I don't give up."
Powerful.... yet weak.
That's all Jade would ever be. Weak willed. To get in the situations she did. To put herself, the people she loved, the people around her, and most importantly her daughter endanger like this. And now she was on the run, with nowhere to hide.... from him. Romax. He wanted her badly. Enough to kill anyone in his way... to have her for his own. For her daughter... for the man she loved... she couldn't go down without a fight, or at least try to hide the best she could.
With her sleeping six year old in her arms, Jade walked swiftly through westend. Knee high stiletto boots clacked against the pavement as her hurt and confused jade hues shifted every so often. She was scared. She was scared s***less. She wouldn't even try to lie about that. It was the dead of night. Creeping darkness and shadows about. Every sound made her jump. From her actions and her outfit, she looked like a tweaked out hooker. Probably not the most uncommon sight in west end.
But what made her jumpiness and the snug form fitting black vinyl lace up corset/mini skirt with laces tying up her thighs combo a not so common sight was the sleeping pajama'd six year old girl clutching onto a teddy bear in her arms. That gained more looks than her actual appearance from the few people still out. That also made her pace quicken. Jade shifted her daughter lightly over her shoulder.
A few minutes later mother and child stood before Dakota's appartment, that lower lip already trying to tremble. She thought back to the last time she passed through that door. Everything was okay. Right. Perfect. With him. The very day all the mess started she had admitted to herself that she wanted more than just fun... just the "anti-relationship". She wanted him. Funny how things go, admitting love to yourself... then having that emotion... the very memory of a person stolen from you from day to day. Honestly, she didn't know who'd she be from one day to the next. She didn't know who'd she remember or forget. But everytime she got the least bit of sanity, memory back... he gnawed his way to her. All she wanted was her baby and him. She had her baby back... now she needed to get to him.
It was late, yes, but she was hopelessly hopeful that maybe... just maybe he'd still be awake. That maybe at that moment he couldn't sleep, laying in bed worriedly thinking about her as she stood at his very doorstep. As a helpless sound slipped past her lips, she lightly leaned forward to set her forehead upon his door. Jade set her knuckles on the door and began a series of knocks.
"Da....Kota? Please be up... Please wake up.... Please be in here.... It's Ja...Jade... Please..." She tried to keep the quiver from shaking her voice and the desperation from being to strong. But at the moment, desperate was her every being.
"Why.... why would bad people want mommy?" There was a frightened look on the six year old's face as she looked up to her mother, silent tears falling from the child's face.
"Bad people have always wanted mommy as their own, sweetie. I am powerful.... yet weak," She wiped her daughter's tears away and tucked a few wild curly strands of hair behind her daughter's ear, "Everything will be okay in the end, dear. No matter what happens... I don't give up."
Powerful.... yet weak.
That's all Jade would ever be. Weak willed. To get in the situations she did. To put herself, the people she loved, the people around her, and most importantly her daughter endanger like this. And now she was on the run, with nowhere to hide.... from him. Romax. He wanted her badly. Enough to kill anyone in his way... to have her for his own. For her daughter... for the man she loved... she couldn't go down without a fight, or at least try to hide the best she could.
With her sleeping six year old in her arms, Jade walked swiftly through westend. Knee high stiletto boots clacked against the pavement as her hurt and confused jade hues shifted every so often. She was scared. She was scared s***less. She wouldn't even try to lie about that. It was the dead of night. Creeping darkness and shadows about. Every sound made her jump. From her actions and her outfit, she looked like a tweaked out hooker. Probably not the most uncommon sight in west end.
But what made her jumpiness and the snug form fitting black vinyl lace up corset/mini skirt with laces tying up her thighs combo a not so common sight was the sleeping pajama'd six year old girl clutching onto a teddy bear in her arms. That gained more looks than her actual appearance from the few people still out. That also made her pace quicken. Jade shifted her daughter lightly over her shoulder.
A few minutes later mother and child stood before Dakota's appartment, that lower lip already trying to tremble. She thought back to the last time she passed through that door. Everything was okay. Right. Perfect. With him. The very day all the mess started she had admitted to herself that she wanted more than just fun... just the "anti-relationship". She wanted him. Funny how things go, admitting love to yourself... then having that emotion... the very memory of a person stolen from you from day to day. Honestly, she didn't know who'd she be from one day to the next. She didn't know who'd she remember or forget. But everytime she got the least bit of sanity, memory back... he gnawed his way to her. All she wanted was her baby and him. She had her baby back... now she needed to get to him.
It was late, yes, but she was hopelessly hopeful that maybe... just maybe he'd still be awake. That maybe at that moment he couldn't sleep, laying in bed worriedly thinking about her as she stood at his very doorstep. As a helpless sound slipped past her lips, she lightly leaned forward to set her forehead upon his door. Jade set her knuckles on the door and began a series of knocks.
"Da....Kota? Please be up... Please wake up.... Please be in here.... It's Ja...Jade... Please..." She tried to keep the quiver from shaking her voice and the desperation from being to strong. But at the moment, desperate was her every being.