I made a promise, and I broke it.
"Lydia, ya did what you could. You got two out tonight, that's somethin'. Take what you can get... this is no easy thing, and slaves cost a lot of money."
"...Two tonight, yeah. Five last week, and three before that. But.. what about-"
"Ya can't save everyone."
"Gods, stop it!"
I promised him I would save him this week. I promised I would buy him, free him, that he would be safe, that he would no longer have to worry. I promised him he would be free, and I couldn't fulfill that promise tonight... simply because I didn't have the money to do so.
"Lydia.."
"No! Just.. just stop it? You always.. you act as if you know the answer to everything, and you don't!"
"What the hell? No, look, I'm just tryin' to be realistic here. If you're overly optimistic and idealistic about all of this it only makes it harder when you..."
"When I what Mason..? ...fail?"
"That's.. that's not what I meant."
"Really? Because.. that's how I feel now. Like I've failed. Like I've been failing..."
To save one, to save two, or three.. and yet see ten, twenty others go to an uncertain fate... to see them like.. to see them have their freedom stripped, to see them like.. I.. Gods, I just stand there and watch and do nothing. They're taken away like a herd of animals, with no rights, no reason to live... And I do nothing?
"You haven't! You haven't... aren't the few you save worth it? Without you, who else would have cared?"
No one. No one cares about these people. No one wants to do right by them. I live in such a lawless realm... where lives and freedom are stolen, and yet no one bats an eye. There's nothing in place to protect these people from being stolen.
It's not right.
"Of course.. I'm not saying the ones that.. I just.. it's hard, yeah? To see the others..."
"..I know."
But this? I cannot do this anymore.
"I can't do this anymore Mason."
"Lydia, ya did what you could. You got two out tonight, that's somethin'. Take what you can get... this is no easy thing, and slaves cost a lot of money."
"...Two tonight, yeah. Five last week, and three before that. But.. what about-"
"Ya can't save everyone."
"Gods, stop it!"
I promised him I would save him this week. I promised I would buy him, free him, that he would be safe, that he would no longer have to worry. I promised him he would be free, and I couldn't fulfill that promise tonight... simply because I didn't have the money to do so.
"Lydia.."
"No! Just.. just stop it? You always.. you act as if you know the answer to everything, and you don't!"
"What the hell? No, look, I'm just tryin' to be realistic here. If you're overly optimistic and idealistic about all of this it only makes it harder when you..."
"When I what Mason..? ...fail?"
"That's.. that's not what I meant."
"Really? Because.. that's how I feel now. Like I've failed. Like I've been failing..."
To save one, to save two, or three.. and yet see ten, twenty others go to an uncertain fate... to see them like.. to see them have their freedom stripped, to see them like.. I.. Gods, I just stand there and watch and do nothing. They're taken away like a herd of animals, with no rights, no reason to live... And I do nothing?
"You haven't! You haven't... aren't the few you save worth it? Without you, who else would have cared?"
No one. No one cares about these people. No one wants to do right by them. I live in such a lawless realm... where lives and freedom are stolen, and yet no one bats an eye. There's nothing in place to protect these people from being stolen.
It's not right.
"Of course.. I'm not saying the ones that.. I just.. it's hard, yeah? To see the others..."
"..I know."
But this? I cannot do this anymore.
"I can't do this anymore Mason."