December 23rd, Morning
1919 Fendall Road
Lydia hadn't been able to sleep at all during the night. At some points she tried, but it never came, she just tossed and turned, or stared vacantly at the fire within the stove she slept in front of as her mind raced. Tears no longer came at this point; she just felt horribly numb to everything that had been happening, all the bad, which included the bad she brought upon herself. Namely the fact she was certain things were over between her and Grem. She was overwhelmed, and had lost the person who meant more to her than anything really, who acted as a live preserver when she needed him. But she pushed that preserver aside, and she sank...
Now she was left alone, surrounded by memories and little else. How could she go back to work and act as if nothing was wrong? How could she pretend that she wasn't scared of more disasters occurring? Or pretend she wasn't terrified to lose even more people close to her...? Rhydin City used to house so much hope for the green haired elf, now it held nothing but pain and fear and memories. She couldn't stay anymore.
Lydia had thought about it for a few hours, but eventually came to the conclusion she had to leave. Not permanently no, but she couldn't remain in the city and expect to move on or even function properly. Not with so much looming over her, or dwelling in her mind. Not all alone. However it wouldn't be right to simply disappear without word, but she knew she wouldn't be able to say goodbye and walk away. So she decided to pen a few letters. Notebook and pen dug from her bag, she opened to a clean sheet of paper.
She started slowly, writing letters that would be easiest first. To Mille. To Eddie. To Carley. To Ivy. They were a bit vague in what happened, and what she was doing, but they got the point across. Lydia wasn't sure how Mille would react, but Eddie was usually pretty understanding of such things. Carley? She was certain Carley would be livid with her, but she was certain Carley had that right at this point. Ivy? Gods, she wasn't at all sure how she'd take it. The next letters were a bit harder to write...
1919 Fendall Road
Lydia hadn't been able to sleep at all during the night. At some points she tried, but it never came, she just tossed and turned, or stared vacantly at the fire within the stove she slept in front of as her mind raced. Tears no longer came at this point; she just felt horribly numb to everything that had been happening, all the bad, which included the bad she brought upon herself. Namely the fact she was certain things were over between her and Grem. She was overwhelmed, and had lost the person who meant more to her than anything really, who acted as a live preserver when she needed him. But she pushed that preserver aside, and she sank...
Now she was left alone, surrounded by memories and little else. How could she go back to work and act as if nothing was wrong? How could she pretend that she wasn't scared of more disasters occurring? Or pretend she wasn't terrified to lose even more people close to her...? Rhydin City used to house so much hope for the green haired elf, now it held nothing but pain and fear and memories. She couldn't stay anymore.
Lydia had thought about it for a few hours, but eventually came to the conclusion she had to leave. Not permanently no, but she couldn't remain in the city and expect to move on or even function properly. Not with so much looming over her, or dwelling in her mind. Not all alone. However it wouldn't be right to simply disappear without word, but she knew she wouldn't be able to say goodbye and walk away. So she decided to pen a few letters. Notebook and pen dug from her bag, she opened to a clean sheet of paper.
She started slowly, writing letters that would be easiest first. To Mille. To Eddie. To Carley. To Ivy. They were a bit vague in what happened, and what she was doing, but they got the point across. Lydia wasn't sure how Mille would react, but Eddie was usually pretty understanding of such things. Carley? She was certain Carley would be livid with her, but she was certain Carley had that right at this point. Ivy? Gods, she wasn't at all sure how she'd take it. The next letters were a bit harder to write...