Topic: Risk and Consequence

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-10 21:26 EST
January 11th, Evening

Preparations and plans had been made in advance with Hector- tonight was the night everything would be executed. She had learned from previous mistakes and outings with Mason to know anything large scale was likely to end in a disaster. One or two people simply wasn't enough for such things, so for the moment at least, she was sticking to very small scale rescues. It wouldn't do if anyone ended up dead- friend, foe or herself- or if she were caught. The law wasn't quite on her side, not yet, but she hoped that if Matthew Simon was elected, or even G, they could put the law on her side. An official declaration of slavery being made illegal, or even that they were to be set friend might not seem to do much, but it would give an advantage to vigilante types.

At the moment Lydia was awaiting Hector's arrival in an alley not too far from their intended target. A small warehouse that acted as a location for small deliveries and exchanges of 'cargo' to be had. They'd only be helping a small number, but the chances of getting caught or overpowered weren't very likely, as security was pretty low.

Well aware of the fact green hair and eyes lacking pupils would stand out a bit too much Lydia had disguised her appearance much like before when she did this with Mason. A temporary dye was used to color her hair and eyebrows black, and contacts were in place to make her eyes look as if they did have pupils. The bruising on her face she acquired days before was nearly gone, but a touch of makeup was in place to hide it completely. Long sleeves hid the bruises on arms and shoulders, but fading purple was still visible around her knees. A simple grey long sleeved tunic dress was worn with shorts beneath it so she could move easily. Knives were tucked away in boots and for added protection she had crafted some leather bracers and shin guards.

Hearing the sounds of footsteps at the end of the alley, Lydia straightened from her lean against the wall as she looked that way. The first thing that caught her attention were the shoulder holsters the man who stood there wore- guns of course inside those holsters. Lips pursed, she narrowed her eyes at them, remembering the last time she had done this and how awry things went when Mason had shot and killed another... "Are those really necessary Hector?"

"I don't work without them. But I don't use them unless I need to, and considering what we're going up against tonight I'm fairly certain I won't need them." He looked Lydia over then, one brow arching at her appearance. "You weren't kidding when you said I wouldn't recognize you were you...?"

She shrugged as she absently ran her hand through her hair. "There's more girls around here with black hair than green, yeah?" Lydia started walking further down the alley then, ready to set off towards their destination. "I'd just rather not stand out when we do this and get identified later..." With little to say in response, Hector made a non-committal sound as he moved along with her.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-11 06:52 EST
There was a deep frown set firmly in place as Lydia knelt down. "Was that really necessary?" Her gaze lifted from a body to shoot a glare upwards towards Hector, currently wielding a hefty 2x4. Lips pressed tightly together as she shook her head, turning her gaze back to the one on the ground.

Hector snorted almost disdainfully as he settled the 2x4 against the back of the warehouse, then turned his back to Lydia as he gazed upwards, eying a small window. "He's unconscious, not dead." There was little concern in his voice as he walked towards the other corner of the building and peered around the corner.

"I have to wonder about that..." Murmuring under her breath, Lydia turned the man on the ground around so she could check for signs of breathing, then pressed a couple fingers to his neck in search of a pulse. "You hit him entirely too hard. I think I can feel his pulse - and he is breathing, but gods, you could have killed him hitting him like that."

"I had to make sure I put him out long enough for us to do this." There was a hint of irritation to Hector's voice as he turned to face Lydia. "He'll be fine but we won't if we linger for too long. Why waste your concern on him anyways? Look at what he does- do you think he shows concern for those whose lives he's stealing?"

"I know what he does." She nearly spat it out as she stood, then frowned as her gaze lowered somewhat. "But he's a person too.. slavers are people too." It was whispered to herself, as she recalled the sign she saw on the bulletin board. "Did you have any ideas how we're getting in?" She forced herself to calm as she looked back up towards Hector.

He watched her for a long moment before responding, turning to gesture to building and window. "Getting in should be pretty easy, and there's not much security inside. I say we go in from the side, then split so you can tend to the slaves and get them out that window." A pause then. "I'll handle the rest." The rest, of course, meant whatever obstacles they came across. Lydia wasn't entirely sure she trusted Hector to handle things without excessive violence at this point. Mason? They shared a good deal of trust, worked together well.. but she forced herself not to dwell on thoughts of him. Not now. "You run as fast as you can away from this place. You think you can handle that?"

A lump was swallowed back, and though her response came hesitantly, it did eventually come. "Of course I can handle it.. just don't go overboard, yeah?" She glanced aside to the building, thoughtful look on her face. "Let's just go in and get this over with..."

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-12 01:35 EST
Her legs burned as she ran, but she didn't stop, nor did the ones running with her. Lydia and Hector had managed to save three from the warehouse, and though she wasn't sure she trusted Hector entirely she had little choice but to leave him behind to hold back any that might follow her or the others. Three others to be exact - one man and two girls. They were all young, in their early to mid twenties. They wore dirty clothes, were entirely too skinny, and looked as if they had been neglected for quite some time. It was amazing they were still running really, but something more powerful than physical strength kept them going at this point.

"Here!" Lydia sprinted to her left suddenly, to merge from one alley to another. Her destination wasn't much farther now... As the other three obliged and turned to follow, her hand slipped into a pocket and grasped about frantically.Taking hold of the key there, she held it tight within a fist. "We're almost there!" Approaching the end of the alley she paused just long enough to look around and make sure all was clear. Seeing that it was she sprinted forward and moved past a couple houses until she came to the back of the one that was her destination.

Waiting a few moments for the others to catch up, Lydia gestured for them to follow as she rounded the house, keeping close to the walls. A porch railing was ducked as she climbed upon it and moved towards the door, key poised to unlock it. As soon as the click sounded she threw the door open and motioned for the other three to file in, and so they did with little hesitancy. Pale blues darted about one last time before she moved in behind them, closing the door. Siegfried did not want her telling the casual person of The Undertown, no, but after much discussion with him and Von they were open to the idea of her sending... certain people there, should they need the sanctuary.

The three now ex-slaves looked about with confusion and uncertainty on their faces, almost as if they were having second thoughts of following the black haired elf with peculiarly light blue eyes... Lydia didn't feel there was time to explain however. Not yet. She was sure they were safe by this point, but one could never be too certain of things could they? She moved past them towards the corner where the stairway to the tunnels lead. "It's just down here... there's a place for you to stay and..." Catching their hesitation her words trailed off. "Don't tell me you're going to start doubting me now... come on!" Her tone took on a rare authoritative tone, almost harsh, and one she regretted taking with them, considering where they were coming from. But.. it was necessary. At least that's what she told herself. Old habits died hard, and the three were quick to do as told and moved over to start a slow trek down those stairs.

Sighing to herself, Lydia shook off feelings of regret and doubt and started following along behind them.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-12 03:09 EST
Everything was done and taken care of, and Lydia was back at her house. Not her home... definitely not that. Contacts had been removed as well as bracers and shin guards- now discarded on the ground a few feet away from her. House still unfurnished as it hadn't been a priority as of yet, she sat on the floor of her living room surrounded in blankets and covers, staring into the flames of the stove there that kept the house warm.

Von had met them all in the tunnels, lead the others to a warehouse they could stay at... though supplies in The Undertown were limited, so tomorrow she'd have to deliver a few things there. As of late when she could she took things down there, money, food, clothing, blankets - if she could spare it, that's where it went. She even had plans to work on ragdolls again for the children there, but the reason was more selfish than kind. It was.. therapeutic, it got her mind off things, gave her something to focus on when things were tough after the explosion at The Stitch. The fact it made others happy was secondary...

It was sort of like what she had done tonight, and what she had planned for the future. Lydia wasn't exactly sure why she slipped back into this particular lifestyle... was it because it was the right thing to do? Did she feel good helping others? Did it fill the new gaps in her life? Really... when all was said and done? She felt nothing for it.

Drawing her knees up, she wrapped her arms around her legs and buried her face in them as she started to cry and strands of green-black fell to curtain her face.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-17 01:16 EST
January 16th, Pre-dawn

By the time Lydia had made it to her house, inky locks had faded back to celadon. Staggering through the door in exhaustion, she closed it behind her before she ambled towards her living room's stove, working quickly to light it and get some heat in the house. Since she still hadn't bothered with furniture she leaned back on her heels on the floor, remaining close to the stove as she wrapped arms around herself. She was so tired, it wouldn't take much for her to lay down and drift away.. but she had work in just a couple hours and couldn't do that. If she slept there wouldn't be waking up in time for it, and really, she was a bit too nervous to sleep.

She messed up tonight.

Lydia had made a couple more runs with Hector to get slaves out of warehouses since the first, and all had gone smoothly, even if there was the occasional detail that cropped up she didn't like. Tonight however? A slaver had been in pursuit and was closing in on the group. She hadn't even a chance to use her magic before Hector took him by surprise and struck a blow to his head. She had thought he had killed him, but they all moved on as if nothing had happened. Well, all except for. In a moment of carelessness and sympathy she stayed behind with the slaver to try to rouse him from unconsciousness. He hadn't died, and did wake up.. but as a result? He saw her face, clear as day.

The thought caused Lydia to groan a bit as she hung her head. Her hair though, her eyes... Her hair had been black, her eyes had looked normal. Perhaps she was over thinking things. Worrying a bit too much about it. He was out of it at the time anyways, so even if in the off chance he saw her again... No. She wouldn't worry about this. There was already too much on her mind, too much to do. She didn't need this burden as well.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-19 05:51 EST
January 19th - Very, very early

"It's nothing to be alarmed about..." Lydia's gaze lowered as she walked alongside Hector, trying not to meet his own. The look his face said everything. He was less than pleased about the posters that had gone up with Lydia's 'face'on them. "The picture doesn't even look like me. Not really... and the description doesn't sound like me at all. No one is going to make the connection Hector."

"You're sure of that? I saw the picture and knew it was you without even reading the rest of it... how is it I can and you feel assured no one else will?"

Lydia sighed, hesitantly glancing back up. "Well.. you've seen me like this." She gestured to her now black hair for emphasis. "Of course you can, but people who haven't seen me looking like this won't. I know a lot of people read the boards and posters that go up too, and no one has said anything to me about it." Lydia thought that even if Erin had seen the poster, she wouldn't be able to place the face to herself. So there was little chance her other friends would be able to, right? "And at least you weren't mentioned, so people won't know to expect two." She wasn't sure how Hector managed to stay off the radar actually, but it was very lucky for them he had.

"I.. don't share this same confidence that you do." Hector frowned as he shook his head. "That no one will know or ever find out. And now that word is spreading, these people will be more on the lookout. Security will be heightened..."

Her steps slowed until she came to a stop. Brows furrowed, she waited for Hector to stop as well before leaning against one of the walls in the alley they stood within. "It doesn't do any good to worry about it does it? I mean..." She shrugged, almost in exasperation. "It's like.. if you're so unhappy with it, and feel it's a risk, you can stop. If not, we can keep helping each other out and not worry about things we can't change." She studied him expectantly then.

"I.. have no plans to stop this." He paused, considering for a long moment. "I just don't want to be reckless in this, especially now. We have to be cautious, now more than ever."

"And I plan on it..." She nodded as she straightened from her lean against the wall. "Just.. don't worry about it too much? Don't get me wrong.. I do worry about it Hector.. I just.. if I worry about it too much I'm going to drive myself crazy. I'd rather just concentrate on what we're doing now." Lydia started to walk again, growing quiet as the warehouse wasn't far away. Perhaps tonight things would go smoothly, and she'd even manage a couple hours of sleep before meeting with Erin later that day. At the very least, certain memories associated with the day weren't on her mind at the moment. They'd haunt later; just not now.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-22 03:37 EST
January 22nd, Pre-Dawn
The Undertown: Central

The night Lydia experienced was certainly.. not what she had expected. It had started out well enough, but took a peculiar curve and landed her in a dueling ring with Anubis Karos. Anubis.. the one who took Erin and enslaved her not all that long ago. There was still much anger there, but she wasn't foolish enough to act against him in such an open manner. Most of the time she chose to ignore him, but when he touched Hodge.. what else was she supposed to do? She lost the match, though it didn't really feel like she did. Her face was bruised, her stomach bruised, and her legs ached, but he limped away from it all, and deep down inside, to inflict pain on him and draw blood? It did feel a little good. But she wouldn't do the same to Erin, no, not physically, no matter how hard the englishwoman tried to push her into it with her verbal assaults against the elf. Lydia had attacked back verbally, but she didn't want to become the type of person who felt better by inflicting pain on another. She wasn't that type of person before, so why was it such a struggle now?

Sighing, she leaned back on the bench she sat upon, gaze idly moving over passerbys and children at play; drawing and playing with dolls. Dolls she had crafted herself. The children always seemed to enjoy when she brought them toys and treats, since those were rare in The Undertown. Whatever nifty thing she could get her hands on, she'd bring with her on her visits, not just for children either, for adults as well. It was usually appreciated.

Tilting her head back, she looked up at the nothingness that loomed over her and the rest of The Undertown. In just a couple hours the sun would rise on the surface, but not there. It could be considered gloomy where she was, but it didn't feel that way. She was more at peace there than above. Lydia closed her eyes, trying to drown out the words in her mind - the words Erin had spewed at her earlier that night in her bait tactics. She needed to rest for the next night, and she had little care for actually going in to work. Really, Erin was the last person she wanted to see at the moment - even if she was the only thing she could hear in her mind...

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-23 00:27 EST
January 23rd, 11:54 PM


There was a hint of salt in the air mixed with the occasional scent of fish that caused Lydia to wrinkle her nose. She and Hector walked not too far from wharfs located deep within WestEnd, close to a small river that ran by. Hector had informed her of a warehouse near those wharfs that housed a particularly large amount of slaves - this meant heightened security as well. While it certainly wasn't the most ambitious operation she participated in, it was the most ambitious operation she took on that involved Hector. Lydia worried a bit about that, as Mason exercised a good deal of caution and didn't much like hurting people, however even he ended up drawing a gun on someone; killing them to save her. Hector didn't hold back quite like she or Mason did, and she worried that could make things messy. Though perhaps if she was just particularly cautious it wouldn't come to that.

Hector had been particularly quiet, distant almost. Lydia figured he was concentrating on the task at hand, and it wasn't that unusual for Hector. They worked together, but they didn't know each other, they weren't friends. In a way, she preferred it that way. It made it easier to work with him, not feeling particularly attached. If she was? She'd worry overtly, be too protective in situations she shouldn't be. She hadn't said much that night either, not having much to say. She tried to put her mind in the present, but it was hard sometimes since it wandered of it's own accord. Memories of Mason lingered in the back of her mind, and any time she looked up in the sky the near full pearlescent moon above was a reminder that tugged painfully at her heart. They were hardly things she should be thinking of, let alone now...

"I hope you're not worrying over tonight." Hector's voice broke through the silence they shared, and snapped her from her less than desirable reveries. "There's no reason to worry. I have a good feeling about how things will go tonight - you've done well so far Lydia."

His words nearly brought pause to her steps. They were.. unlike him. A compliment? Good feelings? "Oh..." Her words were hesitant, almost strained. "Ah, thank you Hector. But I'm not too worried... I have faith we can pull this off without too big of a problem. We just have to be careful, and we always are, yeah?"

He nodded, steps slowing some, putting him even further behind the ebon haired elf. "Indeed we are." He paused then, considering. "This group will be bigger than the other groups you've handled. Do you know where you'll be taking them?"

Lydia knew exactly where she'd be taking them: The Undertown. It's where she had taken the others, but that still wasn't something she had let Hector in on. A promise was made to Siegfried, to Von - she wouldn't betray their trust. "I do.. I've already made all the arrangements too, so we don't have to worry about that."

"Arrangements?" Rare curiosity was starting to make itself apparent in Hector's tone. "Is it an inn you're taking them to? If it is, such a large crowd might draw too much unwanted attention..."

"No." Lydia was quick to interject, shaking her head. "It's not an inn." She furrowed her brows some. Perhaps she should have just kept quiet about that... "It's.. ah.." She raised a hand, gesturing as she tried to think of something. "..just an old.. storage facility. Abandoned. I have supplies there, and it's a good place to hide out." She felt a little bad about lying to Hector outright like that, but for the moment she wasn't in any position to tell anyone of The Undertown, unless they were were people who needed it as their sanctuary. Not just anyone could be knowledgeable about it. If too many knew... "It's not perfect or anything, but.. it works, yeah?" Lydia wrapped her arms around herself, fighting off a chill brought on by a breeze she walked against.

Hector didn't respond to her words, and it was a few moments later before he spoke up again. "Turn right here."

Lydia stopped, looking somewhat confused. To her right was an entrance leading into an alley, and her understanding was that the wharfs were ahead. "I thought we were to head straight?" She turned to face Hector, head canted.

"Yes, the wharfs are ahead, but we don't want to approach from the front." Hector had stopped as well, pointing towards the alley. "It's safer to go around, even if it is the long way. Approaching from the back or the side will make sure we're not spotted."

"Oh!" Looking a bit sheepish, she shook her head. "Of course... sorry. I guess I'm just..." She trailed off, not wanting to finish the thought. Lydia nodded her head to Hector in an apologetic fashion before turning around to move into the indicated alley. It was narrow and particularly dark in there, bringing a frown to her lips. The smell wasn't particularly pleasant either. Her pace picked up so she could get out of there quicker, though it slowed after a bit. She was drawing closer to the end of the alley, but there was no opening that lead out, or even a doorway leading elsewhere. Just a wall, dirty gray snow sludge, and that gods awful stench...

"You must really take me for some sort of fool."

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-01-23 00:42 EST
It was confusion Lydia felt most of all at Hector's words. Brows furrowed momentarily as she turned away from the stony wall ahead to look back towards Hector, still a good distance away but slowly approaching. "A fool...? What are you talking about?"

"A fool." Quietly spoken, he reiterated his words. "I do admit that your explanation and excuse were better than his ever were. Sometimes he'd not even try. He'd outright refuse to tell me a damn thing." Still confused, Lydia felt a twinge of nausea stirring up inside. Something was most definitely wrong... "Do you really think that I, doing what I do, haven't heard about Undertown?"

The nauseating feeling increased when Hector spoke the word 'Undertown'. He knew? And the one he spoke of - was it Mason? Lydia settled a hand to her abdomen, still bruised and sore from the blow she took from Anubis. "Hector.. I.. I don't know what you're talking about."

The words had barely escaped her before he bellowed out. "You lie!" She winced, as he was standing a bit close now. However Hector didn't stop walking, he simply walked past her. Lydia kept her gaze ahead and her back to Hector. "I know you know something of it... he knew. Surely he would have told you about it. I thought there was a chance before, that you didn't know... But your involvement in all of this now... and taking slaves away and vanishing without a trace? Your secrecy even from me? You go to no inn or warehouse - you're taking them to Undertown." She didn't move, didn't speak. He knew some things, but it didn't sound as if he knew everything. She couldn't understand why he was so... angry about it all though. "I want to know where it is." His words had become quiet again, calm and even.

So he didn't know... a few pieces were starting to fit together now. "Why didn't Mason ever tell you about it Hector...? You two were close. I mean, if you two were doing the same thing..." That confusion was starting to resurface.

"I'll be damned if I know." He spoke with annoyance. "It's not as if it matters now. I do wish you'd tell me Lydia - you're young. You have your entire life ahead of you, if you'd just wash your hands of all of this." Goosebumps prickled over her flesh as a cold wave washed over her body, despite being untouched by winds outside the alley. "Don't make his mistake. Just tell me how to get to Undertown, and you can walk out this alley and get back to your life."

Lydia was alarmed, naturally. It was a threat after all, even if a bit shocking to her... Perhaps in another circumstance she'd run, teleport, get away by any means necessary. But there were four words that kept her rooted right where she was at. Don't make his mistake. Just what did Hector mean by that? "...why is it so important to you?" Her voice came shakily, a sense of dread building as things started making sense. Just not in any way she wanted them to...

"I hardly think that information is of any importance to you, nor is it any of your business." Hector's reply was curt. "This is a situation where it's in your best interest to come clean with what you know, not ask pointless questions. I did not hesitate to make Mason pay Lydia... I'll not do you any favors either."

The nausea was nearly overwhelming and her legs shook beneath her; it was a wonder Lydia didn't collapse to the ground right then and there. "Oh gods..." Still, she looked ahead at nothing... she couldn't turn to face Hector. "...you didn't. Hector.. gods, don't.. don't tell me you're the one..." Tears clouded her vision as she lowered her gaze. "He was your friend.. he trusted you and.. gods... Mason." Her voice was so quiet, not much more than a cloudy breath in the cold air. "You couldn't have..." The silence that followed was deafening, almost. She didn't cry aloud, but tears continued to fall, trailing over the makeup in place that hid the purple coloring of her skin. Hector's next statement was brief, straight to the point.

"I won't ask again."

Lydia was flooded with fury. It was Hector that had killed Mason, who now threatened her, and who most likely posed a threat to those of The Undertown. Thoughts didn't make sense, there was nothing of rationale in her mind. Only pain and anger, a need to lash out, and the overwhelming desire to bring justice to her fallen friend... Her eyes went ablaze with a piercing light, and hands curled into fists as she whipped about to face Hector. "You're not going t-" Her statement met an early demise - cut off not only by the gunshot that sounded but by the bullet that pierced through her body. The pain that ripped through her was sudden, foreign; unlike anything she had ever experienced. Lydia struggled to speak, but she couldn't get her voice to work. It was a sickening gurgle that came instead, along with the taste of something coppery filling her mouth. No breath came either. She felt as if she was drowning and suffocating, and it wasn't long before she fell backwards, crumpling to the icy ground beneath her.

It was the sky that filled her vision then, now blurring and fading so she couldn't make out the pinpricks of stars above. Pale blues, now lacking in light and life settled upon the moon that grew darker and darker with every passing moment. Her mind wandered roads of bittersweet memories, clinging desperately to each and every one of them, but like everything else, they faded away...