Beginnings
There was entirely too much going on in her mind for her to sleep, or even rest comfortably in bed. Sighing quietly, she pushed herself up, shoving covers aside and off of herself. They felt scratchy and itched her skin, and smelled old; almost like mildew. She didn't mind though, not really. At the Sacrosanct everything was kept so clean, so flawless- so pristine. Few things in there had a perceptible scent. That, accompanied with the deafening silence she was subjected to day after day there got to her at times, made her feel as though it was chipping away at her sanity. To simply be without feeling, without having any senses stimulated, to be so alone and feel in the middle of nothing? The scent of mildew was almost a joy.
Bare feet quietly rested against the floorboards as she leaned over the bed to feel around for her boots. Grabbing those, she was quick about slipping them on, trying not to make too much noise and taking care with securing the second boot- just a little bigger than the first, so a little big on her oh so small foot. After that, she stood up, wincing when a floorboard beneath her creaked. She really was hoping to make an exit without drawing any attention to herself... It wouldn't do to get caught. Breath held in, she crossed the room quietly as she could, fingertips trailing along a table to keep herself from bumping into it. Arriving at the door, she stopped to reach out and grasp for her staff where she had left it before, but only managed to grab air.
"You shouldn't be leavin' on your own ya know."
Wincing as her cousin's voice broke the silence, she frowned a little at her words. "I.. I wasn't going to wander off or anything. I just wanted to step outside to get a little air." She lowered her gaze as she wrang her hands together. "...that's all."
She heard her cousin sigh lightly, a moment of silence filling the gap between that and her next words. "That's not exactly safe to be doin'... if ya wanted to get out of here you could have told me. I can walk you somewhere." Feeling her staff brush against her fingertips, she took it and held it close to herself, lightly wringing her hands against it. "But there's not much around here worth se- There's just not much around here."
She gripped at her staff a little tighter, frown growing. She didn't want to be walked anywhere, she just wanted a few moments to herself in this new place, to breathe in the air, to experience something new. Women at the age of twenty two shouldn't need escorting everywhere, not even her. She wasn't an invalid, as much as people wanted to treat her as such. "I was just going to step out Katarina... just for a few minutes... Please?"
"I wouldn't be doin' my job if I just let you wander wherever."
That stung. Her cousin wasn't even doing this out of genuine concern or love. It was a job. Duty. She was nothing more than an assignment- a burden to her. She would have argued the point more if she thought she stood a chance of winning, but her cousin was the stubborn type, so she was quick to acquiesce, hoping for a compromise. "Well.. you said you'd walk me somewhere, right? We could, um, go out somewhere then? I was talking to someone who stayed here about another inn somewhere. They said it doubles as a tavern too.. I think they said it was called Red Dragon...? Something like that... It sounded interesting. Could we go there?"
"I dunno..." She could hear the irritation brewing in her cousin's voice. "Ya really wanna go there? I mean, if people are staying here rather than there, I imagine that place is a worse junk hole than this place. We only got another week or so to stay here... ya can't just wait it out a little longer?"
She was growing a little angry, and try as she might to not let it show in her voice or on her face, she most likely failed. "Either we both go somewhere or I just go alone... you can't stay awake all hours of every day." Frowning, she straightened in her posture a little. "I just.. I can't stay here. Not in one spot all the time like this... they always make me do that at the Sacrosanct Katarina... I want to get out while I have the chance. I have to sneak around when I'm there and.. and it's just not fair." Blind eyes rose a little, towards where she heard her cousin shuffling about. She thought that maybe she, of all people, would understand, given her own personal circumstances.
It was a long moment then, the silence shared between them. She bit her lip, wanting to say something else, but she had already said it all hadn't she? Finally, she heard another sigh escape her cousin, lighter than the last. "Fine. We can go. Just not for too long, okay?"
Well, that perked her right up! In a rare moment she smiled widely, nodding somewhat excitedly "Okay, that's fair. Thank you Katarina..." The smile was quick to fade however, before she reached out for the doorknob, and once she took hold of it she gave it a twist and was quick to step out of their room. She continued onwards, down some stairs, careful to use the railing as a guide, and mentally counted the steps she memorized for the door leading out. She heard her cousin behind her stepping quickly to keep up, so she wasn't too worried about leaving her behind.
Once outside, she paused, leaning on her staff as eyes closed and she inhaled deeply. The scent of Rhydin wasn't at all like the scent of Veian. This time of year in Veian she could sometimes smell gardenias in the air if the breeze caught the gardens right, but not here. Here the air was a little.. dirtier? Nothing floral caught in the air, she did catch the light scent of something baking somewhere. Perhaps from a vendor somewhere. Delicious as it smelled though, it was bittersweet, since she knew it was likely something she couldn't consume without getting sick.
"We should probably be hurryin'." Her cousin's irritated and impatient tone was low. "Where's this place at anyways?"
Eyes opening, she turned to face her cousin's general direction, corners of her lips almost reaching up in a smile. "I think it's this way.." Quiet words were offered before she turned to her left and started down the street, staff kept ahead of her.
There was entirely too much going on in her mind for her to sleep, or even rest comfortably in bed. Sighing quietly, she pushed herself up, shoving covers aside and off of herself. They felt scratchy and itched her skin, and smelled old; almost like mildew. She didn't mind though, not really. At the Sacrosanct everything was kept so clean, so flawless- so pristine. Few things in there had a perceptible scent. That, accompanied with the deafening silence she was subjected to day after day there got to her at times, made her feel as though it was chipping away at her sanity. To simply be without feeling, without having any senses stimulated, to be so alone and feel in the middle of nothing? The scent of mildew was almost a joy.
Bare feet quietly rested against the floorboards as she leaned over the bed to feel around for her boots. Grabbing those, she was quick about slipping them on, trying not to make too much noise and taking care with securing the second boot- just a little bigger than the first, so a little big on her oh so small foot. After that, she stood up, wincing when a floorboard beneath her creaked. She really was hoping to make an exit without drawing any attention to herself... It wouldn't do to get caught. Breath held in, she crossed the room quietly as she could, fingertips trailing along a table to keep herself from bumping into it. Arriving at the door, she stopped to reach out and grasp for her staff where she had left it before, but only managed to grab air.
"You shouldn't be leavin' on your own ya know."
Wincing as her cousin's voice broke the silence, she frowned a little at her words. "I.. I wasn't going to wander off or anything. I just wanted to step outside to get a little air." She lowered her gaze as she wrang her hands together. "...that's all."
She heard her cousin sigh lightly, a moment of silence filling the gap between that and her next words. "That's not exactly safe to be doin'... if ya wanted to get out of here you could have told me. I can walk you somewhere." Feeling her staff brush against her fingertips, she took it and held it close to herself, lightly wringing her hands against it. "But there's not much around here worth se- There's just not much around here."
She gripped at her staff a little tighter, frown growing. She didn't want to be walked anywhere, she just wanted a few moments to herself in this new place, to breathe in the air, to experience something new. Women at the age of twenty two shouldn't need escorting everywhere, not even her. She wasn't an invalid, as much as people wanted to treat her as such. "I was just going to step out Katarina... just for a few minutes... Please?"
"I wouldn't be doin' my job if I just let you wander wherever."
That stung. Her cousin wasn't even doing this out of genuine concern or love. It was a job. Duty. She was nothing more than an assignment- a burden to her. She would have argued the point more if she thought she stood a chance of winning, but her cousin was the stubborn type, so she was quick to acquiesce, hoping for a compromise. "Well.. you said you'd walk me somewhere, right? We could, um, go out somewhere then? I was talking to someone who stayed here about another inn somewhere. They said it doubles as a tavern too.. I think they said it was called Red Dragon...? Something like that... It sounded interesting. Could we go there?"
"I dunno..." She could hear the irritation brewing in her cousin's voice. "Ya really wanna go there? I mean, if people are staying here rather than there, I imagine that place is a worse junk hole than this place. We only got another week or so to stay here... ya can't just wait it out a little longer?"
She was growing a little angry, and try as she might to not let it show in her voice or on her face, she most likely failed. "Either we both go somewhere or I just go alone... you can't stay awake all hours of every day." Frowning, she straightened in her posture a little. "I just.. I can't stay here. Not in one spot all the time like this... they always make me do that at the Sacrosanct Katarina... I want to get out while I have the chance. I have to sneak around when I'm there and.. and it's just not fair." Blind eyes rose a little, towards where she heard her cousin shuffling about. She thought that maybe she, of all people, would understand, given her own personal circumstances.
It was a long moment then, the silence shared between them. She bit her lip, wanting to say something else, but she had already said it all hadn't she? Finally, she heard another sigh escape her cousin, lighter than the last. "Fine. We can go. Just not for too long, okay?"
Well, that perked her right up! In a rare moment she smiled widely, nodding somewhat excitedly "Okay, that's fair. Thank you Katarina..." The smile was quick to fade however, before she reached out for the doorknob, and once she took hold of it she gave it a twist and was quick to step out of their room. She continued onwards, down some stairs, careful to use the railing as a guide, and mentally counted the steps she memorized for the door leading out. She heard her cousin behind her stepping quickly to keep up, so she wasn't too worried about leaving her behind.
Once outside, she paused, leaning on her staff as eyes closed and she inhaled deeply. The scent of Rhydin wasn't at all like the scent of Veian. This time of year in Veian she could sometimes smell gardenias in the air if the breeze caught the gardens right, but not here. Here the air was a little.. dirtier? Nothing floral caught in the air, she did catch the light scent of something baking somewhere. Perhaps from a vendor somewhere. Delicious as it smelled though, it was bittersweet, since she knew it was likely something she couldn't consume without getting sick.
"We should probably be hurryin'." Her cousin's irritated and impatient tone was low. "Where's this place at anyways?"
Eyes opening, she turned to face her cousin's general direction, corners of her lips almost reaching up in a smile. "I think it's this way.." Quiet words were offered before she turned to her left and started down the street, staff kept ahead of her.