Ali was on the back deck painting a small wooden structure?a chicken coop, to be precise?when he heard the peremptory rapping wend its way through the apartment and the open back door to where he knelt. He was neither expecting nor prepared for company: he was dappled with two shades of blue, from his hair to his battered sneakers, and the coop was only halfway done. But he couldn?t very well ignore it, as it might have been Fio or Salvador or any one of a half-dozen other people he needed to talk to. Dropping the brush into the tray and cutting the outside light, he rambled inside. The sight of Lucien Mallorek on the other side of the front door was something of a surprise. The barrister had Fio?s cello case propped against him; his arms were folded, and he was looking through a window in the walk-up?s hallway out to the glaring thirty-foot Eye of her Studio, less than a block away. His lips were compressed into a thin line.
Right. The cello. But...?I...thought you were going to have it delivered? Not that I'm complaining, mind you. Will you come in??
The barrister offered Ali a nod of his head and hoisted the cello case. As he marched across the threshold, he said, ?I wanted to take care of this personally.?
?I see.? That didn?t sound promising. Feeling very suddenly as if he were on trial, he nudged the door shut behind Mallorek.
Mallorek let his gaze drift over the building interior. The front room itself was well-designed, with blond wood floors and fixtures, a steel-framed picture window, a massive slab of a coffee table, and a screen hung so that it seemed to float away from one wall. There was a big mahogany leather couch against the far wall, a matching chair turned to face it. Despite the beauty of the design, the room looked unfinished. There was no sign, as yet, that Ali had had a chance to in; it could have been any unoccupied penthouse. At the sound of the door closing, he turned crisply to face Ali. ?Where should I leave this??
?Just...pick a corner, I suppose. I'll go get her stand and chair from the Studio tomorrow morning.? He waved a vague hand, still bemused by Mallorek?s sudden appearance. ?Would you like something to drink? I've coffee and bourbon, but not much else, I'm afraid.?
The barrister took another look around the front room, then chose to set the cello case against one corner of the room, away from the window. ?Bourbon is fine, thank you.?
Ali nodded, passed a little too close to the screen in the process of crossing the room. It turned itself on and began to project the image of a Buster Keaton short film. ?All right. Do you have a few minutes?? He ambled off down a hallway, taking his time about it to try to marshal his thoughts. This was worrisome, but it was also an opportunity. Mallorek was one of the first people he needed to speak to regarding Fio and her murky past. He founds glasses, realized he couldn?t recall whether the barrister took his alcohol with ice or without. So. One of each, and he?d take the other.
From the front room came Mallorek?s raised voice. ?Yes, I've a few moments. Interesting place you have here.?
?It's on loan from Sinjin,? Ali replied, pitching his own voice a little louder to be heard. He splashed copious amounts of bourbon into each glass. ?I hadn't any place to stay after...after Gem died.? When he returned to the front room, the other man was looking out the front window into the street, hands in his pockets.
?You have my condolences,? Mallorek said more quietly, and turned to face him.
?Thank you,? Ali said, not giving the man anything more than a polite gratitude. He held up the two tumblers of imported Kentucky small-batch reserve, one on the rocks, one neat, and quirked a brow. ?Preference??
?I prefer it neat,? Mallorek said coolly. The Eye glared at the pair of them, lit fitfully by a stuttering streetlight.
Ali passed the right-hand glass over, looked down at his clothes, and opted not to fling himself on the couch just yet. Sinjin would murder him for getting paint on it. ?You probably gathered that Fio's spent a lot of time with me lately,? he began cautiously, then could have kicked himself. The cello?s delivery alone could have told him that, on an instant's reflection.
Mallorek accepted the drink with a nod, remaining on his feet. ?Yes, I gathered as much.?
?She's been as honest and forthright with me as she's capable of being right now, I think. But it's left a lot unsaid.? Ali chose his words very carefully, hoping he was being passably smooth about it. Then again, Lucky the Lawyer ferreted out lies for a living??You're her lawyer and her friend.?
Mallorek took a sip from his glass, listening to Ali lay out his opening statement, as it were. He did not so much as blink his pale blue wolf?s eyes as he listened, though he did nod a brief encouragement to continue.
?I want to help her, protect her.? Ali considered the other man, very briefly admired his ability to play his cards so close to his chest, and went on. ?I'd like to ask you to help me fill in the gaps in what I know, regarding Fio and her past, so that I can better protect her, gain a greater understanding. I recognize that you're bound by friendship and confidentiality. But...anything you can do.?
The other man?s brows knit into a pensive furrow and his lips pressed into that forbiddingly thin line again. ?You will forgive me my skepticism of your intentions. Even beyond my responsibilities as her attorney, is my responsibility as her friend. I've seen more than one person offer to protect her and hurt her in the end.?
Oh, that was promising. Ali settled gingerly onto an arm of the couch. ?Given her past, that's reasonable.? He swallowed a mouthful of the bourbon, then glanced past Mallorek to watch one of the moons flirt with the idea of setting over the WestEnd. ?Is there some assurance I could provide??
Mallorek took another, deliberate drink before responding with another question. ?What has she told you so far??
Ali sucked in a deep breath and resisted the urge to yell at the man, I painted her bloody toenails this morning! Looked at completely objectively, this blatant mistrust and protectiveness made sense. He would absolutely want to do the same thing, if he were in Mallorek?s place. It was just difficult to be objective about much of anything right now. So, he opted to try Bombing Run Number One. ?I know that Flea is still alive,? he said as calmly as he was able.
The barrister held the glass at his side, finger tapping the lip of it absently. The revelation that he knew that Fio?s daughter lived when nearly everyone believed her dead earned him a hard assessing look from the other man, but no response.
Ali folded an arm across his chest, braced his elbow on it, sipped from the glass in hand, and looked right back. ?I've met every one of her but the one they call the Prisoner, I think. I know that Michael was a priest of this Nexus church, and that he wanted her to give up her children and go away to marry him. I know that she made him into a vampire. She is afraid, and I think she has reason to be, that Michael's been?enhanced. As she was. Which prompts this question to you, sir: Do you know for a certainty that Antony LeVey is dead??
The man took another good swallow of bourbon as Ali recounted what he had learned. At the last, he shook his head. ?I don't know if Haze is dead for good, but I haven't seen nor heard of the man in years.?
?Who lives in Grimm LeVey's mansion now??
?I don't know.? The barrister seemed to answer honestly. ?Tara would probably be the only one around Rhydin to know that anymore.?
?Fio told me that Tara inherited it, to Antony's?dismay?and that it was next door to Helston House. But she didn't tell me who lives there now, if anyone does.? He measured the level of the bourbon in Mallorek?s glass with a glance. Half full yet. Damnation. It was so much easier to ask questions of a drunk.
?I wouldn't be surprised if Tara uses it to house her miniature war machines and other toys,? Mallorek said.
Ali nodded, frowned off at the moonlit gloom past the window for a small space. Then he asked, ?She told me that her other selves have not always been with her, but could not tell me when they came to be. Can you??
That prompted the barrister to start to pace across the room, clearly weighing how much trust he was willing to give. ?I can't be sure, but I'd say sometime after Fio died...the first time.? His jaw tightened, and the last was muttered through gritted teeth. There was a longer silence afterward, with nothing more offered.
The pause finally drove Ali to show his exasperation. ?Lucien...look at me.? He spread his arms, showing off clothing ruined by splotches of paint. As the barrister turned to face him, hands clasped behind his back, Ali said, ?I am painting blue stars on a chicken coop, for a chicken that I spent four hours researching and ordering, because Missie announced that she wanted one. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to paint blue stars on a chicken coop and have them come out evenly??
?Do you have any idea how f**king absurd it is to attend your friend's funeral because she was ordered to die? Ordered by her own family, no less?? the barrister retorted, his face twisting into a wolf?s snarl.
That took him aback. ?No. I don't.? He hadn?t expected this kind of outburst, not after Mallorek?s previous careful control, but he couldn?t back down. His need to understand was too necessary. His expression hardened, skin tightening around his eyes, lips thinning. ?Why don't you tell me??
?How do I know that you won't fail her either? What makes you any different than the whole lot of them?? Mallorek swept one arm out, encompassing who knew how many people in Fio?s past.
?You know, I could tell you I'm a harder class of bastard than the rest, but you've heard that before, haven't you?? The barrister laughed humorlessly at that, shaking his head. The laughter was short-lived, fading to a sigh and a nod as Ali continued, ?I could promise you that I?m not going anywhere, but you?ve probably got a list of those, too.?
The bourbon burned going down; Ali appreciated that, for just a second. It brought a hiss to his voice. ?I could admit that I'm perilous close to falling in love with her, but I suppose she's had a trail of suitors a mile long, this Michael first among them. In the end, you'll just have to trust me. Or don't, and I'll go on as I've been doing, and there's the bloody door.?
The other man took another drink of bourbon, shaking his head again, evidently delaying his departure to satisfy his own need to understand. ?Did Fio tell you about Flea? Or did you learn that from Skid, or someone else??
At the barrister's question, Ali shook his own head. ?Fio didn't tell me. The Commander did.? The Commander, the defender, the one who was supposed to protect Fio?s multiplicity of selves. He hoped it meant something to Mallorek. Cutting a look down at his own glass, he realized he?d been hitting it a touch hard, which couldn?t possibly be helping matters.
?Why? Why did she tell you?? Who are you to deserve this, you little punk? came the clear implication.
?Because she trusts me. It really is that difficult to believe, isn't it? All these stories she's told me, it's just lies and betrayal and abuse, over and over again. No one had ever given her a bloody backrub before. When I offered, she thought I wanted to f**k her.? Ali dragged a frustrated hand through his overlong hair, wondered whether that echoed in the room as loudly as it had in his head. ?She's branded?? No. That was too far. He cut himself off, rose, and stalked limping off into the kitchen. If he were going to act a fool, he might as well get drunk while he was doing it.
He returned with the bottle, refilled his glass. The bottle of bourbon clattered against the tabletop as he set it aside. Somewhere nearby, the Rave thumped and purred to itself; on the screen, Old Stone Face narrowly avoided being crushed flat by the front of a badly built house. He fought to recover his composure.
The barrister regarded him silently, drinking from his glass, thinking who knew what thoughts, before asking him, ?What would you have me tell you??
?You said that her family ordered her to die.? Where could he possibly go from there? What did he need to know? How many questions did he have left before Mallorek shut down?
?Yes, they did.? The barrister?s answer was carried on an edged tone. The pale blue eyes closed briefly as he sought to recall a years-distant past. ?Haze was creating trouble for the family. Trying to pick them off one by one. Perish ordered Fio to die to try and stop things from getting worse.?
?Fio was married to him at that point??
Mallorek took up his pacing once more. ?No. She had already filed for divorce. I filed the papers myself. Haze swore he wasn't going to lose his sons to her.? He drained his glass of its contents. ?Fio agreed to...'go'...so long as her children would be kept safe and away from Anthony. Flea remained safe with family. Haze got the boys back.?
?How??
Another shake of Mallorek?s head. ?I can't be sure, but I think Perish let him have the boys. I drew up the papers, but what happened afterwards...? he shrugged in a frustration of his own, and continued, ?Fio knew she was going to die. Less than three months after her divorce was finalized, she had me draw up her will.? He walked over to Ali?s bottle and decanted himself a fresh measure of it.
Perish told her to die. Ali made a connection to something he?d copied down from the Studio wall: Do you know how many times I've seen Lars die? Held his lifeless body? Not again, Fionna Helston. You brought this to our door. Now you are family, and you are going to f**king act like it and do as you?re told. ?Lars was dead then too, wasn't he,? he said.
?Yes.?
He drew another connection, then: We've pretty much given up on hope. It isn't effective. ?Perish would have done anything for Lars, wouldn't she. They were both demons. She would have counted it a bargain to have him back, one vampire and two children. Fionna knew that.?
The other man set the bottle back down onto the table and paced back to the window. The Eye bored into him as he sipped, answered, ?At that time, yes. Perish would have razed all of Rhydin for Lars.?
Ali looked over at the screen, failed to see that it had blacked out into the space between shows. ?How did she...die??
?I'm not sure. I just remember the f**king funeral.?
?Tell me.? A beat. ?Please.?
?About the funeral?? The barrister turned an almost incredulous look upon Ali.
?Yes.? The look was wasted upon him; he was scowling ferociously down at the glass in his hands.
The barrister?s tone cued him to the thinness of the ice underfoot, though, when he gritted out, ?It was a Helston funeral. They had her?? He drew a deep breath, pale eyes narrowed to slits; and after a pause reiterated in a more controlled tone, ??it was a Helston funeral.? That seemed to be the only explanation needed, according to Mallorek.
Ali looked up, watched the lines slowly smoothing out on the other man's face. Outside the moon had finally set, and the paint in the forgotten tray dried to uselessness. ?All right,? he said finally, subdued. ?I'm sorry. What...how was she brought back to life? Can you tell me that??
Mallorek ran his free hand over his bearded chin. ?Shortly after she died...there was...? His brow furrowed, ?a few of Haze's lackeys...who tried to resurrect her without his knowledge. But it failed. In the end, Fio returned after she served her...'sentence.?? He offered nothing more.
Ali leaned forward in the chair, his elbows propped on his blue-streaked jeans, the melting ice in the glass spinning as it was rolled between his palms. He was silent for perhaps a minute, his gaze skipping across the room to touch on the screen, the barrister, the view out the window. None of them had any answers for him, blast it. ?One more thing,? he said at the end of that minute. ?And I'll give you peace.?
Mallorek nodded, turned away from the window where he had evidently been having another staring contest with the Eye.
?When I first introduced myself to Grace, I gave her my full name. It shocked and horrified her. She admitted to me that it was her belief that she is as she is because someone got hold of her name. Do you know anything about that, at all??
Mallorek frowned thoughtfully, as if he was searching back into his memory for something. ?I can't imagine how. Everything she signed and all public records were sealed. And as it was, it was signed as she was known.?
?Thank you,? Ali said and pushed to his feet. Limping across the room, he added, ?I?m going to have to talk to Tara.? Which was going to be a bloody laugh riot all on its own, given how little they cared for one another. He swapped the glass from right hand to left, swiped the condensation off on the hip of his jeans, and offered that hand to the other man.
Mallorek set his glass aside, took the offered hand and gave it a firm shake. ?I am trusting you to be true to your word. I will not see Fio hurt again by someone she trusts,? he said in his cool, calm voice.
?I fully expect you to nail me to the wall in that case, Master Mallorek. But it won't happen.? He held the door for the man.
His only reply to Ali?s assurance was a single nod. ?Let me know when Missie is ready for her chicken. I'll have it delivered.?
?Later this week. We wouldn't want them to expire from the paint fumes.?