Acting Out
16 Years Old
"Do you understand why you're in here, Brady?"
Frankly, the guidance counselor at his school was a bitch. At least to Brady Beckett, she was. Nobody understood why he thought so, either. He always got the same response when he spoke his mind about Ms. Hamilton. She is not! She's so sweet and nice.
No, she wasn't. She was fake. They were all fake. Ms. Hamilton and every guidance counselor he'd seen before her. They plastered on cheap smiles and used that obnoxious baby talking that was meant to soothe but only pissed him off. He didn't believe them, any of them. But that concern never met their eyes. They didn't want to know what was wrong, they didn't want to hear any sob story, they just wanted another paycheck.
That question always made him snort a laugh, had him looking away and rolling his eyes. Dragging them back to her, they narrowed. "Are you asking me if I understand, or are you trying to figure out if I'm stupid?" His brows lifted, his tone snarky as his arms crossed over his chest. "Obviously, I know why I'm fucking here."
"Brady.." She tilted her head, giving him a condescending look. "We don't use that language in here." Chastizing. He hated that.
"Why not?" Leaning up from his slouched position in those uncomfortable chairs. They were another lie. This room was supposed to make you feel safe, comfortable. It just made him feel claustrophobic, closed off. "You say we're supposed to open up, tell you how we feel. Well I fucking feel like swearing." His tone was harsh, mean. He wasn't a fake, he didn't pretend to smile or play nice when he didn't like you. He was blunt, honest. People didn't like that about him.
"Yes, but it's inappropriate," her fake smile was wearing thin, her lips pressing together as it was getting more and more difficult to keep it in place. She tried to take another approach, her head tilting as she plastered on that false concern. Her tone low, she tried to talk to him.
"Why are you so angry?.."
Interupted. "Because you keep asking stupid fucking questions."
"You don't need to be."
"Fuck you I don't."
"Can't we be civil here?"
"Depends on you."
"Brady.. there's no one here but us. You don't have to put on the Tough Guy act."
That was all he needed to hear. The moment she claimed it was all an act, that she was downplaying him. He decided to prove her differently. Those brows lifted, staring at her as the muscles in his jaw ticked and twitched. Pressing his lips tight together, he turned his head to look away from her, nodding along as if he seemed about ready to open up.
Instead, he jolted up from his chair and grabbed the curved arms, lifting it over his head. She yelped, leaping out of the way but he wasn't aiming it at her. Instead, it crashed through the large window behind her desk, sending shards of glass flying everywhere, the chair bouncing into the shrubbery outside.
Breathing heavily, he looked down to where she was crouched on the ground with her arms covering her head, staring at him like he was a hopeless cause.
"How's that for a fucking act?" He turned on a heel and stormed out of the office, down the hall and straight out of the building, ignoring the calls of his name and the threats to call the cops.
16 Years Old
"Do you understand why you're in here, Brady?"
Frankly, the guidance counselor at his school was a bitch. At least to Brady Beckett, she was. Nobody understood why he thought so, either. He always got the same response when he spoke his mind about Ms. Hamilton. She is not! She's so sweet and nice.
No, she wasn't. She was fake. They were all fake. Ms. Hamilton and every guidance counselor he'd seen before her. They plastered on cheap smiles and used that obnoxious baby talking that was meant to soothe but only pissed him off. He didn't believe them, any of them. But that concern never met their eyes. They didn't want to know what was wrong, they didn't want to hear any sob story, they just wanted another paycheck.
That question always made him snort a laugh, had him looking away and rolling his eyes. Dragging them back to her, they narrowed. "Are you asking me if I understand, or are you trying to figure out if I'm stupid?" His brows lifted, his tone snarky as his arms crossed over his chest. "Obviously, I know why I'm fucking here."
"Brady.." She tilted her head, giving him a condescending look. "We don't use that language in here." Chastizing. He hated that.
"Why not?" Leaning up from his slouched position in those uncomfortable chairs. They were another lie. This room was supposed to make you feel safe, comfortable. It just made him feel claustrophobic, closed off. "You say we're supposed to open up, tell you how we feel. Well I fucking feel like swearing." His tone was harsh, mean. He wasn't a fake, he didn't pretend to smile or play nice when he didn't like you. He was blunt, honest. People didn't like that about him.
"Yes, but it's inappropriate," her fake smile was wearing thin, her lips pressing together as it was getting more and more difficult to keep it in place. She tried to take another approach, her head tilting as she plastered on that false concern. Her tone low, she tried to talk to him.
"Why are you so angry?.."
Interupted. "Because you keep asking stupid fucking questions."
"You don't need to be."
"Fuck you I don't."
"Can't we be civil here?"
"Depends on you."
"Brady.. there's no one here but us. You don't have to put on the Tough Guy act."
That was all he needed to hear. The moment she claimed it was all an act, that she was downplaying him. He decided to prove her differently. Those brows lifted, staring at her as the muscles in his jaw ticked and twitched. Pressing his lips tight together, he turned his head to look away from her, nodding along as if he seemed about ready to open up.
Instead, he jolted up from his chair and grabbed the curved arms, lifting it over his head. She yelped, leaping out of the way but he wasn't aiming it at her. Instead, it crashed through the large window behind her desk, sending shards of glass flying everywhere, the chair bouncing into the shrubbery outside.
Breathing heavily, he looked down to where she was crouched on the ground with her arms covering her head, staring at him like he was a hopeless cause.
"How's that for a fucking act?" He turned on a heel and stormed out of the office, down the hall and straight out of the building, ignoring the calls of his name and the threats to call the cops.