I was a fool to believe in you
A sucker for every line
I'm a little less blind
Than I was before.
I can see right through your design.
- If Looks Could Kill
There were certain things to trigger Imogen?s moods. The shift of her demeanor that were anything but subtle. Things to turn her smile into immediate darkness, snuffing out the light in her eyes and shut her down faster than a power switch.
Church bells. The words ?I love you?. Couples that were still in their honeymoon phase and were sweet enough to leave a bitter taste on her tongue. Nice guys.
The list went on.
Standing at the foot of the bed, staring at crumpled sheets from the night before. Her drunken stupor that had left her head dangling off the edge of the bed that morning, sans the hangover. It was the only blissful part of the creature side of her. Her seeming inability to get that crippling hangover no matter how much she drank, it almost made up for her inability to look someone in the eyes without dangerous repercussions. Almost.
Standing in no more than the black lace undergarments from the night before, the bottle clutched in her palm was brought to her lips as her imagination got away from her. She wasn?t staring at the bed in Rhy?Din?s motel, she was staring at the bed back home. His screams as she?d turned the pain on him that she?d felt in that moment. His betrayal brewed in her alcohol soaked belly in the present, twisting it and coiling it like the writhing of snakes. Remorse mixed with bitter relief, it was tainted with sorrow and longing.
Mascara clumped lashes veiled her eyes when they closed, the bottle seemingly glued to her hand in a vice-like grip as she swallowed hard against the lump that was stuck in her throat. I hate what you?ve turned me into. Her eyes opened to see the motel room once more, her lips drawn into a thin line as she turned away from the bed. Her bare feet padding toward the bathroom to wash the stench of stale liquor and sweat from her body. She only wished there were enough soap to wash away her memories.
A sucker for every line
I'm a little less blind
Than I was before.
I can see right through your design.
- If Looks Could Kill
There were certain things to trigger Imogen?s moods. The shift of her demeanor that were anything but subtle. Things to turn her smile into immediate darkness, snuffing out the light in her eyes and shut her down faster than a power switch.
Church bells. The words ?I love you?. Couples that were still in their honeymoon phase and were sweet enough to leave a bitter taste on her tongue. Nice guys.
The list went on.
Standing at the foot of the bed, staring at crumpled sheets from the night before. Her drunken stupor that had left her head dangling off the edge of the bed that morning, sans the hangover. It was the only blissful part of the creature side of her. Her seeming inability to get that crippling hangover no matter how much she drank, it almost made up for her inability to look someone in the eyes without dangerous repercussions. Almost.
Standing in no more than the black lace undergarments from the night before, the bottle clutched in her palm was brought to her lips as her imagination got away from her. She wasn?t staring at the bed in Rhy?Din?s motel, she was staring at the bed back home. His screams as she?d turned the pain on him that she?d felt in that moment. His betrayal brewed in her alcohol soaked belly in the present, twisting it and coiling it like the writhing of snakes. Remorse mixed with bitter relief, it was tainted with sorrow and longing.
Mascara clumped lashes veiled her eyes when they closed, the bottle seemingly glued to her hand in a vice-like grip as she swallowed hard against the lump that was stuck in her throat. I hate what you?ve turned me into. Her eyes opened to see the motel room once more, her lips drawn into a thin line as she turned away from the bed. Her bare feet padding toward the bathroom to wash the stench of stale liquor and sweat from her body. She only wished there were enough soap to wash away her memories.