((OOC Note: This is a companion thread to The Road to Immortality, which details Anyanka's voyage to her homeland to appeal to her goddess for a blessing with which to grant Victor eternal life.
The prologue follows the events of For The Children (still unfinished - I'm working on it), and afterward the thread shall focus on Victor during the time Anya is away.
Mature content warning due to explicit language, drug use, mild sexual content and extreme violence.))
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Prologue: Parting Is Such Bitter Sorrow
-Adapted from live play, May 28, 2010.
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Victor landed gracefully outside the theater, pressing a soft kiss to Anya's lips before setting her to her feet. He'd arranged something special tonight; the place would be completely empty for he and his Nischa. The promise of a sizable 'donation' to the Count and his establishment had ensured that. The seraph himself had Veego's keys. "No disturbances, no interruptions, you have my most solemn word!" The fat man had assured him more than once.
Perfect.
The door opened and revealed his 'preparations' - the bed used by the models during the photo shoots was remade with fine silk, covered with rose petals that led in a trail to the door. Studio lights had been replaced with hundreds of candles, along every wall and fixture. The only other furniture in the room was a chaise that resembled a favorite piece back home, and a small table bearing two glasses and a bottle of rare absinthe, her 'green fairy'.
Anyanka had been restless for the past few nights, but this night especially. Earlier in the day she'd retreated to the small pool in her back garden, for it was ever her sanctuary, be the moon full or empty. There was much to think about with all the small cluster of events taking up her time before the big leave... Organizing so many unknown schedules, balancing her time between the theater, Cerre*, Victor, and the models themselves. The siren was a very busy creature, but in truth, she'd have it no other way. It kept her mind from straying and weaving off of her lover's anxiety about the long, but easy trip coming up.
He feared her kinswomen, she did not; he feared for her life, she feared for theirs; he feared hazard chance, Anya feared nothing. Above all these fears, it was Victor's eyes, both of them, that shook her the deepest. It was why she so readily gave herself to his touch so much more often each day; the reason why she bent and bowed and arced to every single touch; he feared it his last, and in her passion, feeling his wanting, how could she deny him? His breath was hers, his heartbeat a candy in her throat, his heart a beat beside her own... Blinking back from her thoughts, the siren took a slow, appreciative look about the sumptuous spread her Vischa had set for them... For her.
"Мой, мой, мой... Смотрите, что мой сделал для меня?"+ Her purr was something velveteen and alive all it's own, sinking slowly and taking shape the second it left her mouth. Were it any thicker and deeper, it might have reached out to breeze along his spine; a touch that would surely send shivers through and through.
A mirrored eye** stared into her, slow fingertips threading through her hair. "I wanted tonight to be special, love." Only a night stood between this moment and her departure, and while Anya's confidence was supreme, doubt scratched and clawed at every corner of his mind. Tonight he would force it away and drown himself in her. "If for nothing else, than to give you pleasant dreams while you're away."
"With the vision I take behind my lids each night, sweet angel, I've an eternity of fair dreams in my future... One moment near a year past of you was enough to bring us here to this day." She took her time with each word, laying her breath around each syllable in a manner he might find dauntingly similar to her limbs tended to curl about him during their sleep. As she spoke, Anya walked; a hand rose to touch along his fingertips, meeting them halfway through the cayenne curtain of her hair he so loved to stroke. Lacing her slimmer fingers about his, she took him by the hand, meandering softly, stealing a path through the half flickered world of light and shadows.
Seemed she was playful and philosophical tonight; then again, that wasn't much different from every night. Perhaps it was a side effect of eternity? Or merely a manner of her kind? Given Cerre's oddity... Perhaps it was merely a siren thing. "... and if one moment in passing lead to this. How far, do you imagine, our time until now could take us?" The answer was simple, and the point of her journey. Eternity. Forever and together.
Victor had indeed grown more and more versed in Anya, the language***, as their connection grew. "I know, love. That's why I won't try to stop you any more... but it's never too late to change your mind about taking me with you." Then again, perhaps it was, and that would explain why he asked without much conviction. Once her mind was made up about something...
Slowly, he stroked the hand that held his, much the same as he'd run those same fingers through her hair - almost tentative and hesitant, as if it was their first night all over again. It was not born from fear, but from restraint. The moon was full and calling, and her body so warm and close. It was an effort to keep back the growing hunger, and it was too important that he take his time.
"Aaah, I'm afraid even my own superstition runs deep at the core, my Vischa. Not even I would allow a man to step foot where I dare go... The sea is a cruel mistress, but she cannot harm whom she gave life to. Their consorts, however? Why, who do you think taught us first and foremost how to use them?" Would it be any surprise to someone with a keen ear for the notions of gods and goddesses to imagine the realm of the deepest oceans on a planet to be ruled by a female deity? Not at all... Given the violent way it rolls and roils, and how harsh a sway the moon holds over it's ebb and flow, and in Anyanka's case with her kinswomen, the way it swallows men whole and leaves nothing but bones. As they moved, and she lent her free hand to the mundane task of fixing those two glasses on the table with a belly full of green, Anya cooed quietly, her shoulders rolling as the mass of the room's scents filtered through her every pore; wormwood, licorice, roses, fresh silk, warm wax, Victor...
As her eyes turned and spilled their crystal water across the scene once more, the siren smiled slowly, and it displayed every sharp tooth too. She could see the scents, their miasma ever so fine as it was enveloping. It was really only with her sight restored that the elder creature began to understand just how much she'd been missing. Turning once more, her gaze filled with the seraph's face; a face she'd long known, even before the return of her eyesight. "... No my sweet, silly angel. I prefer you here, watching my charge when I cannot, and trusting me now more than ever. Without your trust..." Her voice left it hanging there, pregnant and almost solemn. Without your trust, I've no reason to even go.
"I trust you." An absolute truth. ...but I trust little else...and I trust none of your kin. Especially not when it came to her. She was already branded and cast out, and now she returned to their nest... Stop. He dismissed the thought then by force, because he must. Not this again, not our last night. Instead he took up a glass and tapped it softly to hers. "...and I will spend the eternity you find for me showing you just how much."
"Why wait so long? That is... Unless you meant you wanted me to leave now?" Ever the tempter, and leaving her Victor to call the bluff, Anyanka moved and lifted one of the glasses, tipping it to her lips as the hand still wound with his began to unwind and fall at her side. Up and down. Somehow such a motion was crass with anyone else, but with Anya, it was a degree of speed stuck somewhere between suspended and slow, versus seamless and swift. Running the edge of her tongue along her bottom lip, the siren let one of those razor teeth come out to press; flashing her lover a serpent's smile as she moved, taking a liquid step back and around him, towards the door they'd just entered.
"Oh no, you don't." Teleportation was a skill he rarely used, but suddenly he stood between Anya and the door, his arms slipping around her waist seemingly out of nowhere. "I have pictures to take... and I didn't cover that bed with roses to spend the night without you in it." Lips found the side of her neck then, lips brushing as he whispered, "...tonight... you are mine."
There was something about the seraph could always say without a single pause to his voice; the siren knew when to speak and when to remain silent. It was a type of silence one might call wise and prudent, for she gave thought to each and every word or gesture as well as it's impact on the future, before she laid an expression. Feeling her husband 's presence suddenly so warm and near, Anyanka could say nothing; she merely smirked. His breath was a wonderful sword though, and unfortunately for the siren, she had a poor shield when certain words of her own design were used against her. Turning, she met his lips breath for breath, keeping all but a hair's width from his, her teeth still half bare and curled in a tempter's smile. "... does the angel mean to show his demon why she crusades against her god?" Came at long last her quiet, rumbling tone.
"He does," he smiled, and presed a kiss to those lovely lips. As to emphasize her words, he purposefully licked the points of all those razor teeth before withdrawing once again. "But first, there is something we must do... for the children..." A grin as sinister as any she'd ever given him took over then, and he shot down the glass in his hand all at once. This time he hardly even winced - it seemed this too was something that had grown on him. It didn't seem so long ago that he eyed it with repulsion, and he could quite clearly remember the words, weird green sh*t.
Even after released from the kiss, Anya seemed unwilling do go just yet. A hand had rose and claimed the back of his neck, hanging their without pulling, it's fingers stroking and dipping down to caress the nape of his neck. "Ah yes, the children... Well then, we all must do our part, hm?" Moving in for another kiss, the siren swallowed down a small sound just as her lips claimed his own, no doubt leaving a soft vibration there for him to feel as she stole what drops were left of his drink lingering on the back of his tongue. Slowly but surely, Anya managed to curb her need to crawl into his mouth and backed away one fluid, slippery step at a time. Her shoes were gone; when had that happened? Now her fingers were moving, and the button's along her blouse lost their life one at a time with little more than a flick of her sharp nails to the threads that held them in place. The siren never did have the greatest respect for clothing.
"Mmm... the one thing better than tearing your clothes off... is watching you do it." Victor grinned, his eye already recording, but then again, she'd be quite used to that. Within that eye was months of her in every state of dress and undress imaginable, from the moments he'd watched her sleep to a simple walk through the streets. They kept him company during the times they were separated, and he would rely on that even more in the coming days. "This will be so easy..."
"Will it now? Indulge me..." Her voice began to dip as it tended to when she meant to lull him deeper than he already was; a scary notion, considering she knew just how deeply his self-enchanted state with her went. She could feel it, and in turn, for better or worse, she reflected it. Every motion she made was for him. Every stroke of her fingers, every flick of her nails to the threads along her clothes, every stroke of tepid tips to the satin smooth stretch of her newly exposed skin; all for him, all with his reflection silvery and strong in the wide, deep cool of her eyes. "... tell me what the camera sees." Tell me why you love me... And there went her blouse; soon her fingers fell to trace the edge of her skirt, teasing the button with a slide of her thumb as if she meant it to sweat in the face of it's doom so near and impending.
Victor was taken in completely by her tone, by her every move, following her fingertips with his mirrored eye, admiring every last inch. "It sees..." Words were always difficult for him when it came to letting her know what she truly meant to him. The connection that had formed between them was a blessing beyond all in this regard, as he knew she would always feel it... and she certainly would now. The emotion pouring from him was a great, all-encompassing flood, like the one he'd read about in the book of some strange cult, of a man named Noah building a ship to house the creatures of some distant world. "It sees the most lovely creature ever given flesh," he spoke slowly, entranced. "A graceful, divine, loving woman, with a mind most could never so much as comprehend." A step closer he came... "A body of perfection, drawn from the liquid breath of nothing less than a goddess." ...then another... "One who reached inside a man who had lost everything, and gave him more than he could ever have wished for." ...then another... "I see my life... my world... my everything."
"My Nischa. My goddess."
If anyone could stand the wash of such emotions, it was Anya. In a world composed of endless to and fro waves between the masses, the siren stood a firm, wood plank in the face of it all; an infallible edge that stood, that divided, and never compromised. Her loyalty was fierce, her love deep, and her devotion all the deeper. "... Don't." But suddenly she found her throat thick, and though her aloof, confident expression remained, there was a light in her eyes and a weight in her tone that alluded to just how deeply the seraph's words struck. Then more so, how his need struck. Even the strongest, though they never quite break, learn to bend fiercely; only for Victor would she bend, ever for the seraph, his siren would creak.
"Don't stop..." His words or his closeness? Both no doubt. It wasn't often such a creature found themselves beholden to another's voice. Finding that it was much more difficult to speak than she felt comfortable with, Anyanka let her loss of patience effect the otherwise tantalizing speed of her stripping; the skirt was gone. Now she was nothing but a vision in black cotton lace, and it was only a few comely string ties that held her world from the rest of his. When had her knees hit the back of that bed? She couldn't rightly say, but she let her legs fold, and her body settle to the silk and petals beneath.
His slow steps didn't pause in the slightest. "You are the beat of my heart... the fire in my blood... and the light in my eyes." Kneeling before the bed, his hands rested softly on her thighs. "My first vision each morning when I wake, and the last that paints itself inside my lids when I fall asleep." His touch was gentle, reverent, sliding up to the curve of her hips, and upward. "You are my life."
Victor's eyes never moved, never so much as blinked as he spoke, holding her stare throughout. "Words will never be enough." He then released something he'd been saving, building, perfecting. It would not last long, but for a few short moments he opened himself completely, using the connection as he never had before, allowing her a true and absolute glimpse into his mind and heart. All she would see was herself, surrounded by a warm, radiant light. Memories of the past and dreams of the future surrounded them, and she was the center of every one. The rest of the world that they traveled - the city streets, the open fields, the sky and stars - was empty. Nothing else mattered.
"Мой..." His fingers to her thighs sent lightning through her blood, his eyes on hers shot bolts of fire like no other through her veins, his voice held her captive like some poor soul lost in one of her kinswomen's voices; all else was a void in which the black revolved around his shining sweetness. Anyanka shifted, her skin alive with a trembling shiver as his visions stole the very air from her lungs; with her throat so suddenly tight, her eyes widened, and the lamp-like shine of silver flickered back; the spell was broken in a moment, then back the next.
"...Victor." The sheer power was enough to steal her away, but Victor was her anchor, her river in which to find comfort when all else seemed naught worth a second glance. She'd been in a state of stagnation until she'd found Victor, and it was only now that she saw this; he'd breathed new life into her just as she had he. "Мой Vischa..." The thought alone was beyond words, as he said, and it was then she decided to embrace the need for the realm beyond. Unsteady hands found his arms, and their palms rode a crooked line up, up, up until they found his cheeks, his hair, the frame of his eyes. "... make love to me."
His clothes were ripped away in mere seconds, but he would do no such thing with his goddess. Rising to take her into his arms, he brought her with him the rest of the way onto the bed, his every move slow and delicate as he came to lay on his back with her above him... where she would always be. Underneath the curtain of her hair he found his heaven. "I love you, Anya," he whispered through soft kisses to her neck and throat. "I love you..."
"Мой Виктор..."++ Though there were times when the siren moved in a sleek, swift world all her own, tonight... Now. Now would not be one of those times. Each movement was meant to be savored, each one slow and framed in a memory only able to be outdone by the next. Caught and half suspended in a strange spiderweb of time and space that only she could weave them in and out of, Anyanka joined her Victor without a stitch of resistance. Planets themselves wished such a universal grace, the way each move she laid catered and curved to him, the moment in which each lift and dip stole them higher and higher into some distant realm of oblivion. "мой все, моя единственная вещь."+++ Drowning in him, her voice was little more a whisper over the sound of skin on silk.
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Later, as she lie atop him, Victor cradled in her arms, fighting to hold back tears. She must do this. She will succeed. She will find a way, and we shall have eternity. I must believe. "Anya. Love." He drew a deep breath, softly stroking her skin, fingers entwined in her hair, eyes locked on her with a depth of emotion that no amount of words could possibly illustrate.
"There is one thing I must ask of you." Eyes closing, another deep breath, stabilizing himself as much as he could. "It is selfish, and I can only hope you will forgive me." Opening once again, his flesh eye gave a wet sheen, and filled still. "I have given myself a drug that will put me into a deep sleep for the next twelve hours. Let me fall asleep with you in my arms..." His voice cracked, the tears started to fall. "...and slip away into the night." A sob shook his body, and he clung to her a little tighter to keep his world from slipping away. "...so I won't have to watch you leave."
With the last, the dam shattered and the tears poured freely. "Please."
I'll put a spell on you... Anyanka could only watch and listen; she dared not speak a word. There had been many a time she'd felt just how deeply the thought of her leaving had stricken him, but this... This was beyond her scope of understanding. Never in all the siren's years had she know such a capacity of remorse or love. Each wave of nauseating remorse was felt as her own, each trembling muscle somehow tweaked and twinged her own. But worse, oh so much worse, his eyes. You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you... It was always his eyes that undid her to the basest of elements. Leaning in, Anya pressed her lips to the shine of Victor's cheek before turning and laying their faces cheek to cheek. Nestling further down into his arms, her voice began to rise softly at long last; she was singing. It was a low, enchanted warble that belied a birth far from the surface of the water; a place deep, deep beneath the receding crash of a cliff side's waves. "And when you wake..." Oddly it was her song. The very first words he'd heard her spill back during that fateful night in the city's famous inn oh so long ago. "...I'll be the first thing you'll see."
One more soft, adoring kiss, and his eyes started to close of their own accord as the potent tranquilizers set in. "...I love you..." A weak voice spoke, the last of his tears trailing down his cheeks. "...my Nischa..." With that, Victor's world faded to black, save for Anya and the brilliant light that surrounded her in his mind's eye.
((*A young siren, frequently abused by her elders due to her perceived 'weakness' - her father was a seelie sidhe. Anya took her in as a ward after a visit from her kin that ended in bloodshed.
+Russian is Anyanka's native language. She reverts to it often, especially with Victor, whose cybernetic implants include a translator with over 700,000 languages. "My, my, my... Look what mine has made for me?"
** Due to the assimilation of siren blood and magic into his body, Victor's natural eye is affected in the same manner as a siren when the moon is full, or near to it. The eye becomes reflective, just as Anyanka's.
***Anya is particularly notorious for speaking in riddles and answering questions with questions. Victor has long since dubbed this a language of her own.
++"My Victor..."
+++"My everything, my only thing."
This thread is also indirectly tied to Generativity vs Stagnation, the thread which chronicles the two from the beginning, from Victor's arrival on RhyDin. For those who were reading, it has not been forgotten. We still hope to one day achieve the goal of catching it up to the present day.))
The prologue follows the events of For The Children (still unfinished - I'm working on it), and afterward the thread shall focus on Victor during the time Anya is away.
Mature content warning due to explicit language, drug use, mild sexual content and extreme violence.))
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Prologue: Parting Is Such Bitter Sorrow
-Adapted from live play, May 28, 2010.
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Victor landed gracefully outside the theater, pressing a soft kiss to Anya's lips before setting her to her feet. He'd arranged something special tonight; the place would be completely empty for he and his Nischa. The promise of a sizable 'donation' to the Count and his establishment had ensured that. The seraph himself had Veego's keys. "No disturbances, no interruptions, you have my most solemn word!" The fat man had assured him more than once.
Perfect.
The door opened and revealed his 'preparations' - the bed used by the models during the photo shoots was remade with fine silk, covered with rose petals that led in a trail to the door. Studio lights had been replaced with hundreds of candles, along every wall and fixture. The only other furniture in the room was a chaise that resembled a favorite piece back home, and a small table bearing two glasses and a bottle of rare absinthe, her 'green fairy'.
Anyanka had been restless for the past few nights, but this night especially. Earlier in the day she'd retreated to the small pool in her back garden, for it was ever her sanctuary, be the moon full or empty. There was much to think about with all the small cluster of events taking up her time before the big leave... Organizing so many unknown schedules, balancing her time between the theater, Cerre*, Victor, and the models themselves. The siren was a very busy creature, but in truth, she'd have it no other way. It kept her mind from straying and weaving off of her lover's anxiety about the long, but easy trip coming up.
He feared her kinswomen, she did not; he feared for her life, she feared for theirs; he feared hazard chance, Anya feared nothing. Above all these fears, it was Victor's eyes, both of them, that shook her the deepest. It was why she so readily gave herself to his touch so much more often each day; the reason why she bent and bowed and arced to every single touch; he feared it his last, and in her passion, feeling his wanting, how could she deny him? His breath was hers, his heartbeat a candy in her throat, his heart a beat beside her own... Blinking back from her thoughts, the siren took a slow, appreciative look about the sumptuous spread her Vischa had set for them... For her.
"Мой, мой, мой... Смотрите, что мой сделал для меня?"+ Her purr was something velveteen and alive all it's own, sinking slowly and taking shape the second it left her mouth. Were it any thicker and deeper, it might have reached out to breeze along his spine; a touch that would surely send shivers through and through.
A mirrored eye** stared into her, slow fingertips threading through her hair. "I wanted tonight to be special, love." Only a night stood between this moment and her departure, and while Anya's confidence was supreme, doubt scratched and clawed at every corner of his mind. Tonight he would force it away and drown himself in her. "If for nothing else, than to give you pleasant dreams while you're away."
"With the vision I take behind my lids each night, sweet angel, I've an eternity of fair dreams in my future... One moment near a year past of you was enough to bring us here to this day." She took her time with each word, laying her breath around each syllable in a manner he might find dauntingly similar to her limbs tended to curl about him during their sleep. As she spoke, Anya walked; a hand rose to touch along his fingertips, meeting them halfway through the cayenne curtain of her hair he so loved to stroke. Lacing her slimmer fingers about his, she took him by the hand, meandering softly, stealing a path through the half flickered world of light and shadows.
Seemed she was playful and philosophical tonight; then again, that wasn't much different from every night. Perhaps it was a side effect of eternity? Or merely a manner of her kind? Given Cerre's oddity... Perhaps it was merely a siren thing. "... and if one moment in passing lead to this. How far, do you imagine, our time until now could take us?" The answer was simple, and the point of her journey. Eternity. Forever and together.
Victor had indeed grown more and more versed in Anya, the language***, as their connection grew. "I know, love. That's why I won't try to stop you any more... but it's never too late to change your mind about taking me with you." Then again, perhaps it was, and that would explain why he asked without much conviction. Once her mind was made up about something...
Slowly, he stroked the hand that held his, much the same as he'd run those same fingers through her hair - almost tentative and hesitant, as if it was their first night all over again. It was not born from fear, but from restraint. The moon was full and calling, and her body so warm and close. It was an effort to keep back the growing hunger, and it was too important that he take his time.
"Aaah, I'm afraid even my own superstition runs deep at the core, my Vischa. Not even I would allow a man to step foot where I dare go... The sea is a cruel mistress, but she cannot harm whom she gave life to. Their consorts, however? Why, who do you think taught us first and foremost how to use them?" Would it be any surprise to someone with a keen ear for the notions of gods and goddesses to imagine the realm of the deepest oceans on a planet to be ruled by a female deity? Not at all... Given the violent way it rolls and roils, and how harsh a sway the moon holds over it's ebb and flow, and in Anyanka's case with her kinswomen, the way it swallows men whole and leaves nothing but bones. As they moved, and she lent her free hand to the mundane task of fixing those two glasses on the table with a belly full of green, Anya cooed quietly, her shoulders rolling as the mass of the room's scents filtered through her every pore; wormwood, licorice, roses, fresh silk, warm wax, Victor...
As her eyes turned and spilled their crystal water across the scene once more, the siren smiled slowly, and it displayed every sharp tooth too. She could see the scents, their miasma ever so fine as it was enveloping. It was really only with her sight restored that the elder creature began to understand just how much she'd been missing. Turning once more, her gaze filled with the seraph's face; a face she'd long known, even before the return of her eyesight. "... No my sweet, silly angel. I prefer you here, watching my charge when I cannot, and trusting me now more than ever. Without your trust..." Her voice left it hanging there, pregnant and almost solemn. Without your trust, I've no reason to even go.
"I trust you." An absolute truth. ...but I trust little else...and I trust none of your kin. Especially not when it came to her. She was already branded and cast out, and now she returned to their nest... Stop. He dismissed the thought then by force, because he must. Not this again, not our last night. Instead he took up a glass and tapped it softly to hers. "...and I will spend the eternity you find for me showing you just how much."
"Why wait so long? That is... Unless you meant you wanted me to leave now?" Ever the tempter, and leaving her Victor to call the bluff, Anyanka moved and lifted one of the glasses, tipping it to her lips as the hand still wound with his began to unwind and fall at her side. Up and down. Somehow such a motion was crass with anyone else, but with Anya, it was a degree of speed stuck somewhere between suspended and slow, versus seamless and swift. Running the edge of her tongue along her bottom lip, the siren let one of those razor teeth come out to press; flashing her lover a serpent's smile as she moved, taking a liquid step back and around him, towards the door they'd just entered.
"Oh no, you don't." Teleportation was a skill he rarely used, but suddenly he stood between Anya and the door, his arms slipping around her waist seemingly out of nowhere. "I have pictures to take... and I didn't cover that bed with roses to spend the night without you in it." Lips found the side of her neck then, lips brushing as he whispered, "...tonight... you are mine."
There was something about the seraph could always say without a single pause to his voice; the siren knew when to speak and when to remain silent. It was a type of silence one might call wise and prudent, for she gave thought to each and every word or gesture as well as it's impact on the future, before she laid an expression. Feeling her husband 's presence suddenly so warm and near, Anyanka could say nothing; she merely smirked. His breath was a wonderful sword though, and unfortunately for the siren, she had a poor shield when certain words of her own design were used against her. Turning, she met his lips breath for breath, keeping all but a hair's width from his, her teeth still half bare and curled in a tempter's smile. "... does the angel mean to show his demon why she crusades against her god?" Came at long last her quiet, rumbling tone.
"He does," he smiled, and presed a kiss to those lovely lips. As to emphasize her words, he purposefully licked the points of all those razor teeth before withdrawing once again. "But first, there is something we must do... for the children..." A grin as sinister as any she'd ever given him took over then, and he shot down the glass in his hand all at once. This time he hardly even winced - it seemed this too was something that had grown on him. It didn't seem so long ago that he eyed it with repulsion, and he could quite clearly remember the words, weird green sh*t.
Even after released from the kiss, Anya seemed unwilling do go just yet. A hand had rose and claimed the back of his neck, hanging their without pulling, it's fingers stroking and dipping down to caress the nape of his neck. "Ah yes, the children... Well then, we all must do our part, hm?" Moving in for another kiss, the siren swallowed down a small sound just as her lips claimed his own, no doubt leaving a soft vibration there for him to feel as she stole what drops were left of his drink lingering on the back of his tongue. Slowly but surely, Anya managed to curb her need to crawl into his mouth and backed away one fluid, slippery step at a time. Her shoes were gone; when had that happened? Now her fingers were moving, and the button's along her blouse lost their life one at a time with little more than a flick of her sharp nails to the threads that held them in place. The siren never did have the greatest respect for clothing.
"Mmm... the one thing better than tearing your clothes off... is watching you do it." Victor grinned, his eye already recording, but then again, she'd be quite used to that. Within that eye was months of her in every state of dress and undress imaginable, from the moments he'd watched her sleep to a simple walk through the streets. They kept him company during the times they were separated, and he would rely on that even more in the coming days. "This will be so easy..."
"Will it now? Indulge me..." Her voice began to dip as it tended to when she meant to lull him deeper than he already was; a scary notion, considering she knew just how deeply his self-enchanted state with her went. She could feel it, and in turn, for better or worse, she reflected it. Every motion she made was for him. Every stroke of her fingers, every flick of her nails to the threads along her clothes, every stroke of tepid tips to the satin smooth stretch of her newly exposed skin; all for him, all with his reflection silvery and strong in the wide, deep cool of her eyes. "... tell me what the camera sees." Tell me why you love me... And there went her blouse; soon her fingers fell to trace the edge of her skirt, teasing the button with a slide of her thumb as if she meant it to sweat in the face of it's doom so near and impending.
Victor was taken in completely by her tone, by her every move, following her fingertips with his mirrored eye, admiring every last inch. "It sees..." Words were always difficult for him when it came to letting her know what she truly meant to him. The connection that had formed between them was a blessing beyond all in this regard, as he knew she would always feel it... and she certainly would now. The emotion pouring from him was a great, all-encompassing flood, like the one he'd read about in the book of some strange cult, of a man named Noah building a ship to house the creatures of some distant world. "It sees the most lovely creature ever given flesh," he spoke slowly, entranced. "A graceful, divine, loving woman, with a mind most could never so much as comprehend." A step closer he came... "A body of perfection, drawn from the liquid breath of nothing less than a goddess." ...then another... "One who reached inside a man who had lost everything, and gave him more than he could ever have wished for." ...then another... "I see my life... my world... my everything."
"My Nischa. My goddess."
If anyone could stand the wash of such emotions, it was Anya. In a world composed of endless to and fro waves between the masses, the siren stood a firm, wood plank in the face of it all; an infallible edge that stood, that divided, and never compromised. Her loyalty was fierce, her love deep, and her devotion all the deeper. "... Don't." But suddenly she found her throat thick, and though her aloof, confident expression remained, there was a light in her eyes and a weight in her tone that alluded to just how deeply the seraph's words struck. Then more so, how his need struck. Even the strongest, though they never quite break, learn to bend fiercely; only for Victor would she bend, ever for the seraph, his siren would creak.
"Don't stop..." His words or his closeness? Both no doubt. It wasn't often such a creature found themselves beholden to another's voice. Finding that it was much more difficult to speak than she felt comfortable with, Anyanka let her loss of patience effect the otherwise tantalizing speed of her stripping; the skirt was gone. Now she was nothing but a vision in black cotton lace, and it was only a few comely string ties that held her world from the rest of his. When had her knees hit the back of that bed? She couldn't rightly say, but she let her legs fold, and her body settle to the silk and petals beneath.
His slow steps didn't pause in the slightest. "You are the beat of my heart... the fire in my blood... and the light in my eyes." Kneeling before the bed, his hands rested softly on her thighs. "My first vision each morning when I wake, and the last that paints itself inside my lids when I fall asleep." His touch was gentle, reverent, sliding up to the curve of her hips, and upward. "You are my life."
Victor's eyes never moved, never so much as blinked as he spoke, holding her stare throughout. "Words will never be enough." He then released something he'd been saving, building, perfecting. It would not last long, but for a few short moments he opened himself completely, using the connection as he never had before, allowing her a true and absolute glimpse into his mind and heart. All she would see was herself, surrounded by a warm, radiant light. Memories of the past and dreams of the future surrounded them, and she was the center of every one. The rest of the world that they traveled - the city streets, the open fields, the sky and stars - was empty. Nothing else mattered.
"Мой..." His fingers to her thighs sent lightning through her blood, his eyes on hers shot bolts of fire like no other through her veins, his voice held her captive like some poor soul lost in one of her kinswomen's voices; all else was a void in which the black revolved around his shining sweetness. Anyanka shifted, her skin alive with a trembling shiver as his visions stole the very air from her lungs; with her throat so suddenly tight, her eyes widened, and the lamp-like shine of silver flickered back; the spell was broken in a moment, then back the next.
"...Victor." The sheer power was enough to steal her away, but Victor was her anchor, her river in which to find comfort when all else seemed naught worth a second glance. She'd been in a state of stagnation until she'd found Victor, and it was only now that she saw this; he'd breathed new life into her just as she had he. "Мой Vischa..." The thought alone was beyond words, as he said, and it was then she decided to embrace the need for the realm beyond. Unsteady hands found his arms, and their palms rode a crooked line up, up, up until they found his cheeks, his hair, the frame of his eyes. "... make love to me."
His clothes were ripped away in mere seconds, but he would do no such thing with his goddess. Rising to take her into his arms, he brought her with him the rest of the way onto the bed, his every move slow and delicate as he came to lay on his back with her above him... where she would always be. Underneath the curtain of her hair he found his heaven. "I love you, Anya," he whispered through soft kisses to her neck and throat. "I love you..."
"Мой Виктор..."++ Though there were times when the siren moved in a sleek, swift world all her own, tonight... Now. Now would not be one of those times. Each movement was meant to be savored, each one slow and framed in a memory only able to be outdone by the next. Caught and half suspended in a strange spiderweb of time and space that only she could weave them in and out of, Anyanka joined her Victor without a stitch of resistance. Planets themselves wished such a universal grace, the way each move she laid catered and curved to him, the moment in which each lift and dip stole them higher and higher into some distant realm of oblivion. "мой все, моя единственная вещь."+++ Drowning in him, her voice was little more a whisper over the sound of skin on silk.
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Later, as she lie atop him, Victor cradled in her arms, fighting to hold back tears. She must do this. She will succeed. She will find a way, and we shall have eternity. I must believe. "Anya. Love." He drew a deep breath, softly stroking her skin, fingers entwined in her hair, eyes locked on her with a depth of emotion that no amount of words could possibly illustrate.
"There is one thing I must ask of you." Eyes closing, another deep breath, stabilizing himself as much as he could. "It is selfish, and I can only hope you will forgive me." Opening once again, his flesh eye gave a wet sheen, and filled still. "I have given myself a drug that will put me into a deep sleep for the next twelve hours. Let me fall asleep with you in my arms..." His voice cracked, the tears started to fall. "...and slip away into the night." A sob shook his body, and he clung to her a little tighter to keep his world from slipping away. "...so I won't have to watch you leave."
With the last, the dam shattered and the tears poured freely. "Please."
I'll put a spell on you... Anyanka could only watch and listen; she dared not speak a word. There had been many a time she'd felt just how deeply the thought of her leaving had stricken him, but this... This was beyond her scope of understanding. Never in all the siren's years had she know such a capacity of remorse or love. Each wave of nauseating remorse was felt as her own, each trembling muscle somehow tweaked and twinged her own. But worse, oh so much worse, his eyes. You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you... It was always his eyes that undid her to the basest of elements. Leaning in, Anya pressed her lips to the shine of Victor's cheek before turning and laying their faces cheek to cheek. Nestling further down into his arms, her voice began to rise softly at long last; she was singing. It was a low, enchanted warble that belied a birth far from the surface of the water; a place deep, deep beneath the receding crash of a cliff side's waves. "And when you wake..." Oddly it was her song. The very first words he'd heard her spill back during that fateful night in the city's famous inn oh so long ago. "...I'll be the first thing you'll see."
One more soft, adoring kiss, and his eyes started to close of their own accord as the potent tranquilizers set in. "...I love you..." A weak voice spoke, the last of his tears trailing down his cheeks. "...my Nischa..." With that, Victor's world faded to black, save for Anya and the brilliant light that surrounded her in his mind's eye.
((*A young siren, frequently abused by her elders due to her perceived 'weakness' - her father was a seelie sidhe. Anya took her in as a ward after a visit from her kin that ended in bloodshed.
+Russian is Anyanka's native language. She reverts to it often, especially with Victor, whose cybernetic implants include a translator with over 700,000 languages. "My, my, my... Look what mine has made for me?"
** Due to the assimilation of siren blood and magic into his body, Victor's natural eye is affected in the same manner as a siren when the moon is full, or near to it. The eye becomes reflective, just as Anyanka's.
***Anya is particularly notorious for speaking in riddles and answering questions with questions. Victor has long since dubbed this a language of her own.
++"My Victor..."
+++"My everything, my only thing."
This thread is also indirectly tied to Generativity vs Stagnation, the thread which chronicles the two from the beginning, from Victor's arrival on RhyDin. For those who were reading, it has not been forgotten. We still hope to one day achieve the goal of catching it up to the present day.))