OOC Note: This journey of Anyanka?s is an experiment of mine with writing in the first person? And while I write for Anya as such more often than not, in this case the reader won?t be hanging on the siren?s every written word in her own personal memoirs, but the siren?s brain itself. This journey is very, very important to Anya; it goes beyond the realm of journaling and logging, to something much deeper and more about upholding the old ways and keeping faith. Despite her ?blasphemous? ways at times, Anya is a devout creature and holds vast amounts of respect for the things she finds deserving of it.
At the beginning of this work I shall post a farewell, I?ll be back soon, I love you sort of letter that my siren would leave to her husband, given the gravity of the situation. Then at the end, I?ll have a journal entry to account for when she returned from her journey.
The MA warning is for violence, severe psychological abuse, physical abuse, and other various graphic content. This is not a fairy tale of the disney caliber, but of the H.C. Anderson quality, or GRIMM, if you prefer or will... :P
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"...I love you..." A weak voice spoke, the last of his tears trailing down his cheeks. "...my Nischa..." With that, Victor's world faded to black, save for Anya and the brilliant light that surrounded her in his mind's eye.
?And I you, my sweet angel?? Anya murmured the reply aloud more for herself than for her heartbroken lover?s benefit; the seraph was in a deep world that she couldn?t wake him from now even if she tried. Stricken with purpose despite the sweetness of him so soft and weighted in sleep, the siren slowly slid herself from the heavy drape of Victor?s arms.
Her movements were sleek and fine as anything, quick to cut and sharp as flint. Gathering up a bit of parchment from beneath a fine, musky veil of rose petals along a nearby side table, and quickly snatching up a bit of lead, Anya stooped down and began to write?
Victor,
Your heart is mine to keep, mine to love, and mine to protect. I have thought the matter over long and hard, but nothing?s come to light that is as good, and while I know you worried yourself into a self given sedation, my sweet angel, I bid you please? Please do not loose sight of our goal, of our life, and the could?s and would?s that are soon to be is? and are?s.
All the world?s a stage, my darling husband, but I am no mere player, and neither are you; we shall rise above and live to see the world crumble down around us.
Time is not my master, and if it holds no sway over me, then neither shall you. No such element exists that I cannot unfasten it?s grip to reality to keep what I want.
Take care of our models, take care of Cerre, and for the sake of my strength, and the weight of your trust in me? Please do not come playing the noble charge on a white horse. I am not so easily broken by hazard chance, my love, this you know quite well.
All my soul, and all I am,
Anyanka
As the siren?s hand and all it?s flourished writing came to a ground down halt, so too did the speed of her motions. Seemingly caught in a world of slow motion, Anyanka took one last lingering look to the bed and body she was abandoning, before donning a cloak. It was quick, easy, and covered up her nudity until the desired destination was in reach.
Crystalline hues painted their blue sky canvases across the space between she and he; nothing but a deep, deep connection struck the cords of her cool indifference with the pulse of her suddenly tight heart.
The cayenne halo of her hair would be the last thing, anyone might see as the too-tall lady strode out into the night.
http://fc06.deviantart.net/fs47/i/2009/211/5/a/Pieds____1_2_by_Piter89.jpg
At the beginning of this work I shall post a farewell, I?ll be back soon, I love you sort of letter that my siren would leave to her husband, given the gravity of the situation. Then at the end, I?ll have a journal entry to account for when she returned from her journey.
The MA warning is for violence, severe psychological abuse, physical abuse, and other various graphic content. This is not a fairy tale of the disney caliber, but of the H.C. Anderson quality, or GRIMM, if you prefer or will... :P
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"...I love you..." A weak voice spoke, the last of his tears trailing down his cheeks. "...my Nischa..." With that, Victor's world faded to black, save for Anya and the brilliant light that surrounded her in his mind's eye.
?And I you, my sweet angel?? Anya murmured the reply aloud more for herself than for her heartbroken lover?s benefit; the seraph was in a deep world that she couldn?t wake him from now even if she tried. Stricken with purpose despite the sweetness of him so soft and weighted in sleep, the siren slowly slid herself from the heavy drape of Victor?s arms.
Her movements were sleek and fine as anything, quick to cut and sharp as flint. Gathering up a bit of parchment from beneath a fine, musky veil of rose petals along a nearby side table, and quickly snatching up a bit of lead, Anya stooped down and began to write?
Victor,
Your heart is mine to keep, mine to love, and mine to protect. I have thought the matter over long and hard, but nothing?s come to light that is as good, and while I know you worried yourself into a self given sedation, my sweet angel, I bid you please? Please do not loose sight of our goal, of our life, and the could?s and would?s that are soon to be is? and are?s.
All the world?s a stage, my darling husband, but I am no mere player, and neither are you; we shall rise above and live to see the world crumble down around us.
Time is not my master, and if it holds no sway over me, then neither shall you. No such element exists that I cannot unfasten it?s grip to reality to keep what I want.
Take care of our models, take care of Cerre, and for the sake of my strength, and the weight of your trust in me? Please do not come playing the noble charge on a white horse. I am not so easily broken by hazard chance, my love, this you know quite well.
All my soul, and all I am,
Anyanka
As the siren?s hand and all it?s flourished writing came to a ground down halt, so too did the speed of her motions. Seemingly caught in a world of slow motion, Anyanka took one last lingering look to the bed and body she was abandoning, before donning a cloak. It was quick, easy, and covered up her nudity until the desired destination was in reach.
Crystalline hues painted their blue sky canvases across the space between she and he; nothing but a deep, deep connection struck the cords of her cool indifference with the pulse of her suddenly tight heart.
The cayenne halo of her hair would be the last thing, anyone might see as the too-tall lady strode out into the night.
http://fc06.deviantart.net/fs47/i/2009/211/5/a/Pieds____1_2_by_Piter89.jpg