There's a scent in the air, a flavor. Desperation, hopelessness, degradation, hate, fear, anger, longing. Tangled together to choke and clog. To coat the palate, to add their clinging weight to the skin.
A morass of poverty pretty as an oil slick, deep as a pit.
Just north of a bridge where a sign still warns "don't let the sun set on your ass here" from where it hangs above the charred remains of a beam sunk into the ground; a poor man's gallows, a sadistic mob's truth. They called it the Carnival, and every city had a stretch just like it.
Tired, used up whores who may have been pretty once upon a time hustling another dollar to make the rent, another twenty to buy a fix better than the one they can trade their body for. Street people, scrambling for a break, scurrying to find a place to set up their crib for the night. Dealers slinging their bags, talking bigger than they were or would ever be.
And in between and around the edges, children played in the dirt and filthy streets. Screeching at the top of their lungs in an almost forced enjoyment. Shouting as they played out the same games, in a slightly more innocent manner, that spun out around them on the day to day. Here a game of cowboys and indians ended with someone dancing in imitation of someone jittering at the end of a rope. Cops and robbers turned into blaze-of-glory shoot outs where the cops died and the neighborhood rioted.
Decent people turned their heads, shook their heads, clucked their tongues and locked the doors of their cars as they drove by. Decent people made noises about cleaning the area up, urban revitalization, and kept their wallets tightly shut. Decent people pretended not to see, or hear, what went on one block over.
A morass of poverty pretty as an oil slick, deep as a pit.
Just north of a bridge where a sign still warns "don't let the sun set on your ass here" from where it hangs above the charred remains of a beam sunk into the ground; a poor man's gallows, a sadistic mob's truth. They called it the Carnival, and every city had a stretch just like it.
Tired, used up whores who may have been pretty once upon a time hustling another dollar to make the rent, another twenty to buy a fix better than the one they can trade their body for. Street people, scrambling for a break, scurrying to find a place to set up their crib for the night. Dealers slinging their bags, talking bigger than they were or would ever be.
And in between and around the edges, children played in the dirt and filthy streets. Screeching at the top of their lungs in an almost forced enjoyment. Shouting as they played out the same games, in a slightly more innocent manner, that spun out around them on the day to day. Here a game of cowboys and indians ended with someone dancing in imitation of someone jittering at the end of a rope. Cops and robbers turned into blaze-of-glory shoot outs where the cops died and the neighborhood rioted.
Decent people turned their heads, shook their heads, clucked their tongues and locked the doors of their cars as they drove by. Decent people made noises about cleaning the area up, urban revitalization, and kept their wallets tightly shut. Decent people pretended not to see, or hear, what went on one block over.