After Riley, David, and Daniel had looked at the five-story, abandoned building that Riley was interested in using for the hotel, the three of them left the Temple District and headed to WestEnd, where David had a lesson to teach.? One of his most promising students had asked to start learning the bagua dao sword, and he was only too happy to teach it.?
When they reached the Gardens, David went in to change, and Daniel turned to Riley.? "What would you like do while David and his student flail at each other with sticks?"
"I need to go visit Buddha and Kannon," she said, pointing to the roof.? "Wanna come?"? Before leaving the studios, she unlocked the door to the office and slipped inside, pausing just long enough to grab some incense sticks and a box of matches.
"Sure."? He'd always enjoyed the rooftop garden at Zen.? It was a place of peace and safety, and it reminded him of some of the good things about being in Burma, the reason he'd been willing to fight for the people there.
Riley smiled at him and then headed up the stairs.? As she climbed, she allowed herself to sink into her Centre, composing her mind into the Emptiness of meditation, determined to kneel in front of her Lord with only Mindfulness.
He walked silently behind her, remembering the days when he and some of the rebels had hidden for almost a week in a monastery.? The monks had made no complaint, of course, and he'd had time to speak with several of them about life and belief.? That was one of the good times.
As soon as she stepped out onto the rooftop, she slipped her shoes off and curled her toes in the crushed seashell-covered pathway.? She took a deep breath and went to the Dragon Fountain across from the door that led to the stairway down.? She dipped her hands into the water, washing them and her face with the cool water before turning and going to the shrine in the middle of the gardens.? It was a small bamboo structure that was nestled between two bougainvillea trees.? A large wisteria vine covered the roof of the shrine, filling the air around it with the heady scent of the gorgeous purple blossoms.
Walking onto the rooftop was like walking into a different world, one where many of the burdens and worries of every day life seemed to lift away.? He could feel the serenity of the place, relaxing muscles and calming his mind.
She brushed away a few stray dead leaves from the little platform inside the shrine, cleared away the dead flowers and burned incense sticks, setting them aside to be taken downstairs later and thrown away properly.? Then she knelt and bowed her head deeply, reverently, to Lord Buddha and Kannon both, before lighting the incense she'd brought up with her and driving the sticks into the small bowl of fine sand that was there for that purpose.
He knelt beside her, bowing his own head in respect.? He didn't exactly think of himself as a Buddhist, but he'd lived among them for so long that he'd developed more than a passing connection with their philosophies for life.? It wasn't the first time he'd knelt before a Buddhist shrine.
She whispered the Heart sutra - "Om mani padme hum" - five times before bowing again and rising from her kneeling position.? Taking a deep breath, she smiled down at Daniel.? "Thank you," she said to him softly.? "Wanna go sit and wait for David?"
He looked up at her curiously.? "Thank you for what?"? Then he nodded and stood, walking with her over to one of the benches up there on the roof.? He sat down on it, took a deep breath and let it out, feeling nicely relaxed.
She went and sat next to him, curling up close, and laying her head atop his shoulder.? She closed her eyes and let the sounds - the wind in the branches, the birdsong and humming of the bees, the water trickling in the fountain - and the scents - wisteria, bougainvillea, water, dirt, roses, moss, Danny - of the roof wash over her.? "Thank you for getting it.? For being here."
He slid his arm around her shoulders, enjoying the close contact with another Cat, with someone he trusted more than anyone else in the world--either world.? "I feel at home up here," he said softly.? "I think I could just live up here."
"It's wonderful, isn't it?? It's like a completely separate world up here.? All the chaos and discontent that fills the streets is just...gone when you step out here."
"Yes, that's exactly it."? He smiled, pleased that she felt the same way about the place as he did.? "When I was in Burma," he continued, suddenly needing to tell her something of what life had been like for him there, "I often went with the other rebels to the shrines to pray.? Many of them were conflicted about fighting, as you can imagine, and they spent a great deal of time in meditation and prayer, trying to reconcile the need for freedom with the negative karma of killing other human beings."
"How did they deal with it?" she asked.? It was something she struggled with, to be certain.? After she and David had returned from Japan, she'd fasted and spent all of her free time in meditation, whispering endless mantras to try to atone for all the negative karma she'd shouldered in the killings she'd done.
He sighed softly.? "I don't know.? Most of them are dead now."
She made a small sympathetic noise and hugged him fiercely, giving him what comfort she could in her embrace.? "I'm so sorry, Danny.? I'm so sorry."
He leaned into her arms, closing his eyes and remembering.? "I told them that if they didn't fight for themselves, no one else would do it for them.? Was that wrong?"
She shook her head.? "No, I don't think so.? Sometimes one has to draw a line in the dirt and take a stand.? I think Lord Buddha understands.? I know Kannon does; it's why she refused Nirvana."
He nodded slightly, laying his head against hers.? "A lot of them were quite willing to fight already, but I think I convinced some of those who were hesitant.? And we fought, and we died.? But was it worth it?? When I left, nothing much had changed."
"Revolutions take a long time.? Look at the civil rights movement in America.? There's still racial discrimination, despite what Dr King did.? And hell, look at what I started.? That will last much longer."
He managed a little chuckle at that.? "Look at us, the revolutionaries."
She smiled a little.? "Viva la resistance," she said in perfectly accented Parisian French.
When they reached the Gardens, David went in to change, and Daniel turned to Riley.? "What would you like do while David and his student flail at each other with sticks?"
"I need to go visit Buddha and Kannon," she said, pointing to the roof.? "Wanna come?"? Before leaving the studios, she unlocked the door to the office and slipped inside, pausing just long enough to grab some incense sticks and a box of matches.
"Sure."? He'd always enjoyed the rooftop garden at Zen.? It was a place of peace and safety, and it reminded him of some of the good things about being in Burma, the reason he'd been willing to fight for the people there.
Riley smiled at him and then headed up the stairs.? As she climbed, she allowed herself to sink into her Centre, composing her mind into the Emptiness of meditation, determined to kneel in front of her Lord with only Mindfulness.
He walked silently behind her, remembering the days when he and some of the rebels had hidden for almost a week in a monastery.? The monks had made no complaint, of course, and he'd had time to speak with several of them about life and belief.? That was one of the good times.
As soon as she stepped out onto the rooftop, she slipped her shoes off and curled her toes in the crushed seashell-covered pathway.? She took a deep breath and went to the Dragon Fountain across from the door that led to the stairway down.? She dipped her hands into the water, washing them and her face with the cool water before turning and going to the shrine in the middle of the gardens.? It was a small bamboo structure that was nestled between two bougainvillea trees.? A large wisteria vine covered the roof of the shrine, filling the air around it with the heady scent of the gorgeous purple blossoms.
Walking onto the rooftop was like walking into a different world, one where many of the burdens and worries of every day life seemed to lift away.? He could feel the serenity of the place, relaxing muscles and calming his mind.
She brushed away a few stray dead leaves from the little platform inside the shrine, cleared away the dead flowers and burned incense sticks, setting them aside to be taken downstairs later and thrown away properly.? Then she knelt and bowed her head deeply, reverently, to Lord Buddha and Kannon both, before lighting the incense she'd brought up with her and driving the sticks into the small bowl of fine sand that was there for that purpose.
He knelt beside her, bowing his own head in respect.? He didn't exactly think of himself as a Buddhist, but he'd lived among them for so long that he'd developed more than a passing connection with their philosophies for life.? It wasn't the first time he'd knelt before a Buddhist shrine.
She whispered the Heart sutra - "Om mani padme hum" - five times before bowing again and rising from her kneeling position.? Taking a deep breath, she smiled down at Daniel.? "Thank you," she said to him softly.? "Wanna go sit and wait for David?"
He looked up at her curiously.? "Thank you for what?"? Then he nodded and stood, walking with her over to one of the benches up there on the roof.? He sat down on it, took a deep breath and let it out, feeling nicely relaxed.
She went and sat next to him, curling up close, and laying her head atop his shoulder.? She closed her eyes and let the sounds - the wind in the branches, the birdsong and humming of the bees, the water trickling in the fountain - and the scents - wisteria, bougainvillea, water, dirt, roses, moss, Danny - of the roof wash over her.? "Thank you for getting it.? For being here."
He slid his arm around her shoulders, enjoying the close contact with another Cat, with someone he trusted more than anyone else in the world--either world.? "I feel at home up here," he said softly.? "I think I could just live up here."
"It's wonderful, isn't it?? It's like a completely separate world up here.? All the chaos and discontent that fills the streets is just...gone when you step out here."
"Yes, that's exactly it."? He smiled, pleased that she felt the same way about the place as he did.? "When I was in Burma," he continued, suddenly needing to tell her something of what life had been like for him there, "I often went with the other rebels to the shrines to pray.? Many of them were conflicted about fighting, as you can imagine, and they spent a great deal of time in meditation and prayer, trying to reconcile the need for freedom with the negative karma of killing other human beings."
"How did they deal with it?" she asked.? It was something she struggled with, to be certain.? After she and David had returned from Japan, she'd fasted and spent all of her free time in meditation, whispering endless mantras to try to atone for all the negative karma she'd shouldered in the killings she'd done.
He sighed softly.? "I don't know.? Most of them are dead now."
She made a small sympathetic noise and hugged him fiercely, giving him what comfort she could in her embrace.? "I'm so sorry, Danny.? I'm so sorry."
He leaned into her arms, closing his eyes and remembering.? "I told them that if they didn't fight for themselves, no one else would do it for them.? Was that wrong?"
She shook her head.? "No, I don't think so.? Sometimes one has to draw a line in the dirt and take a stand.? I think Lord Buddha understands.? I know Kannon does; it's why she refused Nirvana."
He nodded slightly, laying his head against hers.? "A lot of them were quite willing to fight already, but I think I convinced some of those who were hesitant.? And we fought, and we died.? But was it worth it?? When I left, nothing much had changed."
"Revolutions take a long time.? Look at the civil rights movement in America.? There's still racial discrimination, despite what Dr King did.? And hell, look at what I started.? That will last much longer."
He managed a little chuckle at that.? "Look at us, the revolutionaries."
She smiled a little.? "Viva la resistance," she said in perfectly accented Parisian French.